Deep within the shadows I creep
Is there something that I seek?
To find a reason why I live
For in fear of death, it's death I give
Anyone who crosses my way
Won't live to see another day
As long as there are people to kill
The world is completely at my will
Is it I or is it you?
Try to see this from my point of view
Full of bloodlust, full of hate
I never had a choice in fate
Is this darkness, or is it light?
Who can teach me wrong from right?
I'm invincible, with power over sand
You'll know it's the end when I reach out my hand
I'm the Angel of Death so you'd better watch out
I'll kill you all, without a doubt
What can save me from this life I dread?
It's the word that's been scarred on my head
This loneliness that eats me inside
These horror-filled fears that I try to hide
Now the whole world can read what I lost
I was made a weapon, and my life was the cost
My mind is unstable, you may think me a freak
But you'll tremble in fear because I'm so bleak*
I love no one and fight for me only
You wouldn't understand, you've never been lonely
Innocent souls or my demonic mind
Who is the victim of this crime?
Shunned by everyone and feeling this pain
Now do you understand why I'm insane?
Surrounded by darkness, no where to hide
If I fall asleep I'll be eaten from inside
This demon is restless, it's presence I dread
Every full moon it must be fed
Your blood will make for a tasty meal
Is this true aliveness I feel?
Something is missing, something's not right
How could I have lost that fight?
Am I just like him, and him like me?
Is there something that I can't see?
Perhaps there is something more to life
But how can I look past my strife?
Why can't I see it? It's very clear
It's only the aloneness I fear
Is there truly a lesson to learn?
I think my life is in for a turn
For better or worse? I may never know
But I'll have to accept that what will come, will go
Confusion is suffocating me, I'm up to my head
If this keeps up, I might as well be dead
A new reason to live? What might that be?
I'm so tired, so we'll just have to see....

Arrival at shima island.DAY.1: ugh i knew playing tetris on the 9 hour flight to japan wouldn't be smart, so tiard......one...more..block..nooo
 oo finally we arrive in narita airport. still tiard so i went to the closest vending machine to buy some coffee, my first yen purchase wasted....on funny smelling clear brown liqued going by the name of "boss" drunk it anyway. this also wasn't smart becuse there was a long bus trip through tokyo, owie my tummie.....finally shiba park hotel fancy. i went to heaven after that no i didn't die of bad coffee poisening but went to an am/pm store. all the writing was japanese on the packets so i went for a pork? sandwitch that wasnt really pork, but potato! later i went back to stock up on pocky,crunky and the latest fma manga and got a roll that looked like it had bacon but it tasted......interesting. later we went to a bunch of temples an got some icecream (lovly on a freaking hot day) and then went back to the hotel to prepare for the afternoon tour of tokyo....but nothing could prepare us for......Mr.Shima. me and liss decided to dress up for our first time around tokyo we wore little dresses, leggings and runners yup runners, with dresses(very stylish) little did we know that nobody else dressed up making us look a little foolish, The tour of confusion begins:"Shima is good buddist" sez the small tour guide who probly thinks we're all ignorent foren dorks, this is interesting as me nd liss are sitting near the back of tour-bus no.2, with two obviousy american guys sitting accross from us shitting themselfs laughing (rude)..."shima in english means island so I'm mr.island, but don't call me that call me shima" and as we're going past akinhabara "are there any otaku on this bus? (i'm the only one who puts my hand up)ooh shima is otaku too, i like goast in a shell, if you go to akinhabara there are lots of anime and bidio games, if shima want to buy ps3, shima go to akinhabara, if shima want to buy dvd shima go to akinhabara is bery cheap there"(what kind of asshat wants a ps3?)after a pointles 1 hour boat ride (which most people fell asleep).We arrived at the most awsome shopping place ever! "you have 30mins here then you meet shima at bus behind the temple, not next to the temple but behind the temple" 30MINS MR.SHIMA YOU CRAZY MAN ONLY 30MINS!!!!so me and liss had to run around this wonderful place looking at stuff (but no fma *sob*) the tour finshed after some temple viewing, and driving past 3 massive manga shops*sobX2*......for dinner we went to a rotating sushi resteraunt only me,burton,axel and paul where willing to try it (the others are pansies). i ate three little dishes (two sushi per dish)one having some kind of whole squid on it(i ate it) after that i had some udon noodles. me and liss are sharing room 1890 it took me 10mins to work out how to work the shower. finally a good nights sleep (untill i met mr.hard pillows and his sister mrs.rockbed. and this is only the first day!

Disneyland oh the horror, DAY.2: Let us rejoice! for we are going to disneyland! but befor that morning ritulal, knowing that this is japan, i got up supa-early knowing that there would be tons on anime to watch. my theory was correct first, the pokemon show featureing a guy wearing a swarve poke-ball suit,then one piece of one-piece......wait a sec SANJI SMOKES?seems that theres a little havoc everywhere! and nami boobs are ALOT bigger, and luffy sounds like a girl?then some yu-gi-oh seto-kaiba sounds awsome. but wait theres more! kombat butler hayate and some kind of japanese goast-busters but in the edo period. after of three hours of anime i got a buffet breakfast, suggsetion to all DO NOT EAT THE OMLETS!!! and the bacon was paper-thin and felt like sand in my mouth....but the juice was good. HOLY-MOLY! disneyland is huge! so big so big so big. and packed! it was our foolish foolish mistake to go on a three-day weekend, like whales in a sardine can. we all go off in groups, me and liss partner up as

*FULL NAME: Wendy ann marie O'Connell
*NICKNAME: Wendy, wen wen, wendel sailor
*birthday: 13 october dont forget it!
*PLACE OF BIRTH: Portland, austraila
*ZODIAC SIGN: Libra
*MALE OR FEMALE: female
*SCHOOL: Bayview Collage
*YEAR: 9B
*OCCUPATION: Student
*RESIDENCE: Portland, i have 2 houses

>>APPEARANCE<<

*HAIR COLOUR: dark brown
*HAIR LENGHT: longish with side fringe
*EYE COLOUR: hazel
*HEIGHT: 170cm tall
*BRACES: getting them soon
*GLASSES: nope
*PIERCINGS: ears
*TATOOS: i wish
*RIGHTY OR LEFTY: righty

>>YOUR FIRST<<

*FIRST BEST FRIEND: Jasmine
*FIRST AWARD: high jump
*FIRST SPORT YOU JOINED: dancing ballet
*FIRST PET: Ringo the dog
*FIRST REAL VACATION: Bali, indonesia
*FIRST CONCERT: dance concert
*FIRST LOVE: Ed Elric *kidden*

>>FAVOURITES<<

*MOVIE: FMA conqerer of shamballa
*TV PROGRAM: rove live/the side show
*COLOUR: purple
*SONG: unbrella, rianna
*FRIEND: can't choose
*SWEETS: chocolate, snickers, skittles
*RESTAURANT: tappen-yaki place in melboune
*BRAND: jay jays
*STORE: in2games and games500
*ANIMAL: goldfish
*MAGAZINE: anime insider,nintendo gamer
*SHOES: flipflops and converses

>>CURRENTLY<<

*FEELING: lonley
*SINGLE OR TAKEN: single
*EATING: easy Mac
*DRINKING: springvally banana & mango juce
*TYPING: this
*ONLINE: probly not
*WANTING: conpeny
*WEARING: fma otaku t-shirt and jeans
*LISTENING TO: radio

>>YOUR FUTURE<<

*WANT KIDS: yes
*WANT TO BE MARRIED: yes
*CAREERS IN MIND: jap teacher so kids call me sensai!
*WHERE DO U WANT TO LIVE: Japan
*CAR: purple Chevvy

>>WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX<<
(dont really care as long as he cares about me and doesnt smoke)
*HAIR COLOUR: dont care
*EYE COLOUR: any
*MEASUREMENT: taller than me
*CUTE OR SEXY: bit of both
*LIPS OR EYES: eyes
*HUGS OR KISSES: hugs & kisses
*EASY GOING OR SERIOUS: easy going
*ROMANTIC OR SPONTANIOUS: spontanious
*HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship i guess
*FATTY OR SKINNY: in the middle
*TROUBLE MAKER OR A GOODY GOODY: bit of boath
*SWEET OR CARING: careing
*SENSITIVE OR LOUD: bit loud like me

>>HAVE YOU EVER<<

*KISSED A STRANGER: nah
*HAD ALCOHOL: yeh a sip
*DRUGS: NEVER ina 999999 years
*BROKEN A BONE: no
*RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yes
*SMOKED: never ever EVER! rather die!
*CRIED AT SCHOOL: yes
*BROKEN SOMEONES HEART: yeah i think i did
*CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: of course!

>>DO YOU BELIEVE IN<<

*GOD: HAHAHA!
*MIRACLES: no errr maybe dunno
*LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: i like a good personallity not looks, but handsomeness is a bonus
*GHOSTS: NO but zombies are a different story
*ALIEN: i know im scerd of dem
*SOUL MATES: YES!
*ANGELS: Hmmm
*KISSING ON FIRST DATE: justa little peck on the cheek if it went well
*HOROSCOPES: only the good ones