take this for what it is,
a drunken rant.
whatever.
truely. i'm in love with you.
i can't hide it anymore, everything has been messed up.
i've lost everything, you were everything.
i can't fucking push past you. i'm not sure if i want you to read this,
but. i'm just so jealous of everyone that see's you. when i can't.
i want to be able to call you, and cry and hang up and say 'iloveyou' and hear it in reply.
i don't care what anyone else says, you're just. amazing.
your smile is everything, your laugh is life.
you make dirty words sound pretty.
please just talk to me, just call me. see me.
i feel like i'm drowning.
i can't breathe.
i can't live without knowing you're okay. or knowing you're seeing what i see, that you could have anyone. you could have the world.
i've gone for too long, living like i'm not alive.
everyone will know what this is about, i don't care.
everyone says i'm a fool for still loving you, i don't care.
i don't care what they think. i care for you. please don't delete me from your life. i love you too much.
i wish that there was something i could say.
i'm sorry, for not doing what you said. you weren't controlling you were just looking out for me.
i see this now. i took you for granted. please just read this, and talk to me.

i love you.

well, it seems i've hit that certain part of life where,
i have gained friends,
and lost some.
i guess this always happens though, just a part of life i guess.
kinda bums me out though.
ehwell.
here we go. [ no order ]

jamie - you would probably get pissed at me if i didn't put you in here.
so, yeah. i love you.

micky - you're amazing, making me smile eating your weed oreo's :3 hahah.
never leave me, plzzz.

joel - we have a weird friendship, i don't know what to think of it. i mean it when i say, i'm never going to chose anyone over you again. it was so slack, and i'm a dickhead for doing it, i could and can never say sorry enough for it.

elvie - thankyou for always looking out for me, it's starting to become your job, isn't it? hah.
i look up to you, a lot. and i love you, a lot. don't leave me, pleasepleaseplease. <3

shenae - come. back. iloveandmisstheoldyou.

riley - one of the only people i can talk to about everything, you're amazing. in pretty much every way. the way you can talk to someone you don't know, the way your words are so thought out and easily said. just everything. ruv you ryery.

melly - you never seem to let me down, thankyou for helping me to smile when i felt my worst(: ilybabeh.

aren - to start off with, you're mighty adorable(: i hate seeing you upset, more then anything. i haven't known you long, but i still trust you a lot.
i know you would never lie to me, i know you're a good person. and if anyone hurts you again, i'm going to kill them. ilyyy<3

liz - sdjhkasdjh! you don't understand you silly pumpkin. i will / have never / don't hate you, and never will you're one of those amazing people that always bring me up. ilysm.

rae riot - ah buddy( : you're fucking crazy lolol. i miss you if i haven't seen you for like, two days. hahaha. hopefully we'll be lake g buddies soon :3 and we'll stalk pretty boys and whatnot. i love our drunken d&m's, but i love you moar.(L)



more later. D: need to go for the bus, lol lol

OKAY SOOO.
a.f.i.
all time low
gallows
the devil wears prada

have also been confirmed

anyone heard any thing else?
or any rumors?
keep an eye on the soundwave website, the entire line-up is being announced at 12.oo 2 hours to wait