chillin in calgary with my Hubby. < 3

kay so if u dont like what im doing with my life then get the fcuk out of it, i dont have time to listen to bull crap. Thanks in all for looking out for me. But im responsible for my own actions. FRICK and quit telling me what to do and where to be, i can choose where to be and what to do. Im where ever i feel loved YES! my second family ( my boyfriends ) they show me more support on my feelings then my real family. They show me and teach me things i didnt know and tht i should of known. To be honest my family should be ashamed of themselves. Thats just my point of veiw. But yu guys shuld know that imagine i would of been more then what im being right know, and thats just from listening to yu guys haha thanks for maken me run away from my problems and mistakes, in stead of talking to me and saying that "yah it happends and u learn from them." but no u guys just make me feel so bad and guilty and then u make me feel unwanted. Well as i said im living it up get out of my way. Its not u thts screwn up its me.

I'm not like those girls , who drop their dignity right at your feet.
I wanted everything to stay the same but feelings fade & people change
I smoke blunt to take the pain out,
and if I wasn't high I'd probably blow my brains out.