So many things,
I didn't say,
Is it too late now that you've gone away?
So many words,
So many ways,
If you can hear me now, there's something I gotta say.

Just one more talk,
Just one more turn,
If one's too much then..

I just want to say,
Thank you,
For everything,
You ever done for me,
(done for me)
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For all the things,
For saving me,
(Saving me)

So many times,
So many days,
You helped me through,
Walked me through the rain,
So many tears,
Have washed away,
If you can hear my voice,
There's something I have to say..

Just one more talk,
Just one more turn,
If one's too much then..

I just want to say,
Thank you,
For everything,
You ever done for me,
(done for me)
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For all the things,
For saving me,
(Saving me)

It's been so long,
They say time will heal everything,
Could you send me a sign,
To fill the soul in my life,
Turn on a light,
To help me see through it all,
No one left to rescue me,
Save me...

Just one more talk,
Just one more turn,
If one's too much then..

I just want to say,
Thank you,
For everything,
You ever done for me,
(done for me)
I just want to say,
Thank you,
For all the things,
For saving me,
(Saving me)
I just want to say..

Thank you,
Mother,
Thank you,
Father,
Thank you,
Sister,
For Saving me..

I just want to say,
Thank you,
Brother,
Thank you,
Sister,
Thank you,
To all best friends..

1. Full Name: Scott James Cowan
2. Nicknames: Cowan
3. Birthday: 28th December
4. Place of Birth: Creswell
5. Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Grade:
8. School: Dumfries High School
9. Occupation: Co op
10. Residence: Dumfries
11. MSN Screen Name: Cowan
__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: Brown
13. Hair Length: Short
14. Eye color: Green
15. Weight: 10.5
16. Height: fuck knows
17. Braces?: Nope
18. Glasses?: Nope
19. Piercings: Ear,
20. Tattoos: Cowan on my forearm, Tribal Cross top of my arm
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Ross
23. First Award: dno
24. First Sport You Joined: Football
25. First pet: Dog
26. First Real Vacation: Majorca
27. Slipknot, Slayer, Hatebreed, Mastodon
28. First Love: No Comment

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: Die Hard
30. TV programme: Family Guy
31. Color: Black
32. Rapper: None
33. Bands: The Agony Scene, Machine Head, Lamb Of God, Slipknot
34. Song Right Now: Not Alone - All That Remains
35. Friends: Ross, Cheesy, Nick, Millar, Jade, Pam, John
36. Sweet: Mars
37. Sport to Play: Football
38. Restuarant: Kebab Shop ( the band knows wat one)
39. Favorite brand: Criminal Damage
40. Store: HMV
41. School Subject: Music
42. Animal: Nicks Dug Ruby
43. Book: Dont Read
44. Magazine: Kerrang!
45. Shoes: Dc's

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Bored
47. Single or Taken?: Single
48. Have a crush: aye
49. Eating: Crisps
50. Drinking: Budweiser
51. Typing: Nope
52. Online?: Nope,
53. Listening To: Testament - Killing Season
54. Thinking About: Bands Album Release Gig
55. Wanting To: Play Drums
56. Watching: South Park
57. Wearing: Clothes Combats, Machine Head T, Hat

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: Mayb
59. Want to be Married?: aye
60. Careers in Mind: Musician
61. Where do you want to live: Oakland
62. Car: Honda Civic Type R

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair color: Any
64. Hair length: Medium / Long
65. Eye color: not fussed
66. Measurments: not bothered
67. Cute or Sexy: either
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both
70. Short or Tall: Smaller Than Me
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Either
73. Fat or Skinny: normal
74. Sensitive or Loud: Both
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Hesitant one

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope
79. Had Alcohol: Yis
80. Smoked: aye
81. Ran Away From Home: No
82. Broken a bone: both my arms
83. Got an X-ray: Yer
84. Been with someone: Yep
85. Broken Someones Heart: Dno
86. Broke Up With Someone: Ye
87. Cried When Someone Died: aye
88. Cried At School: nope

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: No
90. Miracles: Nope
91. Love At First sight: Naah
92. ghosts: Nope
93. Aliens: nop.
94. Soul Mates: Yer
95. Heaven: No
96. Hell: Yes
97. Angels: nop
98. Kissing on The First Date: aye
99. Horoscopes: No.

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have? yes

guitarist Dimebag Abbott at the Alrosa Villa in Columbus, Ohio. While I am extremely happy to hear that the assassin was shot to death by a brave Columbus policeman and I in no way want to engage in a blaming the victim scenario, I cannot deny that there much in Mr. Abbott's demise of one being hoisted on one's petard. The squalor, inhumanity, filth (both in the metaphorical and hygienic senses), depravity, ugliness and ignorance of everything that heavy metal represents (Like rap, I cannot use the noble term music in a description of heavy metal) creates a mindset among its devotees in which Mr. Abbott's assassination was an event that was all but waiting to happen.

It was highly amusing, and also terribly sad, to watch on television fans conducting a "vigil" for the slain Mr. Abbott outside of the Alrosa Villa. It was an assemblage of ignorant, semi-human barbarians who were filthy in attire and manner, intellectually incoherent and above all else, hideously ugly to the point of physical deformity. Here is a definite case in which the outer appearance of these "fans" accurately represented the hideousness of their souls. That the physical deformity of their ugliness was self-inflicted makes the spiritual tragedy of their misspent lives all the more tragic.

But one can see why the heavy metal fans so closely identified with Mr. Abbott. He was an ignorant, barbaric, untalented possessor of a guitar and large amplifier system. Freakish in appearance, more simian than human, he was the performer of a type of "entertainment" that can be likened only to a gorilla on PCP. Lacking subtlety, wit, style, emotional range and anything approaching even the smallest iota of intellectual or musical interest, Mr. Abbott was part of a generation that has confused sputum with art and involuntary reflex actions with emotion.

De gustibus non disputandem est. Matters of taste are not subject to argument. That has been a general principle of aesthetics for some time, and when we are talking about the visceral preference for Mozart or Haydn or Beethoven among civilized human beings we are on pretty safe ground. I do not understand exactly why I prefer Haydn to my good friend who prefers Beethoven. But we both agree (as do all civilized human beings) that both Messrs. Haydn and Beethoven are numerous steps further along the evolutionary trail than Dimebag Abbott.

Here is one area in which conservatives have failed and failed miserably. Whether it is out of a lack of interest or despair, conservatives for too long have ceded the entire field of aesthetics to the trust fund red babies of the blue states. And look at what this has brought us. So-called heavy metal music, so-called rap music, operas and stage plays in which modern "stagings" reduce Verdi and Shakespeare to the condition of a schizophrenic's finger paintings. Leftist domination in the visual arts has made a mockery of the aesthetic greatness of modernism and replaced it with the turd encased in Lucite. And the grammatically-challenged racist rantings of Amiri Baraka now pass for poetry.

However, we conservatives should not confuse family values with aesthetics. In the realm of art, our evangelical brethren have many crimes to answer for. When a church replaces Bach with Bacharach it has engaged in the aesthetic rape of the liturgy. Just because one has good intentions and approaches the numinous with "sincerity" and "authenticity" (the latter term ironically being a buzzword among the Marxist aestheticians of the Frankfurt School), that does not absolve one from aesthetic responsibility.

As far as I am concerned, those who advocate a dumbed-down liturgy and schlocky pop music substitutes for Bach, Handel and the masses of the Renaissance, are as offensive as the Presiding Bishop of the Episcopal Church and his perverse sexual politics.

Part of the hard work of civilization is teaching young to be able to distinguish between the good and the bad in all aspects of lif