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Motto
I wish i would die a slow and painful death
Ich über mich
God is most amazing thing in my life. I could never ever made it through with out him ! he's all i want and he's all I'll ever need! GOD is the it in my life and he has changed me and made me new and now I walk by faith and for ever i will ...

About past me : I have problems I'm suicidal , I scare people , I dont like being liked by most people and if your one of them you'd know. I havnt cut in 16months oooooo who go me ! I'm trying to get back with God yes i do cuss i do lie but who doesnt do some kinda sin im not perfect but im trying and im sorry if ive ever hurt you thats not who i am any more so yeah loves this lost child
Past
Music
MusicMostly every thing I like a lot of christain stuff yup ! Yup I like songs with screamers Music Mostly every thing I like a lot of christain and non christian stuff yup !I like The Wedding , TFK(Thousand Foot Krutch)!< Like my # one fav , Relient K , UnDeRoAtH , FM-Static , BDA( Better Days Ahead) 3 door downs, 3Doors Doors , 3 Days Grace, Building 429 , Project 86 , 12 Stones , Blink 182 , Slingshot57 , KJ-52 , F.F.H. , T.F.K. , B.D.A , P.O.D. , Coldplay , Anberlin , Life house , Falling up , Pillar , Nine Inch nails , Switch foot , Jars of clay , Stellar Kart , Bleach , House of Heros , Emery , Passion , Good Charlotte , Simple Plan , Skillet , H.I.M , Alll American Rejects , Fall out Boy , Hawthome Heights , The Killers , Papa Roach Mason , Metallica, Eminem , 50 cent , Weezer , My Chemical Romance Bowling For Soup , Green Day , Sum41 , Foo Fighters , Pink Floyd , Nickleback , Evanesence , Monday Morning, Every One Eles Wins , Yellow Card , System of a Down, Gorillaz, Hast the d
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eleMusicshine down, Billy Talent Day, switchfoot, 12stones , Pillar, The wedding , Jeremy camp , TFK , Rk , SK , Stellar kart, Kj-52, Tobymac , FFH , DCT, Delirous , U2 , Third day , kill hannah , Atreyu , 0001 INSINU , korn , Sugarcult, Megadeath , Further Seems Forever, ELSEWORTH, The Chemistry, Dead Poetic, Iverse, FEELS LIKE JULY, Newhaven, The Morning Walk, On A Pale Horse, SOPHOMORE YEAR, Aces Over Kings, MONTY ARE I, OLIVIA, Phantom Cruisers, Up Falls, Mae Down, House of Heroes, Just Surrender, Kids In The Way, Quik and Dead, Emery, Passion, Ludo, Hawk Nelson , Kirk Franklin MUTE MATH, Falling Up, The Real You, Mainstay, Amberlin, The Valkyrie.EVE 6, story of the year, The Devil Wears Prada, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Rise Against, and moreBands i love that you probly never heard ofExilia , Di-rect, The Chemistry, Morning After Records, The Valkyrie, PriestessScared
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Plane and simple I'm not perfect!
yes I do cuss I do screw up but who doesn't? Seriously when some one messes up we all just seem to gossip or point and stare and talk about all their flaws when really we need to look at our selves who are we to laugh at others and judge them ? Every one is their own person i know but not every one thinks the same looks the same react the same and act the same. If we were the same i think life would be pretty boring. Every one seems to screw up at a point or another and sin but hey we arnt perfect thats not who god made us to be. Also I'm sorry if i have ever hurt you or offend you. Thats not who I am any more i am changing like i said im not perfect and i do make mistakes and well now i think i will take my responsibility's of them and my reaction well love yas your sis beth
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http://www.myspace.com/wildchild16da...
i love to have fun im a great person to talk to get to know me before you judge me thats all i ask the rest of this my freak some of you out but like i said talk to me not just read this get to know me

HAHA this part is funny! Not gonna lie to you im just a complicated worthless child , and no i am so not speaking like an emo do you guys even kn what emo is probly not so dont call me emo!
I'm just writing whats on my mind here and at least i can tell the truth unlike most idiots


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I will always love you
"I dug you up this morning and took you home. To have you here beside me cold but close, I made my mind up last night that heaven just can't have you.
I made you breakfast but you would not eat, So I took your black suit off and washed you clean. I made my mind up last night that heaven just can't have you.
The sheets are creased from your last day, A silhouette of where you laid. They'll find your headstone in the yard with your black suit and my guitar. I'll carry you back to your grave where you and I will always stay. I close the casket, it gets dark, they'll find us in each others arms."

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  • Beliving in you beliving in me

    if he takes his life and dies it will kill me inside more than he knows hes helped me pay my price and i wish he needs more than i do him but i dont kn i just wish this was all but a dream I need him and if he takes his life and pasted away i dont kn what i do he helped me get over you sighs and I love Johnathan with all that i am i just wish he would let me inside and help him when this fight hes fighting in ... Jake I dont kn what to do and im counting on you with every thing inside of me believes in you

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  • Timmy lol What Song Should You Dedicate To Your Ex?

    I took a quiz this song is hilarious but yeah look what i got
    *NSYNC - I Want You Back
    lol but yeah ill get over you soon loves beth


    ''You're all I ever wanted, you're all I ever needed so tell me what to do now 'cause I want you back. It's hard to say I'm sorry; it's hard to make the things I did undone (a lesson I've learned too well for sure). So don't hang up the phone now...I'm trying to figure out just what to do. I'm going crazy without you.'' You're sad, but not to the point of depression. You're sad to the point of becoming a maniac at needing this person back in your life. You are scheming all of the different ways in your mind of how to get your ex back. You're apologetic because it is essentially your fault that you screwed up what was a great relationship and now you're just trying to make things right again.

    http://youtube.com/watch?v=cAGjzd5vi_E

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  • He killed me inside , She was just a girl with her innocence taken away a little too early & a litt



    A trust that was broke
    A lie that was spoke
    You had my life in you hand
    Saving me from the devil
    But I couldn’t see your horns sticking out
    So now I can’t sleep
    And I wait till the day I will weep
    A new responsibility given
    A new action I have to fear
    Why didn’t I save you
    Why didn’t you get yourself some help
    I had to find your secret
    Your hushed friend
    that kills you
    That rips all of us apart
    That cuts my heart
    And tears the skin
    Four months you hid
    From who you are
    From the monster chasing you
    And finally pulled you in
    It’s not that easy
    Not that easy to say it’s done
    To say you won’t
    Because you said that last time
    And it didn’t work
    So why is now different
    I am just not that strong
    To let this be this
    And tell you that I hate you
    And what you did will never leave my mind
    And now every time you go out
    The question stays in my mind
    Will the monster get you again
    You brought me pain
    You stole my joy
    You are still to blind to see him coming
    He is after you
    And I can’t save you this time
    I gave It all I got
    And I got nothing left to give
    I can’t be strong any longer
    Can’t fight the pain you sent
    For the bottle may have taken your pain away
    But it wont take the daughter that wants you to stay.

    Without You

    I am without. Without you, an outsider, a spectator upon what life could have been for me, and what it could never have been. There is much that is beyond the realm of possibility. A love that is anything other than destructive and unrequited. A sense of belonging.

    I can blame no one but myself. For who would desire my stifling, claustrophobic adoration? The type of love that has four walls, growing ever closer. Suffocating.

    I cannot help but remember the time when you did. Did you? How could you have loved me? You did. You were mine, and I was yours. Yet at the same time, memory and fantasy become blurred, reality and falsehood indistinct from one another.

    Truth eludes me.

    I wanted to hold you in my arms. Wanted to gather up every piece of you and hold you and protect you. To destroy the world that was not us. Of course I did not.

    Some things never change.

    You were gone in a second. Was I yours? Your only source of comfort? Did you love me as I loved you? You were mine. You trusted me.

    The world was spinning. Retching painfully, my eyes burning with…tears? How
    could this be? I was crying … I cried. I don’t cry. I cried for you, but mostly for myself. Selfish as ever. Every tear that fell driving me further into my frenzy of self-loathing.

    Loathsome. Unlovable. Unworthy.

    I’ve been living to see you for so long. Too long you have been the only passion in my life. Destructive love. I cried then…I cannot cry any more.

    I hate you so much for leaving me … I love you endlessly. I wish I could hurt you like you hurt me, but more than anything I want this numbness to end. I want to see if I still feel.

    A knife. A blade. So sharp … so beautiful.

    A clenched fist, a shiver. Tensed. A flash of silver, and a hiss of breath. Release.

    A pain I can feel. Real. An emotion I can understand. Control. A pause, then a trickling red stream. This is not enough. I need more. I tear at my own flesh, begging it to bleed, begging it to pour.

    I always needed more. This is the only way. Will you even know? Will anyone? I want you to know I love you.

    Cutting … This is not good enough … Slashing ... You were never good enough … deeper and deeper … No one wants you. No one will want you now … A crimson torrent … Carved … No one will love you like this … Frantic … No-one will miss you. You won’t even care … Don’t stop … More … don’t fail at this too … you always were a failure … just don’t stop …

    Far away, I hear someone is screaming. Someone is sobbing. Do you cry for me? Do you love me too? Do you even care?

    I never did know when to stop. All I wanted was for you never to stop l

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Name :   Bethany
Nick Name :   vampy/wildchild/Bambi
Birthdate :   may,2,199
Birthplace:   hell
Current Location:   missouri
Eye Color:   soft deep brown
Hair Color:   black , red , blue
Height:   5'2 - 5'3
Weight:   fat hehe 132
Piercings:   ears
Tatoos:   i want 4 i had hinia
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:   Johnny
Vehicle:   none
Overused Phrase:   DINO GO RAWR!
FAVORITES
Food:   tacos or pizza
Pub/Disc/Restaurant:   taco bell
Candy:   skittles
Number:   ask for it you just might get it
Color:   black and white, or blueish greenihs
Animal:   white wolf
Drink:   monsters
Body Part on Opposite sex:   hair eyes and smiles
Perfume:   rasberry vanila
TV Show:   charmed or angel or death note
Music Album:   blind intentions
Movie:   hang mans curse
Actor/Actress:   Jessica Alba
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:   mixed
McDonalds or BurgerKing:   both
Chocolate or Vanilla   vanilla ice cream
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:   Coffeee but hot chocolate amazing
Kiss or Hug:   hugs!
Dog or Cat:   Dog
Rap or Punk:   Punk
Summer or Winter:   both
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:   scary
Love or Money:   love!!!
YOUR...
Bedtime:   day time
Most Missed Memory:   before i hit age 9
Best phyiscal feature:   hair
First Thought Waking Up:   i wish i was dead
Ambition:   make a difference and find true love
Best Friends:   myself and Jesus
Weakness:   Boys
Fears:   losing ones i love most finding turth
Longest relationship:   3 years
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner:   no
Ever been beaten up:   yes
Ever beaten someone up:   yes
Ever Shoplifted:   yes
Ever Skinny Dipped:   as a kid yeah but no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:   yes
Been Dumped Lately:   no
IN A GUY/GAL
Favorite Eye Color:   Blue
Favorite Hair Color:   black or blond
Short or Long:   middle
Height:   taller than me taller than 5'2
Style:   being his self
Looks or Personality:   personality
Hot or Cute   cute
Muscular or Really Skinny:   i dont care
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit:   Europe keinstin
How do you want to Die:   painful
Been to the Mall Lately:   yes
Get along with your Parents:   birth kinda adopted no
Health Freak:   nope
Do you think your Attractive:   no
Believe in Yourself:   yes
Want to go to College:   yes
Do you Smoke:   no
Do you Drink:   no
Shower Daily:   yes
Been in Love:   i thought i was
Do you Sing:   yes
Want to get Married:   Yes
Do you want Children:   YES
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:   when im in love
Hate anyone:   myself
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