I dont know what i want.
The one thing i wish i had, i dont think exists.
I actually want to quit smoking.
I find it hard to let go of things.
I wish i didnt put up such a fight in an argument.
I wish i could redo the last year of my life from THIS VERY DAY (14/12/0 .
I love achieving, im just not very good at it.
The future scares me.
I lay awake at night thinking of memorys.
I hate myself.
My foot hurts because my toe is broken.
Ive spent my last 2 wage packets on my mums, dads and sisters christmas presents.
I cant wait to drive.
I dont meen to hurt people.
I dont believe in anything religious.
I have never and dont ever intend having intercourse with a man.
I have only ever truley loved one women.
Nothing compares.
I only cry when i think of memorys.
Im scared of dying but not much else.
I am wrong sometimes.
I wish i played things out better than pretending everything is a fairytale.
The only thing i worry about is the people around me/not anymore dying, getting hurt, not enjoying themselves, forgetting what we had/have, whether its a good friendship or watever.
I really like it when people mis-say my name and call me Rob.
The one thing i really wish for is a person who would love me nomatter what i did forever and ever and ever.

At peace, but confused, all at the same time, suffering in silence, until the last line.
Nobody knows how this guy is feeling, so dont assume hes in the wrong dealing.
He knows what to do, to do no wrong, hes had a good time all summer long.
But that time is over, kapow its gone, and its taken its toll, and his self control,
until hes a role, in a poem, of which, he shares his soul, of love and hate, that doesnt seem to date. With time on his hands, he contemplates, the thought of a person, understanding his fate, and how he thinks, about things in detailed sections, not knowing the direction of his path of thought, wishing he knew how it could all be taught.

WOULD YOU...
[_] Kiss me?
[_] Let me kiss you?
[_] Take a shower with me?
[_] Be my bf... or girlfriend ?
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Have a relationship with me?
[_] Stick up for me if I was being put down?
[_] Say yes if I asked you out?
[_] Get wasted with me?
[_] Hang out with me?
[_] Bring me around your friends?

DO YOU...
[_] Think I'm hot?
[_] Want to kiss me?
[_] Want to cuddle with me?
[_] Think I'm weird

ARE WE...
[_] Friends?
[_] In a relationship?
[_] Enemies?

AM I...
[_] Sexy?
[_] Cute?
[_] Funny?
[_] Cool?
[_] Adorable?
[_] Annoying?
[_] Mean?
[_] Odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] Thought about me?
[_] Found yourself wanting to kiss me?
[_] Wished I were there?
[_] Had a crush on me?
[_] Had a dream about me?
[_] Been distracted by me?

ARE YOU...
[_] Happy you know me?
[_] Thinking bout me?
[_] Going to copy this so that I will return the favour?