So basically me and lara never have time to ourselves, as my brother is a possessive cunt that verbally attacks me when the two of us girls so much as share a private joke. We had been making plans for a week that today on her day off we would go into civic together so i could finish an assignment that is a month overdue. This morning however, when she pulled her brainless self out of bed, it was
'oh sorry han i don't think i want to go into civic, my friend just broke up with her boy and is really upset and im real tired so i don't really want to go into civic.'
despite the fact i had put plans on hold with FOUR different friends so we could do this one thing together.
BUT it gets even more shit!
I tried to get in touch with my friends i COULD have spent the day with, but of course by the time news finally got to me from the brainless twit, it was too short notice to do anything. on my only day i COULD do anything for about a week. Goodbye social life and a complete assignment, as i CAN"T do either now.
stupid brainless shit.
Then, my brother chucks a shit at me, tells me im useless, despite the fact that he has the responsibility of a 6month old baby, and him an lara go off somewhere. The come back hours later saying they'd just been to civic.
You know, that place Lara DIDN'T WANT TO GO!

enter laras brainless off with the fairies perspective.

"My baby and I went in to town today and had the most lovely time. It was all hot and blustery and we ran about hyper-actively.. irritating all the jaded, fat buisnessmen sitting uncomfortably in the sun, and glaring at our shameless kissing.
We are the coolest kids in town.

Last night I saw Dresden Doll, far out she is beautiful. after the voltron coughed his merry way up a few hills, we finally pulled in and there was Kat, chain smoking in the shadows in her SG jarmies. We got out and joined her; I sat in the gutter shivering and clutching my smoke.
It just blows my mind that things could go so shit for her, for someone so incredibly gorgeous. Her boyfriend must be blind. She looks like some sort of dark angel. And looking at her I just know she's meant to be a suicidegirl. I on the other hand.. I dont know.

Good lord this is all over the place.

Walking about the city holding hands with Andrew drinking boost smoothies, sharing japanese together in the sushi bar.. buying cheap thongs and lying with my head on his chest in the grass in the path.. it's even better than pills. It's these moments, just together.. they're the best memories.
And I am so greatful for every day I have here. "

because apparently i LIKE having faith in people, and having them throw that in my face. apparently i just LOVE being completely disregarded by self obsessed fucks who are supposedly my family.

Its just the greatest shit ever.
This is why i drink until both my body and my brain break down and im hungover for 2 days with alcohol poisoning. This is why my anxiety meds have been effectually doubled. This is why i see two psychologists,

and still, i give them the benefit of the doubt?
yeah well, as far as im concerned they can sit in their self obsessed drugged up state for the rest of their lives, which will probably be quite short considering how fucking irresponsible and useless they both are.
They will not survive in the real world.

im probs going to have to stay with someone else for a while soon. My brother is being absolutely intolerable. today he broke his $500 in pieces because hes having a bad day. and he keeps coming out with these stupid things like "oh you stupid woman you're inferior because you have to bleed out of your cunt once a month!" and "why don't you get a job and pay rent to fucking vindictive bitch, when are you going to stop pretending to be sick?"
It really is intolerable, and im not getting better because i have to cook dinner, do my best to keep this sespit of a house clean, organize uni next year, do my schoolwork, AND listen to this selfish boy pretend he hates everything, everything hates him, imggonna kill someone and i hate the world antics.

I realize a lot of you wont be completely interested but i feel i must inform you all of last nights events.

After a day of shopping, sushi, and shinanigans in civc with my brother and his girlfriend we called mother to come pick us up. 10 minutes later she called telling us she'd been in a major car accident, but she was okay. although the car was a write off. So off we rushed to the buss stop, or rather i rushed, and the others lagged.

On the way home the bus windows were fogged up because of the rain, but what we managed to see on the side of the road was a mangled blue heap of steel next to a bunch of flashing lights. oh dear. apparently she was hit by some guy in a ute, basically head on because he decided he didn't want to give way to oncoming traffic on a major road. Idiot!

So when we got home dad drove us all to get out everything from the car, and then we went off to the emergency ward. (where some old hag of a nurse would only let us see mum 2 at a time) Unfortunately the staff had decided to put mum in the bed next to the guy that hit her! he was heavily ethnic, heavily drunk, and heavily loud. He seemed happy as Larry, and claimed that mum hit HIM! although i guess you can be like that when you are paralytic drunk!

So after a lot of x-rays, blood tests and talking to the copper in charge, (who told us he was positive the dude next door was going to get done for neg driving, and driving under the influence) and MANY filthy looks at his family, who were giving them right back (yeah right! look at your husbands car, then look at ours! your husband is a menance to society, who nearly took the life of my mum!) We finally went home and all had a long sleep.

conclusion - ethnic tradies who get drunk and drive and crash into unsuspecting women deserve to go to jail until they learn thier goddamn fucking lesson!