So as we all know i am helpless to the fact that yes ido miss my best friend DEz but that is ok. GOd is totally helping me out with school and GUESS WHAT?? I GOT MY CAR!! YA have to pay 3 years of my life for it but i got it!! woop woop. I went to yet another Encounter weekend in fact it was my 4th and it was soo worth it. Amazing and God showed me alot more stuff and is continueing to work in me. Dad just got surgery and man he is feeling not tuff. lol But anyways Just need lots of prayers with everything. As you can see christmas s commming soon. Well its late so im going t sleep!! YES so peace guys!!

soo that car is looking farther and farther away!!!lol you know the whole reson i got a job in the deli?? ya remember im spose to be saveing for a car for college so that when my art classes happen in poplurbluff i can mosie my way up there in my OWN car for the classes??? ya.....lol im not seeing it right now....got to keep faith and keep working though. IM hopeing i like the classes i get and do a good job at them and not feel too over wellmed with that and work. psychology,beginners algebra, English, and Biology are my classes. Well im hopeing to go hang out with my best friend but anyways just though id let you all know how im feeling this day!!!lol I love my jesus for real and im trying my best. He was telling me thismorning about matthew 5:13....ya know about the salt of the earth?? ok you dont know do you??lol see this is why you need to read your bible and spend time with god every day...matthew 5:13 says" You are the salt of the earth But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? it is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men" Dude think about it what is salt made out of?? Sodium and Chlorine right? sodium is an extremely active element that always links itself to another element. Chlorine is a poisonous gas. When combined, chlorine stabilises sodium, and sodium neutralizes the poison of the chlorine. The result is sodium chloride, is table salt, thing to preserve meat, enhance flavor, and can help clean and heal wounds. WOW we all know that right? well put that scriptur and the science we know into your faith....what?? how?? Truth and Love think about it put it together with the scienc....witch is the love?? the sodium and wich is the chlorine?....Truth... so to keep us from loosing our saltiness what do we need to do? MIX the two up!!! B/F going and telling your friends about someting and being an acountability or telling someone something in general do it with truth BUT with love soo its not as painful not as dangerous....Wow....seriously think about it. That is a way to stay in Gods work, word, and love is by showing love and truth to all..........DONT LOOSE YOUR SALTINESS....AHAHAHAHlol love you guys have a great day.

So all i want to say is please pray for me b/c i dont know whats going on. I love my God very much and i dont know i guess im just confuesd about stuff. I wish we had a real house of worship here in Malden.....I really dont know whats up with my heart i think thats what it is.....i took meds and it didnt help so i dont know if its the lord dealing with me about something i dont know or something but its just bothering me. work im gunna get less hours now and i will only be working weekends when i start college....that car keeps looking farther and farther away for college. Thats what i got the job for in the begining. I dont know i hope that i will like my classes and make good grades. My brother didnt win Batle of the bands last night suck.....when they should have.....But o well....His voice pleace pray that it gets better he is going for the doctor for it cuz he keeps loosing his voice. well ne-ways god is great and i love him much. Have a fantasico day.