"all my life, and all my soul, means nothing to u, but ull do anything, to get me back, its too late, now i realised, life with u, is worse than hell"

"too much time, i wasted with u, too much money, i wasted on u, u may get my time and money, but my life, my soul, my body, and my heart, will never belong to u"
"never again ill be used by u, never again ill come back to u, never again ill fall for u, and never again will i get used by u"

"shit happens, we all find someone new, i dont want u, and u want me, its a circle of love, but u cant have me, good luck with life, yada yada yada, goodbye"

"to embrace is to love, to love is to care, to care is to find the one, and the one is just not me, im sorry but ur freaking me, so please can u go, before i call, the cops on u"

"in this crouded world, im alone, in this darkness, i lost my way, but ur always there, to find me, to shine the light, that leads the way, please be there, to shine my way, without u, im lost"

"my heart has change, because of u, im stronger, because what u did, it gave me strenght, it gave me confidence, to hate, and to protect, my self from u, and others like u"

"knowing me, and knowing u, love begins, by staring at u, ur precious eyes, and ur killer smile, oh how i wish, that u love me too"

"go, leave, and never come back, remember that, i wont be here, to wait for u, to hold ur hand,and to talk to u, when u needed me, ill laugh at u, and ill make sure, u feel, what i feel, when u left that door, when u break my trust, remember that ill always hate u"

"finally, were together, after all, weve been through, we fight, we share, the good, and the bad, today in here, in this holy place, ill cherish the time, i spend with u, i now exchange this vow with u, in sickness, in health and in richess in poor, u know ill always be, there with u"

"i love u, is easy to say, but showing it, is harder to do, but ill do my best, to show i love u, to cerish the love, i have with u"

"in this world, i could never find someone like u, someone caring, someone loving, the way u make me feel, the way u make me smile, if i lose u, ill lose my will, my will to live"

"to fall in love, is not restricted to gender, two people can find, love in its way, even if people, object to it, u know that i, will always love u"

"when u ignore me my heart aches, when u left me, my heart died, i walk alone in this road to hell, the more i walk the less i cry"

"edit 25th december"
"my soul is full of sorrow, the dark reached deep inside my heart, destroying the light that once shines within and now i lie here with the dark hoping the
light will shine once more"

"love is a word a game that you play, you fooled me believe that you are everything good in my life, this is how u won me and this will be the way you end me, with this poison within, i spite your name and engrave in my heart so forevermore i will know that you are the one, the one i truely hate the one that will be tortured for ever more"

"the words you say, pierces deep in my heart, a bullet that runs deep with in, an arrow of word, blood of dark rushing from my heart drowning me from you and from everything that we are"

"my tears turned to blood rushing down my eyes, the time that we have the happyness the laughter, means nothing because of you this moment is what counts, the tears of crimson will be the sign for revenge and torture that you will get"

"edit 29th december"
"tears of sorrow fills my heart, to bleed, to die to end this sorrow, to end this feeling we call life, to defeat the sorrow that you caused, will be the day everything ends"

"edit 3rd january"
"since i layed my eyes on you, i was hooked, i was destined to be with you, the way you move, the way you talk, the way you look at me just make my heart haste, you are the one, you are my destiny, to be with you, to feel your kiss, to feel your touch, is all i wanted, if i lose you now, i wont go on, so stay with me, and ull kee

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___Basics___

1. Full Name: Darren Surjadi
2. NickNames: Chrimson, D4rk, Pop n Fresh
3. Birthday: 18th August 1988
4. Place of Birth: Jakarta, Indonesia
5. Zodiac Sign: Leo
6. Male or Female: MALE
7. Grade: Graduated from granville south high school 2006
8. College: is tafe a college? if it is than still attending ultimo tafe :S
9. Occupation: Student/ BUM
10. Residence: ??
11. MSN Screen Name: †BuggaBugga†

___Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: brown with bleach
13. Hair Length: long for a guy
14. Eye Color: dark brOwn
15. Weight: MORE TO LOVE D!
16. Height: 183(6.0)
17. Braces?: never
18. Glasses?: yep look good in it only wears it sometimes tho
19. Piercings: right ear
20. Tattoos: one day
21. Righty or Lefty: right

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First Best Friend: i dont rememba
23. First Award: errrrr first place for language in year 7?
24. First Sport: throwing some ball across the room?
25. First pet: DOGS i love em
26. First Real Vacation: Bali
27. First Concert: never been to 1 yet
28. First Love: saskia from kindy lols

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: chick flicks, horror, comedy, drama
30. TV Program: The Simpsons
31. Color: Baby Blue, Pink, Black, Red, Blue and purple
32. Rapper: hate rap
33. Band: too much
34. Song Right Now: Fedde Le Grand - Put Your Hands Up For Detroit
35. Friends: yunus, sam, nadia, christine, berny, silina, dien, memo
36. Sweet: sugar is sweet?
37. Sport to Play: baseball
38. Restuarant: japanese, western, indonesian, korean, and many more :S
39. Favorite brand: Amarni, Dolche & Gobanna, Hugo Boss, Oxford
40. Store: hmmmmm dontt really like shopping maybe later
41. School Subject: sport
42. Animal: DOG!!
43. Book: Here's What We'll Say
44. Magazine: nothing
45. Shoes: Mecca, Sandals as long as it looks good

___Currently___ [210107]

46. Feeling: happy
47. Single or Taken?: Single
48. Have a crush: Always
49. Eating: on a Diet
50. Drinking: Water
51. Typing: with a keyboard
52. Online?: always
53. Listening To: Extreme - More Than Words
54. Thinking About: whh Gonna Cook Today Hmmmm
55. Wanting To: Go Back To Sleep
56. Watching: Discovery Channel :S
57. Wearing: Orange Singlet and Green Boxers i look like aqua man

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: Of Course I Love Kids
59. Want to be Married?: Maybe
60. Careers in Mind: Opening my own Restaurant or Cake Shop
61. Where do you want to live: In A Mansion
62. Car: Automatic

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair color: any
64. Hair length: short
65. Eye color: green or blue or brown
66. Measurments: taller than me?
67. Cute or Sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: both
69. Hugs or Kisses: kissess
70. Short or Tall: tall
71. Easy going or serious: middle
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
73. Fatty or Skinny: middle
74. Sensitive or Loud: middle
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: both of course
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: hmmm middle but more into trouble maker

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: yes...
79. Had Alcohol: not in a while
80. Smoked: yesh wen i was young hate it
81. Ran Away From Home: nope thot about it tho
82. Broken a bone: nope
83. Got an X-ray: never
84. Been with someone: yep
85. Broken Someone's Heart: once :S
86. Broke Up With Someone: nep
87. Cried When Someone Died: yeah of course
88. Cried At School: Oh hahaha yesh -_-

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: god but not religions
90. Miracles: sometimes IT MITE HAPPENS
91. Love At First sight: of course
92. Ghosts: first hand experiences :S
93. Aliens: hmmm nehh
94. Soul Mates: yeah
95. Heaven: yeah
96. Hell: yeah good and evil must balance it self
97. Angels: yupperz
98. Kissing on The First Date: depends on the situation
99. Horoscopes: horo what? isent that fake?

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? yes and i can never have him :S if ur cl