Vampywhitewolfhellokitty
-
weiblich, 18,
170
- von USA
- Profilaufrufe: 25.401
- Mitglied seit: November 2005
- Zuletzt aktiv: 55 Minuten her
- www.bebo.com/walkingsuicide
- Fotos von Vampywhitewolfhellokitty (5)
- Nachricht senden
- Skin verwenden
- Lieblings-Skins
- Profil teilen
- Bebo Missbrauch melden
schließen Über mich
- Motto
- I wish i would die a slow and painful death
- Ich über mich
- God is most amazing thing in my life. I could never ever made it through with out him ! he's all i want and he's all I'll ever need! GOD is the it in my life and he has changed me and made me new and now I walk by faith and for ever i will ...
About past me : I have problems I'm suicidal , I scare people , I dont like being liked by most people and if your one of them you'd know. I havnt cut in 16months oooooo who go me ! I'm trying to get back with God yes i do cuss i do lie but who doesnt do some kinda sin im not perfect but im trying and im sorry if ive ever hurt you thats not who i am any more so yeah loves this lost child
Past - Music
- MusicMostly every thing I like a lot of christain stuff yup ! Yup I like songs with screamers Music Mostly every thing I like a lot of christain and non christian stuff yup !I like The Wedding , TFK(Thousand Foot Krutch)!< Like my # one fav , Relient K , UnDeRoAtH , FM-Static , BDA( Better Days Ahead) 3 door downs, 3Doors Doors , 3 Days Grace, Building 429 , Project 86 , 12 Stones , Blink 182 , Slingshot57 , KJ-52 , F.F.H. , T.F.K. , B.D.A , P.O.D. , Coldplay , Anberlin , Life house , Falling up , Pillar , Nine Inch nails , Switch foot , Jars of clay , Stellar Kart , Bleach , House of Heros , Emery , Passion , Good Charlotte , Simple Plan , Skillet , H.I.M , Alll American Rejects , Fall out Boy , Hawthome Heights , The Killers , Papa Roach Mason , Metallica, Eminem , 50 cent , Weezer , My Chemical Romance Bowling For Soup , Green Day , Sum41 , Foo Fighters , Pink Floyd , Nickleback , Evanesence , Monday Morning, Every One Eles Wins , Yellow Card , System of a Down, Gorillaz, Hast the d
- music
- eleMusicshine down, Billy Talent Day, switchfoot, 12stones , Pillar, The wedding , Jeremy camp , TFK , Rk , SK , Stellar kart, Kj-52, Tobymac , FFH , DCT, Delirous , U2 , Third day , kill hannah , Atreyu , 0001 INSINU , korn , Sugarcult, Megadeath , Further Seems Forever, ELSEWORTH, The Chemistry, Dead Poetic, Iverse, FEELS LIKE JULY, Newhaven, The Morning Walk, On A Pale Horse, SOPHOMORE YEAR, Aces Over Kings, MONTY ARE I, OLIVIA, Phantom Cruisers, Up Falls, Mae Down, House of Heroes, Just Surrender, Kids In The Way, Quik and Dead, Emery, Passion, Ludo, Hawk Nelson , Kirk Franklin MUTE MATH, Falling Up, The Real You, Mainstay, Amberlin, The Valkyrie.EVE 6, story of the year, The Devil Wears Prada, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Rise Against, and moreBands i love that you probly never heard ofExilia , Di-rect, The Chemistry, Morning After Records, The Valkyrie, PriestessScared
- Music
- Hoobastank
- hi
- Plane and simple I'm not perfect!
yes I do cuss I do screw up but who doesn't? Seriously when some one messes up we all just seem to gossip or point and stare and talk about all their flaws when really we need to look at our selves who are we to laugh at others and judge them ? Every one is their own person i know but not every one thinks the same looks the same react the same and act the same. If we were the same i think life would be pretty boring. Every one seems to screw up at a point or another and sin but hey we arnt perfect thats not who god made us to be. Also I'm sorry if i have ever hurt you or offend you. Thats not who I am any more i am changing like i said im not perfect and i do make mistakes and well now i think i will take my responsibility's of them and my reaction well love yas your sis beth - Past
- http://www.myspace.com/wildchild16da...
i love to have fun im a great person to talk to get to know me before you judge me thats all i ask the rest of this my freak some of you out but like i said talk to me not just read this get to know me
HAHA this part is funny! Not gonna lie to you im just a complicated worthless child , and no i am so not speaking like an emo do you guys even kn what emo is probly not so dont call me emo!
I'm just writing whats on my mind here and at least i can tell the truth unlike most idiots
╔═╦══╦═♥
║╩╣║║║║║
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝
║║╔═╦╦╦═╗
║╚╣║║║║╩╣
╚═╩═╩═╩═♥ - I will always love you
- "I dug you up this morning and took you home. To have you here beside me cold but close, I made my mind up last night that heaven just can't have you.
I made you breakfast but you would not eat, So I took your black suit off and washed you clean. I made my mind up last night that heaven just can't have you.
The sheets are creased from your last day, A silhouette of where you laid. They'll find your headstone in the yard with your black suit and my guitar. I'll carry you back to your grave where you and I will always stay. I close the casket, it gets dark, they'll find us in each others arms."
schließen Freunde
schließen Fotos
-
haha
(13)
-
Me 2008-2009
(30)
-
my signs
(17)
-
2008-2009
(26)
-
FEELINGS OVER ALL! ppls shouldnt have
(46)
-
E:This is how I feel all the time ............
(49)
-
depress
(45)
-
F:Awww more and more worthless feelings
(48)
-
Feelings More and more oh yeah
(48)
-
F:I told you I have alota feelins
(48)
-
Godly Icons
(48)
-
I love these peoples or just care for dem
(36)
-
GODLY ICONS!
(3)
-
Godly icons
(49)
-
Pics at church or w.e
(49)
-
I'm bothic get over it !
(48)
-
Dorks bein amazing
(48)
-
Birth family i love thyem more than the air i brea
(16)
-
randoms and some bates
(21)
-
Kentucky baby
(22)
-
NEW PICS OR OLD ONES I LIKE!
(49)
schließen Blog
-
Beliving in you beliving in me
if he takes his life and dies it will kill me inside more than he knows hes helped me pay my price and i wish he needs more than i do him but i dont kn i just wish this was all but a dream I need him and if he takes his life and pasted away i dont kn what i do he helped me get over you sighs and I love Johnathan with all that i am i just wish he would let me inside and help him when this fight hes fighting in ... Jake I dont kn what to do and im counting on you with every thing inside of me believes in you
0 Kommentare 475 Tage
-
Timmy lol What Song Should You Dedicate To Your Ex?
I took a quiz this song is hilarious but yeah look what i got
*NSYNC - I Want You Back
lol but yeah ill get over you soon loves beth
''You're all I ever wanted, you're all I ever needed so tell me what to do now 'cause I want you back. It's hard to say I'm sorry; it's hard to make the things I did undone (a lesson I've learned too well for sure). So don't hang up the phone now...I'm trying to figure out just what to do. I'm going crazy without you.'' You're sad, but not to the point of depression. You're sad to the point of becoming a maniac at needing this person back in your life. You are scheming all of the different ways in your mind of how to get your ex back. You're apologetic because it is essentially your fault that you screwed up what was a great relationship and now you're just trying to make things right again.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=cAGjzd5vi_E
0 Kommentare 721 Tage
-
He killed me inside , She was just a girl with her innocence taken away a little too early & a litt
A trust that was broke
A lie that was spoke
You had my life in you hand
Saving me from the devil
But I couldn’t see your horns sticking out
So now I can’t sleep
And I wait till the day I will weep
A new responsibility given
A new action I have to fear
Why didn’t I save you
Why didn’t you get yourself some help
I had to find your secret
Your hushed friend
that kills you
That rips all of us apart
That cuts my heart
And tears the skin
Four months you hid
From who you are
From the monster chasing you
And finally pulled you in
It’s not that easy
Not that easy to say it’s done
To say you won’t
Because you said that last time
And it didn’t work
So why is now different
I am just not that strong
To let this be this
And tell you that I hate you
And what you did will never leave my mind
And now every time you go out
The question stays in my mind
Will the monster get you again
You brought me pain
You stole my joy
You are still to blind to see him coming
He is after you
And I can’t save you this time
I gave It all I got
And I got nothing left to give
I can’t be strong any longer
Can’t fight the pain you sent
For the bottle may have taken your pain away
But it wont take the daughter that wants you to stay.
Without You
I am without. Without you, an outsider, a spectator upon what life could have been for me, and what it could never have been. There is much that is beyond the realm of possibility. A love that is anything other than destructive and unrequited. A sense of belonging.
I can blame no one but myself. For who would desire my stifling, claustrophobic adoration? The type of love that has four walls, growing ever closer. Suffocating.
I cannot help but remember the time when you did. Did you? How could you have loved me? You did. You were mine, and I was yours. Yet at the same time, memory and fantasy become blurred, reality and falsehood indistinct from one another.
Truth eludes me.
I wanted to hold you in my arms. Wanted to gather up every piece of you and hold you and protect you. To destroy the world that was not us. Of course I did not.
Some things never change.
You were gone in a second. Was I yours? Your only source of comfort? Did you love me as I loved you? You were mine. You trusted me.
The world was spinning. Retching painfully, my eyes burning with…tears? How
could this be? I was crying … I cried. I don’t cry. I cried for you, but mostly for myself. Selfish as ever. Every tear that fell driving me further into my frenzy of self-loathing.
Loathsome. Unlovable. Unworthy.
I’ve been living to see you for so long. Too long you have been the only passion in my life. Destructive love. I cried then…I cannot cry any more.
I hate you so much for leaving me … I love you endlessly. I wish I could hurt you like you hurt me, but more than anything I want this numbness to end. I want to see if I still feel.
A knife. A blade. So sharp … so beautiful.
A clenched fist, a shiver. Tensed. A flash of silver, and a hiss of breath. Release.
A pain I can feel. Real. An emotion I can understand. Control. A pause, then a trickling red stream. This is not enough. I need more. I tear at my own flesh, begging it to bleed, begging it to pour.
I always needed more. This is the only way. Will you even know? Will anyone? I want you to know I love you.
Cutting … This is not good enough … Slashing ... You were never good enough … deeper and deeper … No one wants you. No one will want you now … A crimson torrent … Carved … No one will love you like this … Frantic … No-one will miss you. You won’t even care … Don’t stop … More … don’t fail at this too … you always were a failure … just don’t stop …
Far away, I hear someone is screaming. Someone is sobbing. Do you cry for me? Do you love me too? Do you even care?
I never did know when to stop. All I wanted was for you never to stop l3 Kommentare 721 Tage
schließen Quizzel
- sup ya all u should take ma perfect date test then take dis 1 Schon 15 Gewinner
- do you know who i am cuz apparntly i dont Schon 28 Gewinner
- Part 4 of non stopped questions Schon 27 Gewinner
- Part 3 of not stoped questions yuppie! Schon 21 Gewinner
- Part 2 of non stopped questions YAY! Schon 22 Gewinner
schließen Bands
schließen Umfragen
-
- love me
- wanta be with me
- kill me
- like me
- think im stupid / cool / dorky / and insane
-
-
Jesus
-
dr evils girlfriend
-
me
-
gohst
-
pda pda pda not okay pdgay a o kay
-
Jesus
-
- Hate God?
- Love God?
- confused about it
- who's God?
- other ???
schließen Kiss Me!
schließen Whiteboard
schließen Meine Skins
-
I hate my self
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
oldi
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
Transformers
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
broken
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
my booboo
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
As Death Departs
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
mine
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
ALONE
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
me and my poo
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
-
tierd of thinking of you
Ausprobieren |
0 Profile
schließen What Type OF Girl Are You?
Take This Quiz!
Your result is: The Girl Everyone Loves To Be Around
Which shoe are you?
what wwe superstar are you?
DOES YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND 0.
Which girl from yr8 would sute u best as a friend/girlfirend?
With book from the twilight series do you like best?
What Xbox Charecter are you
What Anime Would You Star In?
See More Quizzes
schließen Are you a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
Are you a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
My result is: AMAZING!
Who's Your Perfect Celeb Mate?
Whats yuurh real name?
what will your baby girl look like
how interesting are you?
What colour best suits your personality?
What Rocky Horror And The Picture Show Character Are You?
Are you an Angel or Devil?
See More Quizzes
schließen Widgets
schließen What Type of Person Do You Attract?
schließen What Common Stereotype Do You Fit?
What Common Stereotype Do You Fit?
My result is: Emo
Who's Your Perfect Celeb Mate?
Whats yuurh real name?
what will your baby girl look like
how interesting are you?
What colour best suits your personality?
What Rocky Horror And The Picture Show Character Are You?
Are you an Angel or Devil?
See More Quizzes
schließen are you in like, love, lust or love sick(obsession)?
are you in like, love, lust or love sick(obsession)?
My result is: Congraulations! Looks like you might be in love!
how random are you?
What is your usual mood????
Who is your Disney Prince? (girlz only)
Which Avril Lavigne song is you?
What Type Of Guy Are You
are you pretty or darn right ugly?
wat will ur next boyfriends nmae start with
See More Quizzes
schließen Which Footballer are you ?
Which Soccer Player are you ?
My result is: Steven Gerrard - Midfield
what model are you?
Who's Your Perfect Celeb Mate?
Whats yuurh real name?
what will your baby girl look like
how interesting are you?
What colour best suits your personality?
What Rocky Horror And The Picture Show Character Are You?
See More Quizzes
schließen The Best Profile Survey
| Name : |   Bethany | |
| Nick Name : |   vampy/wildchild/Bambi | |
| Birthdate : |   may,2,199 | |
| Birthplace: |   hell | |
| Current Location: |   missouri | |
| Eye Color: |   soft deep brown | |
| Hair Color: |   black , red , blue | |
| Height: |   5'2 - 5'3 | |
| Weight: |   fat hehe 132 | |
| Piercings: |   ears | |
| Tatoos: |   i want 4 i had hinia | |
| Boyfriend/Girlfriend: |   Johnny | |
| Vehicle: |   none | |
| Overused Phrase: |   DINO GO RAWR! | |
| FAVORITES | ||
| Food: |   tacos or pizza | |
| Pub/Disc/Restaurant: |   taco bell | |
| Candy: |   skittles | |
| Number: |   ask for it you just might get it | |
| Color: |   black and white, or blueish greenihs | |
| Animal: |   white wolf | |
| Drink: |   monsters | |
| Body Part on Opposite sex: |   hair eyes and smiles | |
| Perfume: |   rasberry vanila | |
| TV Show: |   charmed or angel or death note | |
| Music Album: |   blind intentions | |
| Movie: |   hang mans curse | |
| Actor/Actress: |   Jessica Alba | |
| This or That | ||
| Pepsi or Coke: |   mixed | |
| McDonalds or BurgerKing: |   both | |
| Chocolate or Vanilla |   vanilla ice cream | |
| Hot Chocolate or Coffee: |   Coffeee but hot chocolate amazing | |
| Kiss or Hug: |   hugs! | |
| Dog or Cat: |   Dog | |
| Rap or Punk: |   Punk | |
| Summer or Winter: |   both | |
| Scary Movies or Funny Movies: |   scary | |
| Love or Money: |   love!!! | |
| YOUR... | ||
| Bedtime: |   day time | |
| Most Missed Memory: |   before i hit age 9 | |
| Best phyiscal feature: |   hair | |
| First Thought Waking Up: |   i wish i was dead | |
| Ambition: |   make a difference and find true love | |
| Best Friends: |   myself and Jesus | |
| Weakness: |   Boys | |
| Fears: |   losing ones i love most finding turth | |
| Longest relationship: |   3 years | |
| HAVE YOU... | ||
| Cheated Your Partner: |   no | |
| Ever been beaten up: |   yes | |
| Ever beaten someone up: |   yes | |
| Ever Shoplifted: |   yes | |
| Ever Skinny Dipped: |   as a kid yeah but no | |
| Ever Kissed Opposite sex: |   yes | |
| Been Dumped Lately: |   no | |
| IN A GUY/GAL | ||
| Favorite Eye Color: |   Blue | |
| Favorite Hair Color: |   black or blond | |
| Short or Long: |   middle | |
| Height: |   taller than me taller than 5'2 | |
| Style: |   being his self | |
| Looks or Personality: |   personality | |
| Hot or Cute |   cute | |
| Muscular or Really Skinny: |   i dont care | |
| RANDOMS | ||
| What country do you want to Visit: |   Europe keinstin | |
| How do you want to Die: |   painful | |
| Been to the Mall Lately: |   yes | |
| Get along with your Parents: |   birth kinda adopted no | |
| Health Freak: |   nope | |
| Do you think your Attractive: |   no | |
| Believe in Yourself: |   yes | |
| Want to go to College: |   yes | |
| Do you Smoke: |   no | |
| Do you Drink: |   no | |
| Shower Daily: |   yes | |
| Been in Love: |   i thought i was | |
| Do you Sing: |   yes | |
| Want to get Married: |   Yes | |
| Do you want Children: |   YES | |
| Age you wanna lose your Virginity: |   when im in love | |
| Hate anyone: |   myself | |
| Get Your Own survey..... | ||
schließen What's Your Best Quality?
What's Your Best Quality?
My result is: Loving
What Type of Heart Do You Have?
Are You Sexy, Flirty, or a Slut?
Who's Your Perfect Celeb Mate?
Whats yuurh real name?
what will your baby girl look like
how interesting are you?
What colour best suits your personality?
What Rocky Horror And The Picture Show Character Are You?
Are you an Angel or Devil?
See More Quizzes
schließen Kommentare
-
Conor Cuth3 Stunden hernorthern ireland its cold but awesome
-
6 Stunden her
Dan
hehe goodo and erm we split ages ago lol, wheyy good luck
, yeh tis been too long hun =D, glad ure doing well
loves
xxx xyz -
2 Tage her
Dan
heyhey yeh it has been a while
im well thanks, howre you?, erm just been going to college and erm going round my mates and chilling ya know, s'all good
, and ureself?
xxx xyz -
Conor Cuth2 Tage hernmnm wbu
r u from america?
-
Conor Cuth4 Tage herdunno just random add no reason
-
Hot Chicks1 Woche herWANT TO SEE MORE OF ME FOLLOW THESE STEPS:
1. Click The Link Below
http://apps.bebo.com/HotChicks2
http://apps.bebo.com/HotChicks2
http://apps.bebo.com/HotChicks2
http://apps.bebo.com/HotChicks2
http://apps.bebo.com/HotChicks2
http://apps.bebo.com/HotChicks2
2. Enter Your Email In The Box Provided
3. Confirm Your Email Address In The Email I send You.
4. ENJOY! xx -
2 Wochen her
-
Matthew3 Wochen herHello
-
7 Wochen her
via Handy
-
Dan13 Wochen herlong time no speak, howre you?
xxx xyz -
Laura Becht14 Wochen herSuper Mario Free Love try it xx http://www.bebo.com/Profile.jsp?Memb...
Kommentar gesendet von Commentor -
14 Wochen her
via Handy
-
22 Wochen her via Handy
Bring Taylor The Horizon.
IM CHILLING BY THE POOL 10 POUNDS SLIMMER! I JUST GAVE THIS NEW REVITILIZER PILL A TRY AND I LOST TEN POUNDS IN JUST 12 DAYS! GO TO WeightGreat.com TO GET YOUR SAMPLE PACK TOO!! matsuzaw
-
22 Wochen her via Handy
Bring Taylor The Horizon.
HEY DID U HEAR THAT THEY ARE GIVING AWAY SAMPLE PACKS OF MAC MAKEUP!? VISIT MacMakeUK.com TO GET ONE FOR YOURSELF OR HER BEFORE THEY RUN OUT! toba
-
22 Wochen her
via Handy
-
23 Wochen her via Handy
Bring Taylor The Horizon.
HEY I JUST GOT A FREE SAMPLE PACK OF DIFFERENT MAC MAKEUPS! GET ONE FOR YOURSELF OR HER AT MacMakeUK.com BEFORE THEY RUN OUT! smits
-
24 Wochen her via Handy
Bring Taylor The Horizon.
OMG DID YOU SEE WHAT SHE WROTE ABOUT YOU IN HER BLOG!? TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE! GO TO SARAHSBEBOBLOG.COM TO SEE! feliza








helllowz
gay boiiz
Matt 0 Antwortenhows school
Tj Fischer 0 Antworten