( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Smoked a cigar
(x) Made out with a member of the same sex
(x) Been in love
(x) Been dumped
() Shoplifted
(x) Love someone or miss someone right now
( ) Been fired
( ) Been in a fist fight
( ) Snuck out of my parent's house
(x) Had feelings for some 1 who didn’t have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Made out with a stranger
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Lied to a friend
( ) Had a crush on a teacher
( ) Skipped school
( ) Slept with a co-worker
( ) Seen someone die
(x) Had a crush on one of your Bebo friends
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Australia
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten sushi
(x) Been moshing / crowd surfing at a show
(x) Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) Made a snow angel
(x) Had a tea party
(x) Flown a kite
(x) Built a sand castle
(x) Ridden through puddles on a bike
(x) Gone puddle jumping
(x) Played dress up
(x) Jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) Gone sledding
(x) Cheated while playing a game
(x) Been bored
(x) Fallen asleep at work/school
( ) Used a fake id
(x) Watched the sun set
( ) Felt an earthquake
(x) Touched a snake
(x) Been tickled
(x) Been robbed
(x) Been misunderstood
(x) Pet a reindeer/goat
(x) Won a contest
( ) Ran a red light
( ) Been suspended from school
( ) Been in a car accident
( ) Had braces
(x) Felt like an outcast
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Had deja vu
(x) Danced in the moonlight
(x) Hated the way you look
(x) Witnessed a crime
(x) Questioned your heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) Squished barefoot through the mud
(x) Been lost
(x?) Been to the opposite side of the country
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently coloured with crayons/coloured pencils/markers
(x) Sung karaoke
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party (I wudnt really call it crashing)
(x) Gone rollerskating
(x) Had a wish come true
( ) Worn pearls
( ) Jumped off a bridge
( ) Ate dog/cat food
(x) Told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) Kissed a mirror
(x) Sang in the shower
(x) Have a black dress
(x) Had a dream that you married someone
(x) Glued your hand to something
( ) Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) Kissed a fish
(x) Worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) Been a cheerleader
( ) Sat on a roof top
(x) Screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) Attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) Stayed up all night
( ) Didn't take a shower for a week
( ) Pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) Climbed a tree
( ) Had a tree house
(x) Are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) Believe in ghosts
( ) Have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) Gone streaking
(x) Played chicken
(x) Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Caught a fish then ate it
(x) Caught a butterfly
(x) Laughed so hard you cried
(x) Cried so hard you laughed
(x) Mooned/flashed someone
(x) Had someone moon/flash you
( ) Cheated on a test

Describe:
The shoes you wore today: big W joggers
Your eyes: They change colour, but mostly hazel (:
Your hair: Browny yuck colour, atm.. need to dye it (Y)
Your weight: hmm.. too heavy..
Your height: 5"
Your fears: Needles, spiders, umm.. the list goes on..

What Is:
Your most overused phrase on msn: "so.."
Your thoughts first waking up: I'm so tired..
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Smile (:
Your most missed memory: Hmm.. 'That One'

You Prefer:
Pepsi or coke: Coke
Mcdonald's or burger king: Maccas (Y)
Single or group dates: both
Adidas or nike: meh
Chocolate or vanilla icecream: Chocolate

Do you:
Smoke: Nope
Drink: Hmm.. yes..
Curse: Very Often..
Have any crushes: not really. perhaps..
Who are they: idk
Want to go to college: yer..
Like high school: sometimes..
Want to get married: yep..
Get motion sickness: haven't for ages..
Think you're a health freak: no..
Get along with your parents: not normally.. points for effort on their behalf..
Like thunderstorms: meh?

Have you ever:
Missed school because it was raining: lol, yess..
Told a guy/girl that you liked them: yer..
Cried during a movie: lol, once or twice..
Thought an animated character was hot: no..
Had an imaginary friend: when i was little (Y)
Cut your own hair: yeshh
Had a crush on a teacher: no, who does that?
Shoplifted: no..

The future:
Age you hope to be married: 20-30
Numbers of children: 3-4
Descibe your dream wedding: haven't thought it through..
How do you want to die: fast..
What do you want to be when you grow up: lawyer
What country would you most like to visit: hmm.. no idea..

Number of:
People I could trust with my life: dunno..
CDs that I own: meh?
Piercings: three.. counting each piercing hole..
Tattoos: none
Times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: dunno..
Scars on my body: count them all?
Things in my past that i regret: lots..

Favorites:
Fav colour(s): blue
Day/night: botth
Summer/winter: either
Lace or satin: meh
Fave food: mehh?
Fave sport: soccerrrrr

Right now:
Wearing: sports uniform..
Drinking: solo
Eating: nothing
Thinking: hmm.. wish you had credit..
Listening to: tv..

In the last 24 hrs:
Cried: uuum, no
Worn jeans: no
Met someone new online: no..
Done laundry: no
Drove a car: no

Do you believe in:
Your friends: i suppose soo .
Santa claus: no..(N)
Tooth fairy: narr
Destiny/fate: yeaah kindaa.
Ghosts: yeep
UFO's: noppee
God: Meh?
Heaven: yyup
Hell: mhmm
Reincarnation: i like to think so.

Friends and life:
Do you ever wish you had another name: not really
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: no
Do you like anyone: idk
Which of your friends acts the most like you: hmm..
Are you close to any family member: my coussinss
What's the best feeling in the world: Happiness..
What time is it now: 4.53pm..

I beg my self to give in,
I beg my heart to accept it,
I tell my brain to forget..

The pain doesn't stop at my heart,
It flows through me,
Reaching every inch of my body..

It's too complicated for words,
My feelings only shown it actions,
But i'm prevented from them..

Afraid to hurt anyone,
Scared to hurt them,
Not wanting to hurt myself..

If given the chance,
I'd become crazy,
Blinded by my thoughts..

I'd hug and kiss and hold them tight,
Hurting them with each touch,
However not out of choice..

They would try to resist,
Pushing me away,
Eventually giving in to the lost feelings..

I'd comfort them in times of need,
Hold their hand when times are rough,
Help them when they're old and crippled..

I would love them for my whole life,
Treat them with respect,
Stick by them even when wrong..

Kiss them every morning,
Hold them while asleep,
Just like before..

I'd cook them breakfast in bed,
Feed them when they're sick,
Do whatever they wanted..

I'd move out west,
Over seas,
Just to be with them..

If it took my whole life,
Just too make them love me,
I'd wait 'til the day i died..

I love that smile,
The look of pure happiness,
I guess i'll never make that happen again..