[The bold ones are about brett.. ]

Oh, my bestfriend got a girlfriend.
and now I'm second best.
But I also realized that if he put a girl before me,
we were never really bestfriends.

It's been a year since we've actually had a real conversation. It's been weeks since you last called. It's been months since I've seen your face. What we had seems like it's been forgotten & replaced. It seems like it was a one time deal, like I only had one chance with you, & that one chance has been screwed up. I didn't mean to... I let you go, I'll admit that. But I thought you'd care enough to come back. You always made me smile, but a smile isn't forever.

i don't know why we all hang on to
something we know we're better off
letting go. it's like we're scared to lose
what we don't even really have. some of
us say we'd rather have that something
then absolutely nothing, but the truth is,
"to have it halfway is harder than not
having it at all."

I only have two words for you: I'm done. After everything I've done for you, every chance that I gave you, and yet you still break my heart. But it's over now. I finally realize that I don't deserve this, and that you don't deserve me. Yeah, I still love you, and I probably will for a long time, but I have to move on now because ive waited long enough for you when your obviously not coming back

That's the thing about letting old lovers go.
You don't stop loving some of them.
There are a couple you love no less than
you ever did. You're not going to try and
make it work again, but if they needed you,
you'd drop everything.

so come on, baby, make this hurt so good.
picture me standing in the rain on your front
porch, telling you that i love you. talk down to
me, remind me of how perfect you are and how
pathetic i am. come on heartbreaker;
do your fucking job.

I smile cause when I cry, it doesn`t help. When I cry all it does is make people ask me if I`m okay. I would love nothing more than to punch these people. I`m sitting here, crying, but yes, I`m perfectly happy. I mean come on. Give me a break. Obviously I`m not fine

I can't confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you
So try and be cool
When I say
This way is a waterslide away from me
That takes you further every day
So be cool

I don't wait by the phone like I used to.
I don't hope for kind words you might say.
You don't prey on my mind like you used
to, but you can still ruin my day.

"he made me cry again yesterday."
"so remind me why you live with that?"
"because i can't live without him..."

sometimes; we expect more
from others because we
would be willing to do that
much for them ...


I guess i could call you and see how
you're doing. but i don't really have much
to say. i just sit all alone, & stare at the
phone and hope you're doing okay.

This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn`t that he didn`t want a relationship; it was that he didn`t want you. I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car & you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he`d realize what it was, that he already had. This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, & the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.

know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if i never talked to you again. if i shut you out of my life & moved on. then i could finally get over you. but you make me happy & whether or its right or wrong .. i dont have the strength to give up.

The nice part about being a pessimist is that you are

I just wanna call him up & be like
"Take it or leave it" but I'm afraid to
because I know he'll leave it
cause he doesn’t need me as much as i need him.

we don’t talk for days + i promise myself
i’m mad at you but then you call, or text, and just like that,
i don’t care how long its been as long as we're talking.

do you what it's like to reach for the phone and pull back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore?

Never think for a second that "I love you" will always repair your heart...Sometimes it shatters it even more

You said you would always be there for me. I guess we have a different meaning of always

Nobody knows just what seeing those two together can do to her

guess what hurts the most isn't that I don't have you. It's at one point, I did.

I remember when I was love sick. You block out everyone. You feel so tired, because you haven’t slept in forever. You know that he’ll be in your dreams, but you don’t want to stay awake laying in your bed crying either. You’re starving, but you can’t eat because you’re starving for him and every memory just leaves you a bigger hole in your heart. Even your clothes remind you of him what you wore when you hung out. You can still smell him all over them, even though his scent hasn’t been there for long. You wish his scent would be stuck on you, but you know you’d be pulling at your skin trying to get him off you. You’re online, he signs on, and you want to yell at him to go away, but you just watch the screen waiting for him to say anything, but then he signs off, and you tear yourself apart for not saying anything to him. You stop talking to your friends, and they get worried and try comforting you, but they just make you feel worse because they think they know, but they don’t they don’t have a damn clue.

WHEN MY TEARS FALL THEY FALL 0N THE LIPS Y0U 0NCE KISSED

I’m tired of all this "lets play with her emotions" bullshit... Either you love me or you don't so make up your mind. Cause I’m not gonna wait while you take your sweet time.

“Loved" isn't a word.
There is no past tense of loved.
If you love someone,
you’ll always love them, not matter what

I know things will never work out between us but I’m afraid that if I stop trying then it'll be final, but if I don’t give up then I can still have hope, hope always makes me feel more secure

I’m the girl the one that’s always lost. The one with the fake smile && the girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break. That girl who's always there and seems to have no problems of her own. the one who holds back tears until she’s off the phone. That girl who is in love with the guy that doesn’t care </3

Do me a favor. Watch what you say around me. Maybe you're too blind to see it, but I'm still in love with you

When you think about him, you start to cry, when he gets online your tummy gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster, when you see him you smile without even knowing it. That means there’s something that won’t let you give up.

Just like you can't steal second base with one foot on first, you can't move on to find new true love if you're still holding on to the past.

no big deal. break her heart. let her down.
make her cry. you "love" her, right?
everything is fine. hold her hand.
lead her on. it's no big deal. she's just a girl.

the hardest thing you’ll ever have to do is
to stop loving someone because they stop loving you

you know we both said it..
"I love you".."I love you too"
the only difference?
I didn’t lie.

What i have with him is worth it,
it is worth every lonely night, ever tear
i cry from missing him, & the pain i feel
from not having him close, it's worth it
because he is my one and only, when i
picture myself years from now, i see
only him, no matter how painful the
distance can be, not having him in my
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I was the one who said things changed. You were the one who proved it.

Lately you haven't been a good friend and I'm kinda tired of staying here waiting for my best friend to pick up his phone when I'm crying. It's not what I expected my best friend to be like.

You walked away from the one person who never left your side.

How come we don’t even talk no more and you don’t even call no more? We don’t barely keep in touch at all and I don’t even feel the same love when we hug no more

Remember when you held my hand and wiped away my tears? Remember when you held me close and chased away my fears and how you'd go out of your way just to make me smile, calling me at 3 am just to talk awhile?


I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.


I guess I just have to accept that you aren't the person I once knew and that we're not the best friends we once were


life took us in two directions & i guess thats ok with you but its not alright for me!

I hate knowing we've changed. I miss you so much. It tears me up knowing you don’t look at me as the best friend I used to be to you.

It’s sad to see that two close people don’t recognize each other anymore… not because they grew up but because they grew apart.

It's amazing when two strangers become the best of friends but it’s sad when the best of friends become two strangers

It's funny how you can grow apart from your friends when just a few years ago they were the most important people in your life.

It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you once knew.

It's so sad realizing two people who were once so close barely speak a word anymore.

Slowly as the years go on you lose friends you never thought you would.

So everyone always asks what happened to us, the two best friends who were crazy over each other. I always reply with the fact that you were the crazy one cuz you walked away from it all.

So if I have to leave you I want you to know that in the end it wasn’t because I stopped caring. It was because you stopped being a friend.

The biggest mistake you can make is to drift from someone you once had the time of your life with.

There’s always a time you really think you know someone by far. In the end you turn out saying, “I don’t know who you really are.”

We can’t talk to each other like we used to. There are just some things we can’t say.

When the last words have been said and the last tears have been shed I will miss you, miss you, my friend.

When we meet again we’ll probably talk about the weather because that’s what people do when they grow apart, and that’s what we’ll do when we grow apart.

When you see someone you haven’t seen in awhile you realize all the good times you’ve missed with that person and it hurts.

You know what I hate? Fighting with friends over stupid stuff but this is really killing me because for the first time ever it's you I'm fighting with and you're not forgiving me. You mean so damn much to me and I don’t think you have any idea how much it's hurting me that we're not on good terms anymore. How many times do I have to say sorry before you forgive me? I feel like you'll never forgive me and that hurts me beyond words. I miss you.

And I’m sorry for the smiles we missed, the times that I blew it. I have so much to tell you. I don’t know where to start. Maybe I’ll find a way. Maybe you’ll help me do it cuz friends like us shouldn’t be apart.

As we grow up we don’t lose friends. We just learn who our real ones are.

if a friendship is capable of ending, it never even existed.

You said friends forever but I guess forever isn’t as long as it used to be.