For all you people who say "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!! Something to ponder upon .....

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest?? -It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right?? -It isn't love, it's LUST

your proud, and eager to show her off?? -It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there?? -It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants?? -It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand? -It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her? -It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip abeat?? -It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her? -It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of? - It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake? -It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and break when she's sad? -Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong? -Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? -Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her? -Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is ? -Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret?? -Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death?? -Then it's LOVE.

If love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love ? Why is it all we search for in life ? This pain, this agony ? Why is it all we long for ? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why? The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having this wish to experience this and share it with others as well ...

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Dearest Mellow Cielo my first and foremost , original, loving buuss bhuddy,.

first i jhuz wanna say IM SO SORRY. it takes me AGESSS to write baCK ><" gaah! ive been so freaking busy and its been hectic =="

well, im writing you a letter dedicated just for you coz thats how much i love/miss/care for/wanna see/love agen/ YOU!YES YOU! awww i miss oyu so much ! i got SOOOOOO much to tell you. and btw i dnt really get to go on net that much coz i moved =O so no more 737/bus 8 ><"

and LOL i was askin you if you were across plummo high COZ I WANNA VISIT YOU! yes! i wanna visit you and only you hahaha. tell me if im allowed. or wehn i can !

mehn..im tryna remember all the stuff i wanan say to you/write about you.
btw did you noe i was reading your letter? do you remember the one you wrote me? aww it made me sooo happy! buht we ddnt evn get to finsih writing baCk!=( and ii STILL wanna write you letters..the question is how am i gonna get it to YOU? and i WISH you wrote me MOREMOREMORE letters. haha a you said that you would add a "DID YOU KNOW?" question in all the letters yu would write to me..buht you only wrote one =( ngawww bro ive misssed you heaps !

SERIOUSLY! beleive me wehn i say no one can replace you. you are forever my BUS BHUDDY! mm-hmm. STUFF my new bus! hahaha. i serzly hope you dont forget me/replace me bro ! i`d be so sad buht i know your waaaaay tooooo AUSsum/KOOOOOL/POPULAR for meeh ! its aiight. ii`ll understand =)


mehn HOW HAVE YOU BEEEEN ? i miss you mroe and more everydayy bro! i wish you were still my bhuss bhuddy! do you still remember our handshake? HAHAHAHA i do ! never have forogotten it ^^ btw do you still have my baller band ? i`m tryna find something else to give to you for your bdayy! YAAAY! we capricorns niggs haha.

ahh mehn plspplspsps dnt forget me! liek i said. this spot is dedicated to YOU! and you only! ^^ ive been meaning to do this for AGESSSSSSS! buht i always forget or i never have enough time. LIKE NOW ! ive forgotten waht else i wanted to write AND i gotta jets soon. buht your TOTALLY worth it i would soo see you if you wanted me too! coz i do hahaha i sound liek a freaking stalker aye ?


hmmm...i wonder how much space i have? lucky theres no limit...yet ! coz i SWEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR we got some SERIOUS cathin up to do mate =)

*sigh* i have to go..agen ><" which totally sucks! and you noe you have my luv! hahaha buht i gave it to sumone else coz theyre a loser dw. i owe you one darl.

i miss you buss bhuddie for life <333333



TAKE CARE ~ GOD BLESS ~ I LOVE YOU ~ I MISS YOU ~



--> the CRUZader #5


PS. CIELY CRUZANDOR FOR LIFE NIGGUH!

HEYY!! lol.. yes i raided ur page for the FIRST TIME. and without ur permission, dats why its called "raid"ing! wells.. hope im not pissin u off? lol dw i dont thnk i did anything harmful [unless u count deleting extra letters n gaps in ur profile so i could fit my tag in it! LOL] .. ask moi for ur nu password, k? n then u can change it back to ur old one, WHICH YOU NEVER TOLD ME U CHANGED IN THE FIRST PLACE.. LOL.. n u can raid mine as payback if you want . anytOots ,, cya 2mrw!


xoxo, k8 =)