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*sigh*

perhaps i think too much.

perhaps.

yet.. waiting is painful.

i'm not.. purposely waiting. i just. um. seem to be. ><"

親愛的姐姐們﹐老母達令﹐老爸﹕

我愛你們^^
好久沒有跟大家一起了﹗﹗
the days will finally return,
but it will no longer be the 7 of us.
because we've a delightful addition.

"brother in law" or, "son in law"
kakakakaka

tiff meets ncii
ncii meets tiff
的大日子=)

more importantly,
its:
CHIINK'D OUT
REUNITED
020508

258! <333

I chose these for a reason…
I chose them to express my feelings.

I don’t know if I want you to know anymore, I don’t know what I WANT anymore, but I know.. how nice it is to find these quotes that slap me in the face.

iF I :

argued with you , it`s because you don`t understand me.
lied to you , it`s because you lied to me.
kept something from you , it's because i didn`t wanna hurt you.
cried over you , it`s because i care about you too much.
stop calling you , it`s because you`re with another girl.
looked you deeply in the eyes , it`s because you`ve changed.
ran out of the room when you walked in , it`s because i don`t want you to see me cry.
just took your hand and lay close by , it`s because i've missed you.
gave everything up for you , it`s because your worth it.
held onto you real tight , it`s because i never wanna let you go.
tell you I love you , it`s because I REALLY mean it .

Never say I love you
If you really don't care
Never talk about your feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you're just gonna break my heart
Never say you're going to...
If you don't plan to start
Never look into my eye
If you only plan to lie
Never say hello
If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
then please tell me you'll try
Or else never say forever
Because forever makes me cry

THEY SAY:
"smart people usually have stupid hearts..."

I SAY:
"with the rate my stupid heart is going through,
DAMN!!!!
i must be A freaking genius..." =’(

...Out of all the lies he told...
"I love you" hurts the most
She is but a fool

"Lie to me." She said. "I love you." He replied.

She completely fell for him.
But he didn't even stumble.

Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart.
We never fell in love, we only fell apart.

“I know I've made a lot of stupid mistakes. But the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldn't hurt me again."

"Every time I'm supposed to come see him I trick myself into thinking that it's gonna be different this time. But it never is. It's always just different shades of the same."

"In the best possible way, you have absolutely wrecked me, because you see, i fell in love with you knowing that there was never any possibility of being with you."

"Or maybe I’ve been thinking about how to say goodbye to you all week. Maybe I’ve been thinking about how to make those words come out of my mouth every second of the day since I made the decision to leave. Maybe saying goodbye to you is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do."

"How could I have been so blind and not seen that you only wanted to be friends? Oh yes, I know why. Because you acted as if we were more than friends. You built me up only to let me fall, and not help me back up again, and here I am on the ground, crying over what could have been."

"And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile...when I will let go of the hugs you gave me, that I continue to feel...A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I love you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us...I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you"

“You ripped my heart from my chest, threw it on the ground, smashed it to bits, but I smiled because you touched me..."

Even when tears are streaming down my cheek, I still manage to whisper the same few words, “I’m Fine”.

Has anyone ever told you, you shouldn’t ever disappoint a girl because a girl forgives quickly but never forgets.

I smile && pretend I’m okay, inside is a pain no one feels, in my eyes is a gleam no one can see, nobody knows who I am, not even me.

When i look in ur eyes, i get so confused and scared, ‘cause i know how much i love you and how much you don’t care

I'm wishing that one day you'll miss me terribly that no matter how hard you lo