You there! Yes, you!
Remember me?
Y'know, the girl with brown hair, shy personality, and weird uncoordinated dress sense?
That's gone out the window!
I'm new, I'm fresh and I'm ready to live.
So what do you wanna know about me?

Hmmm my hair is red if that's any good..
It's Permanent but I'll still keep changing it once it grows out, it's already started to fade and looks a light redish brownsh colour :S ... my bad..

I ADORE Twilight too freakin' much! I have all the books, all the DVDs and all the soundtracks.. If Twilight was in a fire? I'd run in to save them, you don't understand.. The day Twilight dies, is the day I die..
Stephenie Meyer is a Goddess, okay?

Michael Jackson is my soul.. You don't like him? You don't like me either.
I've shared his world once, we sang together during his Childhood video shoot and I couldn't believe it.. Not saying anymore..
Except the fact he's too awesome for you.
When he left, I died...
I knew him, I still do, he's amazing.
Don't believe me? One of my now friends I met whilst visiting was LiDi, she became friends with Michael too.. We talked about anything... Our favorite frangrances, our favourite songs etc. Then I got told later on that LiDi had posted them onto her ow YoutTube account! If you'd like to know her account her username is LiDiMjsPyt
But when I heard he'd gone I escaped to my room and used my mobile,it cost me a bomb but my mind was determined that he wasn't dead.. Not yet..
When the news was confirmed it broke my heart. I rebelled, and I mean rebelled against music. Music was nothing without him. I wouldn't listen to it of my own accord, it upset me too much... But then I realised... I can't mourn over him, he wouldn't want this .. So I turned to other music and discovered Paramore

I listen to Paramore and other rock bands quite a lot now, they are my security.. I started off with Paramore and as I listened to them, I got more comfortable with listening to other music and finally came back to Michael Jackson without balling my eyes out.
There is still a little dagger to the heart with every song because it's so fresh as the day he first spoke to me. I remember him saying "you are who you are, be proud of it" in our discussions once.. I'll never forget it..
I miss you so much Michael
I Love You
:'( <3
x

So I listen to Paramore and Owl City mostly and over these past few years in particular I've become a lot more emotional.. I think i might actually turn into an emo or something... It's confusing... [no judging, Rest In Peace MJ<3] My head is all over the place..

I've became a vegatable! A vegetarian for all those on planet Zog. So if you offer me some Kebab or Chops I will deny it.

I now love water!

I'm utterly devoted, to music and creation. Or anything around that. Those are the most things I love the most in my life, beside famils and friendils of course.. I write songs and poems [Rest In Peace MJ<3], they help me realise what a weird world I live in, it helps me concentrate on much bigger things.. Like, being a Dancer.. I won't say someday because I'm determined it will happen soon enough.

Which brings me next to my type of clothes..
I really don't care now what clothes I wear [within reason]. They're my clothes, the person who's judging that is only me.. Which is also why I've let out my crazy attitude! I can seem now a bit crazy at times, that's who I am.
I always try out new things so my clothing is very random! And I try to make every item of

hi there, me again !
I just wanted to tell you about my progression over the past 2 weeks !

It's been lovely to see me actually enjoying myself and my own life for a change, I mean... Without that JERK of course .
She really is BAD NEWS but I didn't really know what she was capable of until she actually done it, my bad for her blinding me acting all innocent and kind .
If you ever see her, tell her out of politeness that she will be more than friends with the ground from me .

Anyway besides her, I am now completing my career choice in being a Performing Arts teacher to Young People by selecting to do Performing Arts in college of Wolverhampton in Newhampton.
With my ASDAN Peer Mentoring Youth Worker certificate now, I can see the insight of young people.. Of course I was a young person once, I still am I guess, I know what they're going through and how to approach things differently... Basically whilst I'm talking about the course, I would outstandingly reccomend this to others as it is highly rewarding for you and also the young people.
So now with Perforing Arts, I can kind of see how the teaching works and how to indulge into creation, without going too far. Of course it depends how deep into Performing you want to go but ..
I guess I'm talking a load of jibberish lol, but that's how passionate I am about these things.. As you can tell...

So wish me luck as I now start the Performing Arts section of my career and I hope to gain ever so much from it.
I start Monday 6th September 2010 and it is for a year including acting, dancing and singing .

Thankyou

<3 / x

Well I'm currently at my fathers writing a blog on here because I haven't write in time ...!

Just saying that I have a few suprises for yous who hang around with me regularly .. Not telling of what they are! And trust me you'll be Suprised when you see the difference .

I'm glad Michelle is out of my life for GOOD now so I'm alot happier than I were before as quoted by someone I speak to alot as having "more colour in my cheeks" .

I'm getting on really well with my family with visiting everyone I know in there at their homes regularly which is quite awesome . I love them all to peices and I couldn't have got this far without them x

I'm practically making new friends now without that Jer ... She is no good, trust me, I didn't now what she was capable of until she actually done it... Stay away from her, she is BAD... NEWS .

You can try and gues what the suprises are by writing in a comment .
So this was just a little something ..

LoveYous !
<3 x