and by God I mean Marilyn Manson. I just got back from the concert. I loved it. for whatever time I wasn't jumping up and down throwing up the devil horns and screaming along to the music I was just standing there dancing. once Manson came out I didn't sit down once. it was awesome. he started us off with If I Was Your Vampire and finished with The Beautiful People. I was in the very back of the arena so it was real hard to see his face but somehow I managed and I saw God in person! and my dad just sat there and listened to the whole thing. he even sat throw Slayer. let's remember that my dad is an ex devoted catholic and a current devoted methodist and Slayer is a band with a lovely Satanic sound using lovely Satanic symbols. he saw the upside down crosses and pentagrams and had no problem with it. he actually like the opening act and preferred Manson over Slayer. but still I was jumping and screaming for the entire time that Manson was up there. I think I got a full week's work out just from that. lol. but I will never ever forget last night. even though I was high off of second hand smoke from the other audience members. XD I did take pictures while I was there. I'll upload them when I wake up today.

a funny thing though... we all remember how a while back I mentioned in my blogs how I have a stalker. well on the last day of summer school he ruined every last hope of getting with me by technically calling me a gothic slut and saying that there is no such thing as a metal head. well he's been calling me every hour on the hour since then and even more often than that and I haven't picked up because I think he's a stupid fucking social puppet. well he called right in the middle of Slayer's act. but this time I picked up the phone. just to let him listen to the Satanic death metal screams. XD I didn't even say anything. then after about a minute I hung up.

while we were waiting in line at the Allstate Arena there was this one kid behind me who was talking to his friends about how amazed he was that there weren't any religious protesters there and he and I got into a discussion a few times on the protests and how cool I was for getting my old man to come and and all and he'd mentioned that I look real hardcore. that's about the fourth time I've gotten that from someone. ^-^ and this kid though like he was probably between ages 18-25 and he had these dreads... he looked like a skinnier and smaller version of Rob Zombie with slightly shorter hair. Rob Zombie's fucking hot! lol. in my own honest opinion of course. but this kid was kind of cute. I spent more time checking out this one girl who was a few rows in front of me with her apparent girl friend. but she was hot!

I'm going to go snoozies now.

mcl
~Sanzo<33

I have no idea why I'm posting this here seeing as the is more for the people I know personally and most of them don't even get on Bebo much anymore and I get the feeling they're not gonna read this, but whatever.

I think I finally got my dad to let me go to Chicago in August to see Marilyn Manson and Slayer. I love Marilyn Manson and I haven't listened to Slayer in like... three years? four? well, whatever, I haven't listened to them in a long long long long time. I can get tickets on ticket master for $41.50. that's $20.75 per artist. now, I've never been to a concert before because my dad's a nerd so correct me if I'm wrong, but to me that sounds like a pretty good deal. if it's not, then I probably just sound like a fucking idiot right now, don't I? but anyway, my dad also said that I *might* be able to take a friend along. that made my day... erm, night. that made my night(vampire-much?). so, does anyone wanna come with me? I know that the majority of the population here in Waukesha hates me, but I just thought I'd ask...

well, if you wanna come with me give me a call or IM me on yahoo! or just reply to this entry or something. now, note that I can probably only bring one person and that I said I only think I finally got him to cave, so nothing's for sure yet. also, the concert's on the 13th. of August, for those of you to lazy to look at the top of the entry to see the line, "...Chicago in August to see Marilyn Manson and Slayer."

here's for those of you who might not have my number and/or screen name:
my cell #: 414-640-4408
yahoo! ID: hannibalistic_juggalette_sanzo

oh and one more thing, if you can go and want to go with me *if I can go, that is* then it's definite that you will meet my dad, in which case he doesn't know that I'm bi, that I have a MySpace/Xanga/Bebo/Facebook/Tagged
 /Hi5/Whatever-The-Fuck-Else-There-Is account, that any of my friends are druggies or ex-druggies, and that kinda shit, and I really would rather keep it that way, so don't mention any of that shit around him or else I probably won't be able to talk to or see over half of my friends again, god forbid, if I believed in god.

and I hate to keep on making this any longer than it already is, but keep in mind that if we go together, you *might* have to pay for your own ticket, I'm not sure.

thank you for reading my long ass bulletin that consists mainly of my almost absolutely worthless babbling and if you've made it this far then I love you in a completely nonsexual way! ^.^

mcl
~Sanzo<33

[Kid: Next motherfucker's gonna get my metal]

I bring you...!
Break it down!
On we plow!

The big bully try to stick his finger in my chest
Try to tell me, tell me he's the best
But I don't really give a good goddamn cause
I got my lunchbox and I'm armed real well
I got my lunchbox and I'm armed real well
I got my lunchbox and I'm armed real well

I wanna grow up
I wanna be a big rock and roll star
I wanna grow up
I wanna be
So no one fucks with me yeah

I got the pencils in my pocket, try to put me down
Wanna go out, gotta get out
To the playground, gonna throw down at the playground
I wanna go out

Next motherfucker gonna get my metal
Next motherfucker gonna get my metal
Next motherfucker gonna get my metal
Next motherfucker...

Pow pow pow!
Pow pow pow!
Pow pow pow!
Pow pow pow!

I wanna grow up
I wanna be a big rock and roll star
I wanna grow up
I wanna be
So no one fucks with me yeah!

Yeah!

I wanna grow up
I wanna be a big rock and roll star
I wanna grow up
I wanna be
So no one fucks with me yeah!

I wanna grow up
I wanna be a big rock and roll star
I wanna grow up
So no one fucks with me yeah yeah yeah!