<guys fact>

When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you.

When a guy is quiet, He's listening to you.

When a guy is not arguing, He realises he's wrong.

When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it.

When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do.

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world.

When a guy calls you everyday, he is in love.

When a guy tells you he loves you, he means it.

When a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done.

When a guy says, "I miss you, " he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.



<Girl facts>

When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her
mind.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so
wonderful.

When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that.

When a girl is mean to you after a break up she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever.

there r those times wen ur with ur frens and the best things happen...a kodak moment =D ....or sometimes not .... but still they r memories and should b recorded ...so this blog will b like a blog down memory lane n_n

~the time wen we went to capitol and josie was dancing in the booth and fell off the block and the guys had to get her up hahaha!~

~wen josie fell asleep in class (science) and evry1 turned around to look at her and some were laughin...this is wen mrs marshall noticed as well and stared blankly at josie with anger =O.....*wakes up suddenly...thanks to licia going...*psst..wake up JOSIE NA* hahaha! not just that...but it happened twice in the same day with different teachrs~

~in tennis josie ran outside the courts to pick up the ball...and in less than 2 seconds of her leaving..we hear a scream....only to discover josie had been scared by a BIRD -_-" hahaha!!....coming bak to tell us "birds are scary...they hav diseases" hahaha!!~ (note just 4 josie: can u tie my shoelaces )~

~the event: aiden's bday......place: ice cube ...... main character: josie (unsurprisingly) hahaha!....
it all began in the bathroom, josie n i finish and im standin there waiting for her. josie decides to leave and begins to push the door... o.o "OMG ALICIA THE DOORS NOT OPENING"...only to discover the door she was pushin was actuali a WALL!! hahaha!...
alicia: "errr..the doors there -_-"
josie: "O".....
*walks towards door, pushes door*
"OMG ALICIA! THE DOORS NOT OPENING AGEN! =O"
alicia: OMG! ur suppose to pull..not push..u idiot -_-"
HAHAHA!!! wat a moment.... then we walk out of the bathroom laughin like crazy....while walkin out i knock ova a wine cooler >.< n every1 turns around and stares *stares* *licia= embarasse...shiet* hahaha!!!

hrmmm....there is a trend happenin here.... i c alot of stories about josie .... i wonder y *sarcasm* hahaha! jks jks...luv yu josie n_n~

(2 b continued)

(pls notify me if there r any times i hav missed that u would like to be mentiond n_n sori memory isn that tops hahaha!)

(not everythin u read is always in my mind...its at that moment and that time that i am angry...happi or sad that i am writin this blog...so by the time u read this...all of it might not b tru animore)

I always hear others' problems with life (like their councillors) ... but it wasnt until today that i realised i had problems with my own lyf...... they rnt problems about me....well they r kinda.... more like problems revolving around my lyf (if u noe wat i mean). things about family... things about frends.... things about skwl... things about life in general...... the list is never ending. sometimes i need to break down and cry.... and if u see me do that... u can leave me in peace and let me hav my moment of sadness (dw it only occurs once in a while LOL! )
is it normal to be so stressed about things that dont even hav anything to do with u?
sometimes i think i shuldn even b in the positions i am....... is that wrong........
i want a shoulder where i can cry on when my mind is filled with thought that i cant let out.... (wow to think bout it.... the way im talkin makes me feel so depressed =/ )

no matter how much i get hurt by any1 i cant help but forget about it. i dont want to hate some1.... hating som1 or being angry with some1 is so tiring....sometimes it is beter to forget about it.

sometimes i wonder shuld i worry about the problem in lyf .... or whether i shuld forget about them completely =(
will i ever b able to live a day wen i dont hav a worry in mine..........

another thing im worried about is change....
change..... i dont noe.... isnt it suppose to be a good thing. i fear losing ppl... fear havn new ppl enter my lyf.... its becos i dont noe wat it can lead to. there r so many things i miss from the past that i can never bring bak, but only reminisce on. the times of happiness and laughter only last for the time being.... but the memories last a lyf time. havin this thought only makes me wonder wat changes will take place next ><

there r too many things on my mind i cant open up... but only have their floating in my little head...... *sigh*.....one day i think i will somwat go crazy hahaha!

but o wells.... lyf is short.... liv it to the fullest, being optimistic is my objective. no point living an unhappy life, u only live once n_n

note: im so sick of ppl sayin sorry to me.... theres nufin to b sorry bout.... and if u really think there is sumthing to b sorry about... iv already forgiven you. i noe wen u r sorri, bcos u dun hav to open ur mouth, i can see it in ur eyes......its wats in ur heart, wat u realise and care about...

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never promise me sumthin u cant keep. iv had too many promises broken. from the smallest promises to the biggest ones.
it hurts to think (or even noe) something is there...but it reali isnt........

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all iv ever wanted was for him to see me, to notice me, to see wat iv achieved.... but not for one second does he realise wat i hav grown into.
i dont noe wat to feel.... whether to b disappointed or just sad....
i see every1 around me being praised for wat they hav achieved and wat they hav become..... im glad for those hu r there for me... but for once i just want u to b there.. there to complement me... there to praise me...

i worry more than wat i shuld ... but i cant control the way i am
u ask me whether im happy.... i'll always answer yes... but somtimes im not.....
sometimes wen i say im alright.... im reali not
sometimes wen i say nothin is wrong.... there reali is something wrong
sometimes wen i tell u not to worry......u reali shuld...
....but sometimes...sometimes i am tellin the truth....

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i c so many ppl around me with so much happiness..... i dun noe if im being selfish or wat.. but sometimes i just want to steal that happiness away....
i often wonder y cant my life b perfect.... a lyf filled with no sadness or pain... but i even noe that is impossible....
i want to live in a dream where my family is happy.... my