- T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
1. Had sex: Yes
2. Bought something: Yes
3. Gotten sick?: Erm... No? Ok Then yes=(
4. Been hugged?: yes
5. Felt stupid?: yes
6. Talked to an ex: Yes
7. Missed someone: yes
8. Failed a test: No
9. Danced: yes
10. Gotten your hair cut?: Hell No!
11. Lied: Probably

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

12. Said "I Love you"? and meant it?: yes
13. Given money to a homeless person: yes and a sandwich=D
14. Smoked?: Yes
15. Waited all night for a phone call?: yes
16. Snuck out?: Yes
17. Sat and looked at the stars?: yeah



M A N N E R S

18. Do you swear? Fuck No!
19. You cook your own food?: About 98% of the time
20. You do your own chores?: Yes
21. You like beef jerky?: Yup
22. You're happy with your life?: hmmm reached a bit of a shithole atm but itll sort itself out i hope
23. You own a dog?: Yais
24. You spend your money wisely?: Noope
25. Do you like to swim?: yes
26. When you get bored do you call a friend: Yup

M O R E- H A V E -Y O U- E V E R S:

27. Slept in a bed with the opposite sex? Yes
28. Hooked up in the woods?: Lol Yea
29. Hooked up in the shower?: Yup
30. Been Dumped?: Once
31. Stolen money from a friend?: No
32. Slept naked?: Yea
33. Been in a fist fight?: Yes
34. Snuck out of your house?: Yes
35. Had a crush on a teacher?: Once yea =P
36. Seen someone die?: Never WATCHED it happen no
37. Been on an airplane?: Yes
38. Slept all day?: Hell yea
39. Missed someone so much it hurt?: Yes
40. Fallen asleep during school?: Isnt that what maths is for??
41. Been lonely?: Yes
42. Cheated in a game?: LOL! STRIP POKER!!! I ate my cards
43. Been in a car accident?: Yes
44. Had detention?: Me...? Nah i was a good boy *tries to keep a straight face*
45. Missed your first love?: Yes
46. Cried yourself to sleep and wat ova?: Yes but im not going into it
47. Sung in the shower?: Yupyup
48. Kissed a complete stranger?: No
49. Laughed so hard you cried?: Of course!
50. Regretted hurting someone?: yes
51. Regretted loving someone?: No
52. Been SUPER happy?: yup

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died:
I said I like u:
I kissed u:
I lived next door to u:
I started smokin:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
RANDOM STUFF:
Who are u?
are we mates?
When & how did we meet?
What do u think of me?
Whats the fondest memory u have of me?
How long do u think we will be mates?
Do u love me?
Have I ever hurt u?
Would u hug me?
Would u kiss me?
Are we close?
On a scale of 1-10,how sexy am I?
What do u think my weakness is?
Wat reminds u of me?
What's something you would change about me?
How well do u know me?
Ever wanted to tell me something?

Does anyone else ever feel like their actions are out of control?
I know that we can all decide on how we act to various situations but do we actually get hold of the situation and do what we want, or do what we know will get us out of a mess?
Why is it that the smallest things in the world can set people off and ultimately lead them into a situation of which they dont want to be in, and in a lot of trouble.
It could be a small comment made innapropriatly or maybe an action of some kind or a gesture. Small things that lead unto some form of a bad situation.
Like a small pebble causing ripples across a huge lake stretching one side to the other.
Thinking is one of the most suckiest things in the world.
All I ever do is think to myself about my life and the things incorporated in it and never get round to sorting it out. Which raises the question - If i stopped thinking about predicaments and actually do something to make life a little easier, then what would i do?
What could anyone possibly do to take control of a path supposedly already set out for them?
Fate is a bitch.
We go about our daily lives trying to find some sort of way to spice up our existence and make the fact that life is pointless and eventually ends in your own demise go away so that we can turn a blind eye away from reality. Fuck that.
Knowing that everything dies in the end, how would this change your life?
The way you look at people?
The things you do or say?
Today was one of those points in which i felt myself losing control and rising up to explode on someone. The reasons as to why this happened although only half known to me shall remain nameless as i have more sense than to post shit going through my head over the internet.
But thinking of things to a point of which you want to just destroy everything you have ever fucking loved and feel a surge of powerful hate that won't go away.
Now that is fucked up...
Welcome to my world people. Enjoy your stay...