I figure something sis. We can't communicate. You don't listen to me and I don't listen to you (because you just boss me around and talk rubbish!). Hence we have a problem.......

The problem is pride and self righteousness.

Helen you condemn me for cigarrette smoking yet you so willingly and easily break things like the 4th Commandment I find you astonishing!!! Astonishing in the way you shake your fist at God!.

And then you say you love me? I don't believe you because you don't ACT like you love me. Did not the apostle James say 'faith without works is dead'. So yeah, you have faith and you say all these things in regard to me but that's as far as it goes.

Thanks for returning my texts yesterday. But you know it's going to be a long time before I trust you. Sorry if I was a bit snappy. Things are still raw following you swanning off to NY. You play with my mind and that's okay by you. So long as you're borocky wee wonderful life is not interfered with.

Anyhow only up cos I can't sleep (again) and like I need to study today and stuff.

Blessings.

Jo

Hope you're enjoying the Big Apple. Praying you don't run today. Thanks for telling me exactly when you were going away (not). I found it out by emailing you something. Helen, your self imposed paranoia sucks! You really should get some therapy.

I'm kind of, well, you know, these mood swings are so NOT good. Hopefully I'll get to see the psych soon. I got banned from the Tory party for too much nutty spamming . And they didn't even get my best one liners .

Hope you're looking after Ma. I've yet to pick up my tickets for the end of the year and I've lost the ref for one of them (it was on my mobile and then it died so I lost the ref). When are you getting an IPhone. Mrs Ultra Trendy that you are .

And I put a wireless keyboard on my computer yesterday and things. I have Supported Housing for at least another 6 months (folk that help me clean). Review was okay even if I was manic at the time.

Well best go and phone Mrs. Horne for a lift to kirk.

> <

Jo

Hey stranger,

How's things?
I'm still in perth, fast becoming a crazy cat lady! Looking for a way out of Jail but we'll see. It's making me a crazy, angry person and thats just not me!

It was really good to see you on bebo, its great for getting back in touch!

XxX

FINE (common parlance by Helen for the answer to everything).

Fairly

Insecure

Neurotic

Emotional


Well....that's one way to keep up the self imposed paranoia I guess

You still haven't been in touch. What ya scared of? I'm too scared of you to phone you or anything. Scared you'll be in a bad mood and patronize me (or whatever insults take your fancy ).

Hope you're okay and things and spending time chilling in the flat (why do I get the feeling you're not good at spending time on your own ).

Blessings and I'm still praying re your salvation (because if you loved me you wouldnae be scared of me).

Jo
(remember it's JO and not 'the other word' . It's known as respect )

Just wondering how you are sis? I'm fine and things. Just busy . Hope you're okay. Get in touch when you have two mins either by text or email.

Ta chuck

Jo

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Helen, happy birthday to you xxx Giving you some birthday love

Hi Helen, how are you matey? Not seen you for ages, hope you're well. How's the training for the marathon going???

Helen if you want to tell me something it's okay to go direct. I mean, you don't have to use mother as advocate every two seconds. I don't bite. I am human!

There's an interesting blog article by one of my non nutty friends.

It's here http://justmerach.wordpress.com/2007...

Suggest you read it!

Jo

Another mistake, of even greater significance, is the one surrounding the notion that antichrist means only against. It does not. We can gain an insight from history as to how the word ANTI was used in Matthew 2:22, where when after King Herod had died, his son Archaleaus reigned in his place. This is the only known reference to anti other than by John in his epistles and the apocolyptic writing. So, if we take "instead of" or "in place of" and apply that to our knowledge that only those elected unto salvation will be shown mercy on Judgment Day, and keep in mind what Jesus said about "wolves in sheep's clothing", and actors or hypocrites, we can see that antichrist is not so mauch against Christ, as it is those who profess to knowing Him, but who don't [Matt 7:20-25], and who think regeneration of the soul is "decisional!"

Just gotten off a friend off SGS (http://www.sovereigngracesingles.com). Thought it would be profitable to share it with you. :X

It is interesting that you mentioned Daniel, for I believe that it is in understanding that Old Neb's dream was a "metaphoric" perspective, which brought upon the reader an indepth vision, and that Revelation is much the same way. Tim LaHaye and other self-proclaimed eschatological experts all seem to make the same fatal mistake of thinking that "antichrist" is "a man," instead of a collective body as was the case in Daniel. I do not think it is possible for anyone who understands Greek to come to the conclusion that Microsoft or for that matter any single entity or being, is "the AntiChrist," for, first of all, you will find NO representation in the few scriptures which state, or denote a specific, instead all scriptures dealing with the term antichrist are much broader and not inclusive of "a single" anything.

Why did you say that I shouldn't have put I'm only stupid on Mondays in that email to the BCC. I'm like "The cheek of it". You can't talk and you can't criticize my life. Because I have insight and you don't. It only makes me paranoid does that remark from you and is wide open to misinterpretation because you didn't tell me directly!

So I will tell you the direct fear with the remark like that (because it's too long to text). Because we communicate very little and because you are PETRIFIED OF ME (when you've no need to be) then I fear if anything happens to Ma you will take over and my interests won't be taken care of because regardless of how I am you will classify me as insane.

Helen that remark on that email was a tongue in cheek joke about my disability. I have a disability but I'm not mentally ill (if you get that logic?) and yes, sometimes it flares up and I can do very little but when I'm well I can look after myself fine!

Okay that sorted .

Blessings

Jo

I have alot more profile views than you now! And you're scared of me . You've nowt to be scared of. Just a tad of respect and a wee bit of sisterly friendship is all I'm after rather than how you currently treat me.

Bye for now sis!

Jo

I have more profile views than you now

I'm back Helen. Now I don't know if you want me to phone or what? I know I maybe mucked things up by being away at the weekend but that couldnae be helped. But now what do you want me to do? Phone at the weekend or what? Remember - little->no contact and I 'aint seeing you at xmas cos they'd be no point.

Let me know anyways.

Jo

I'm away for the weekend Helen and I can't phone you on Sabbath because of that so please BEBO me or something. It's not my fault and it's not like you phone me. I just can't phone you from Janneke's.

Hope you're okay none the less.

Jo

I found some other petitions that folk might be interested in signing. These are from James Boyd's page.


Others
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/Wedlock/
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/Values/
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/freevote/
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/Ban-Sharia/
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/Frisbee/
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/Mugabe/
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/europewit...
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/broadband...
http://petitions.pm.gov.uk/unborn-ch...

Hope you are well Helen. I have like the Morrison's coming round for coffee at 11 so I will have to hoover , then I have a busy day (meetings, depot, PM stuff like that), then tomorrow I've got washing to do first thing, a drop in from morning till pm, baking for Janneke (see my profile) and pals coming over to play monopoly in the evening. Never mind the packing!

Helen, text me or like Bebo me this weekend. You know I can't phone you very easily from Jan's.

Nae more space.

Hugs

Jo

GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU. i HAVE BEEN IN RENAL FOR 6 YEARS THIS DECEMBER IT HAS IT MOMENTS BUT SO FAR AM ENJOYING IT. OFF ON MATERNITY LEAVE AT THE MOMENT UNTIL FEB. DO YOU STILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ANY ONE FROM UNI. I STILL SEE KELLY BUT THATS ABOUT IT. SHE IS BACK IN IRELAND AS A CHARGE NURSE.

Okay so what did I do to get placed at the end again . What ya upto sis? I'm just thinking about going to bed. Tad fixated but hey, no worries. Can't phone next Sabbath cos I'm in Ed. So write to me on bebo or something when you get two minutes or phone me on my mobile. What mobile do you have these days?

Jo