even though your not here i still love you
babe you was my world my life my absolute everythink boo
you still dont understand how much you mean to me
and i miss you sooo much ( you dont get how much you have hurt me)
i still love you always and forever <3
nobody understands how much i miss you, i miss how we used to talk
&&miss all the things we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself
that i still love you and i still feel this way. nobody knows that i still wake up thinking of you each day
i still think of you and i really miss you i would give up my everything i have to be everything where not </£
i miss you so much your my world everything i ever need and more ;(
and when you was with her she had my whole world in her arms
she wouldnt understand how she had taken my life away from me
i just wish you could see how torn up inside i am can't you see the pain??
no-one could ever take your place in my heart i've tried 2 move on
but cant stop thinking about you boo
it's funny how when i look your never there but when i sleep your always there
i love you baby and i dont no how to stop
you used to talk to me about her and i just wanted to tell you i dont care
but i never sed anythink just incase i lost you as a friend </33
and i would rather be in your life as your friend then not been in it atall
i just want you to no that when ever your feeling lonely you got my number call me
you no where i am so just ring boo coz i am always here for you <3
<3<3<3<3 sinead murphy 28-10-2008<3<3<3<3

TO THE ONE I LOVE
theres always that 1 lad lad that makes you smile
theres that one lad who makes your heartbeat soo fast you nearly faint
the one you never no what to say to incase its something daft
the 1 that everytime you listen to a song you think of him
theres that 1 lad you cant help but stare at everytime he walks past
theres that lad you dont think he no's ur alive
the 1 you wished was yours for keeps
he the heartbreaking fit sexy lad that you just wanna run up to and kiss
you just wanna be lying in his arms,
you just wanna tell him how much you love him,
and for him to say those words back <3,
i love you too baby <3,
you think the chances of him saying it are 1 in a million,
you wish you could just tell him how much your really really love him,
but you just cant face him turning to you and saying i dont feel the same way,
you lay there at nght praying on the stairs he would come to you window like romeo and julliet
you ask ur self why do you even botherloving someone who dont love you back
but you just cant help how you feel,
you just cant turn your feelings off like you can a tap,
you cry at night coz it hurts you so much,
the things that hurt the most are the things that make you feel so upset,
like when he hugs another girl you get jelous and wish it was you,
when he has a gf you cant wait till they break up
when he kisses that girl on the cheek you feel so jelous,
and your friends arnt much help either when they dont understand how you feel
they always tell you you can do better orhe's a prick he wouldnever go for someone like you
but you dont listen to then your still sat there staring
hopeing tha one day he would stare back into yuor eyes
but if you try hard enough maybe 1 day you will be a couple
if he's the 1 for you then go for it you only live once
atleast you can say you tried instead of regreting it the rest of your life
you never no you could end up with the love of your life
you could be lying in his warm arms
tasteing his nice gorgeous kisses
and best of all you could tun to your friends and say i told you so
then every 1 will be jelous of you
you'll be the one there all talking about
and best of all hearing him say
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN THE WORLD YOUR MY EVERYTHING WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU YOUR MY WORLD AND MY ALL
you will LYE THERE AT NIGHT WITH HIM INSTEAD OF CRYING ABOUT and WITHOUT HIM
<3<3<3<3 SINEAD MURPHY 28-10-2008 <3<3<3<3

Every girl has that one boy she will never get over, the one who makes her laugh, the one who gives her butterflies when someone says his name, the one whos name is written all over her heart, the one she compares every guy to, the one who she never gets tired of hearing or speaking about, the one that she cries over and over about, the one that everyone thinks 'why him, she can do much better' the hardest thing a girl will ever do is have to watch that someone they love, love someone else. Somewhere between the laughs, long talks, jokes and little fights, she fell in love, the truth is at one point or another, every girl gets hurt, its just you have to decide whos worth the pain. Love can be magic, but magic is just an illusion. A guy and girl can just be friends, but at one point or another, they will fall in love, maybe at the wrong time, or maybe forever. Theres a point in a girls life when she will realise who matters, who never did and who always will and the truth is, she hides a broken heart behind a laughing face and even though she says shes over him, nobody will ever replace him. Love isnt about finding a perfect person, its about seeing an imperfect person perfectly. Love is when you dont want to go to sleep because reality is better than any dream. Love isnt about being able to live with someone, its about not being able to live without them.