oh damn. this one you will not believe.


my actions over the last 2 days. (its 7 am on the 23rd, these are the happenings of the 21-23rd)

saturday: so yeah. me lacie and a guy named josh were all gonna go see a movie, well josh didnt get out of work when we planned on seeing the movie, so we decided to go over to another friends house while we were waiting, in which she was ended up going out to eat with us after josh got off work around 7. we went to walmart before we went to brittanys i bought the new harry potter book. and for good measure, we bought a big ass box of assorted condoms.......

well, after dinner, we dicided NOT to go see a movie and we went up to walmart, josh being 21, he bought 2 6packs of smirnoff (triple black or w/e its called and the new pomegranate they have out, which is not bad btw) and he bought 2 6packs of that flavored JD shit. which isnt bad either. and headed for brittanys house.
we got there you know, and jeff was there, brittanys fiancee, and hes 18, shes 17, lacie is 16. (im 17) before we went into walmart i called my mom and told her, that i was staying with lacie cuz the movie ended late (which we didnt go see) and we sat at brittanys house and drank.

after my 4th smirnoff, josh who had 3, in which i was pretty well buzzed by then, since i dont drink much, got really horny, and yeah. before i started drinking i opened up that box of condoms (which came in handy) and put one in my pocket just incase. well josh and i ended up fucking, in which at the time I WAS A VIRGIN (thats the part you arnt gonna beleive, and mind you i had to work sunday at 4, that being yesterday) and just to let you know, the really FUCKED UP THE ASS PART (theres a hidden clue of what we did in that last little uppercase thingy, not that you need ot know that, but remember i said i was exit only...well apparently not. but hey. i was drunk) is that hes my friends BABY DADDY. well after josh and i fucked, i ended up drinking about...idk. 2 Jacks, and another smirnoff and a half, in which jeff, also being drunk, and an a previous juggalo, litterally stuck his nuts in my face. uncovered. i dont even remember waht i did after that. except for a few lil details i wont get into. i passed out on the couch, and slept for 3 hrs. i assumed it was 3 am when i went to sleep, and woke up at 6.

well when i woke up, i went out to the car, and got my harry potter book and started reading. lacie finally got up, and jeff (who i'll admit is pretty fucking sexy if you ask me) came out of hte bedroom in just the boxers. and told me the shit i did last night and how brittany got pissed cuz he didnt keep it in his pants. which he wasnt wearing. but we cleaned up the house i got home bout 11:30 showered, and then slept until 3, got ready for work, went in, got off, and when i got home, last night i went in my room, and read the rest of my harry potter book (which i acomplished in 8 hrs) so here i am. sitting. typing this. tired as hell. with barely any sleep.



im officially a whore.
(when drunk)

(and officially not a virgin anymore either....)

<center><font color=pink>WOW its been for EVER since i last wrote on here. oh lets see. lol. well, im engaged now, to a guy named Rick Carpenter, hes amazing i love him sooooo much. and yes. hes a juggalo!! im hoping to get a job at fake beaner food express (aka taco bell).

i recently had a fall out with a guy i thought was my homie. heh. shit went down, he told me to fuck off, and i did try to fix shit, but he didnt want it fixed, so we just went our seperate ways..guy was a lil bitch anyway. dont know why i bothered with him all he did was fill my life with un-needed drama anyway. so fuck em. this happened pretty recently..like last week.

i had another fall out a couple weeks ago, when i was on myspace, i was telling some people about my boyfriend and i mentioned he was hot, and of course the class whore, had to say something, and it set me off, i went off on her, then my homie Stanley got in on it, and defended me, against her lil friends, stupid cunt. i told her exactly what the fuck i thought about her. heh. stupid bitch. i never liked her...shes one of those little whores thats really tiny, and wears the fuckin tall ass boots with heels and the catholic school miniskirt....yeah...you get the point.

im finally going into my senior year!!! yay!! i cant wait, its my last year of highschool, and then i dont have to deal with the stupid highschool drama NO MORE!! hahaha. its gonna be a hell of a year though...lots gonna go down. i gotta beat as much ass as i can within the first 3 months of school, or else i'll get my ass arrested for beating up a minor. hah!

but hey, im out this bitch! until next time!! peace and mcl homies, thanks for reading!!</font>

<font color=purple>~aut~</font>

so umm...yeas...just thought id get it out there. i like a guy named john and he likes me back. thing is, one our friends doesnt know i like john......the guy doenst know i know he likes me...its a weird situation....