hiya star light hows it going soz iv not been on for so long but only just setteld down in new job after comeing back from holland it was a blast lol what u been upto ?

hey u howz u what u bn up2 hope everythin is ok its just that iv txted u and urv never gt back 2 me i cn u the other day wi ur new boyfriend hope is al wrkin out 4 u and him u deserve 2 b happy give me a txt or drop me a msg when u gt this thanx speak l8r x

hey caz howz you not spoke for a while x

Its alrite hunni,i'll pm you my number .im surprised i havent gone off bebo either lol,im so impatient too .im gd bt was sad i had to say gdbyes to a friend whos stayed local for a year bt gotta go bk home to America - that was sad to say the least.i got a car and washed it on friday then went to the beach at blackness saturday + to muiravonside with the kids.yesterday we went to the cally park to tire them out some more .watched a gd dvd last nyte + had mates in today too .wubu2 chick?.xxxxxxx

Hi sweetie,nt heard fi you in ages so thought id leave you a wee msg and ask how are you + what have you been up to?.glad the galaday + arch i worked hard on was a gd success and at the wkend there i went to the pubs then out to storm (for a change of scene + a wee celebrate).my baby is getting quite big too! .shes 6 mths old already + sat unaided for the first tyme the other day.Aaaaaawwwwwh!,all she ever does is smile + laugh - its great! .xxxxxx

hiya hunny. You have been extremely quiet. whats up?

Hello chick!,how are you + what have you been up to lately? .xxxxxxxx

ohh but Caz your so wrong. if you get it of your chest it will be a huge weight lifted and you will be able to breathe again yes? Is there anyone you have in your life that you trust enough to help you?
Up to you anyway but one way or another you need to atleast try.
What is your plans for today? My sister and emma and i will be doing the wedding arrangements..i cant believe iam getting married in a few months!!!! Will give you the invite either in person or by post, it will be for you and one other who you want to bring. i would say partner but instead i will write down plus one. iam so excited. my daughter cant wait either. xxxxxxx

Ok sorry hunny i will leave you out of it then. and you are right i totally get what you just said.
Yep that was cryptic caz i dont really understand what you meant. Are you still a closed book? that wont get you anywhere you know. Have you talked to anyone either professionally or not about your fear of sleeping caused by your nightmares yet? last time i saw you couple weeks ago you looked terrible and very pale. Emma tells me that you slept all day yesterday, tell me how disturbed was the sleep? i dont believe you slept from 10am til 8pm - thats just so not you and dont deny it. dont lie about things like that ok your just trying to live in denial and its not worth it. Talk to someone, get it out there in the open and let the healing process begin xxxxxx

Thank you. Iam just going to see what it is about but so far i think i still prefer facebook. I got an email from Carl. He thinks your ex Duncan is trying to wind him up as he bought me on owned, what will i do about that as carl did put a threat in the mail. You didnt answer my questions that i left on your photo comment, why was that? cant go on msn as i had to uninstall it so no msn anymore. xxxxxx

Hi. im on bebo now. just joined tonight. hows are you doing? want to party this weekend?

Whoop whoop lol, thought i leave a msg here as bored

Hey chick,hows it going + what have you been up to? .xxxxxx

Take it you mean the aquarium?,the water pressure mustve just got too much for the glass to take anymore .aye the dog pic was class hunni! ,thats rubbish about the drink doing that and hope youre alright soon .i totally know what its lyke tho coz my tummy does that on the drink .ive just been painting the galaday arch characters bt im so nackered chick .Doing that and being a mum and cleaner to 3 kids is tough going lol.xxxxxx

Yeah,yesterday was a livin' nytemare chick .i havent saw his response to it yet lol,i'll have to have a look. aye i bet he thought he was getting away wi getting them put up lyke lol.xxxxx

Lol,yeah it was .anyways i mustve crashed on my couch about 7/8 + woke up closer to midnight.then i got up for an hour and went bk to sleep lol.sounds lyke you had a pretty good sunday nyte hunni! .what a
wake up call i got when Alanis screamed,'mum,mum the aquarium's exploded + the livingrooms flooded .my luck never lasts lol,bt cleared it up no bad .the luv returned xxxxxxx

Aye somebody else i know has gone to the pub for the footie today,i couldnt do pubs for the rest of today after my binge drinking last nyte lol.deary me!,i kept staggering a few steps backwards at tymes and at one point i walked into a wee post up the town .if u do get out,i hope you have fun chick .dnt worry,i'll recover soon lol.i sent my luvs already bt will be happy to send u one tomorrow.xxxxxx

Hey chick,i know the feeling ,im usually stuck in wi the kids 24.7,theyre worth it tho i suppose.cool ,i hope it goes well with him hunni .It was a brilliant nyte,the best ive had in waaaay too long so that was good ,all the family are doing really well cheerz.Holly is fair getting big now ,its scary! .hows your family?,shouldve thought to ask coz ive nt saw them in ages.xxxxx

Hey hunni!,hows you and what you been up to? .im nt bad just suffering for my drinking last nyte coz i was at my brothers fiance's hen nyte .xxxxx

Dum de dum, oohhh there the faw away look lmao