Where did you take your default pic for bebo: I didnt take it.. sumone else did...it was at a gig... a botb's to be precise gud times

What is your current problem? Im so bored ive resorted to doing this, to pass the time.

What makes you most happy? Many different things.... all of em good....aye..

If you could go back in time and change something would you? id do the lottery.. caused id no the numbers for the coming.. weeks... months etc....Clever eh?

Name something obvious about you: I have glasses..... dumb question

What's the name of the song that you last listened to? 30 seconds to mars... sumthin or other...... it was on in the backround

Any celeb you would marry? Gonna have to say Hayley WIlliams

Name someone with the same birthday as you? Lauren... i think..

Do you have a crush on someone? Erm.. aye

Ever sang in front of a large audience? Yes.... well.. its more..... talking... in a manner.... that sounds a bit like passable singing..... that and shouting... .good god im talented haha

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Last night i got told i look like the guitarist form Killswitch Engage, I've also been.. told i look like Mark Lemar... and wen i dont wear my glasses i apparently look like Jack Johnson........ not so gud...lol

Do you speak any other languages than english? No.. but i do like to indulge in colloquialisms,... for the "Craic of it big lad"...

What magazines do you read? You Know those shitty ones..that just seem to be there.... and u dunno why.. aye those..

Have you ever ridden in a limo? Aye it was cool! free booze

Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? Yep.

Do you ever watch MTV? I've seen it once did u kno "some scenes are created for dramatic purposes".....thats right..

What's something that really annoys you? the phrase "AWWWWWWWWW WHAT"

Chapter 1:

Middle name(s): Ivan George

Nickname(s): No Comment.. i have been gettin "BIg Fella" a lot recently...

Current location: My House in front of my computer...

Eye color: Brown

Chapter 2:

Do you live with your parents? I do indeed

Do you get along with them:? Yes... we try.. to tolerate..


Are your parents married/separated/divorced/widowed
: Married

Do you have any siblings? Big sis

Chapter 3:

Favorite Ice cream flavor: I Like the excessively chocolate one that ben and Jerries do... with brownies in it

Season: summer

Shampoo/conditioner: erm... wat evers in the shower... im not big on conditioner... or hair care... as i "shave it off te fuck"

Chapter 4:

Do You Sing in the shower: Yep

Do you write on your hand? I have been known too...

Call people back: Yes.....

Believe in love: No

Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Its a single bed.... haha

Have any bad habits: Yes too many..

Chapter 5:

Have you ever gotten stitches:Yes once or twice

Taken painkillers FOR PAIN:yeah ; What a stupid question.....

Been scuba diving:? Nope.. but its sumthin id like to try

Thrown up in a restaurant:.. lol naw... nearly but naw

Sworn in front of your parents: Yes...

Had detention: yes

Been sent to the principal's office: Lol yes.. once or twice

Been called a hoe: Surprisngly yes.. i have

Been called a stank-ass mongoloid elf-tit looking wank: Aw i get that one all the time.

Chapter 6:

Who was the last Person to text you? Not sure

What did it say? see above

Person to call you: Mama

Person you hugged: Caroline..

Person you tackled?: Haha.. sum chav wanker..

Thing you touched: The keyboard!

Thing you ate: a ham and cheese toastie

Thing you drank: Coke

Thing you said: "Here wat the fuck ye at"..... u hadda be there..

1. Choose a band / artist and answer ONLY in titles of their songs:
Bob Dylan

2. Male or Female?
Mixed Up Confusion haha

3. Describe yourself:
Mr Tambourine Man

4. How do some people feel about you:
Forever Young

5. How do you feel about yourself:
Like a rolling Stone

6. Ex boyfriends / girlfriends:
Don't Think Twice its alright

7. Describe current boyfriend / girlfriend/ crush
Girl from the north country haha

8. Describe where you want to be:
Tangled Up In Blue (sounds like fun, right?)

9. Describe how you live:
Its Alright Ma

10. Describe who you love:
One of us Must know... (slightly cryptic)

11. What would you ask for if you had just one wish:
Chimes of freedom

12. Share a few words of Wisdom:
The times they are a changin

13. Now say goodbye:
Desolation row

One of those fucking awful black days when nothing is pleasing and everything that happens is an excuse for anger. An outlet for emotions stockpiled, an arsenal, an armour. These are the days when I hate the world, hate the rich, hate the happy, hate the complacent, the TV watchers, beer drinkers, the satisfied ones. Because I know I can be all of those little hateful things and then I hate myself for realising that. There's no preventative, directive or safe approach for living. We each know our own fate. We know from our youth how to be treated, how we'll be received, how we shall end. These things don't change. You can change your clothes, change your hairstyle, your friends, cities, continents but sooner or later your own self will always catch up. Always it waits in the wings. Ideas swirl but don't stick. They appear but then run off like rain on the windshield. One of those rainy day car rides my head implodes, the atmosphere in this car a mirror of my skull. Wet, damp, windows dripping and misted with cold. Walls of grey. Nothing good on the radio. Not a thought in my head.

Lets take life and slow it down incredibly slow, frame by frame with two minutes that take ten years to live out. Yeah, lets do that.

Telephone poles like praying mantras against the sky, metal arms outstretched. So much land travelled so little sense made of it. It doesn't mean a thing all this land laid out behind us. I'd like to take off into these woods and get good and lost for a while. I'm disgusted with petty concerns; parking tickets, breakfast specials. Does someone just have to carry this weight? Abstract typography, methane inconvenience, linear gospel, Nashville sales lady, and torturous lice, mad Elizabeth. Chemotherapy bullshit.

The light within you shines like a diamond mine, like an unarmed walrus, like a dead man face down on the highway. Like a snake eating its own tail, steam turbine, frog farm, two full closets burst open in disarray, soap bubbles in the sun, hospital death bed, red convertible, shopping list, blowjob, deaths head, devils dancing, bleached white buildings, memories, movements, the movie unfeeling, unreeling, about to begin.

I've seen your hallway, you're a darn call away, I've hear your stairs creak. I can fix my mind on your yes, and on your no. I'll film you face today in the sparkling canals, all red, yellow, blue, green brilliance and silver Dutch reflection. Racing thoughts, racing thoughts. All too real, you're moving so fast now I cant hold your image. This image I have of your face by the window, me standing beside you arm on your shoulder. A catalogue of images, flashing glimpses then gone again.

Every clear afternoon now I'll picture you up in the air twisting your heel, your knees up around me, my face in your hair. You scream so well, your smile so loud it still rings in my ears.

Imitation. Distant, tired of longing. Clean white teeth. Stay the course. Hold the wheel. Steer on to freedom. Open all the boxes.

Open all the boxes.

Open all the boxes.

Open all the boxes.

Times Square midday: newspaper buildings, news headlines going around, you watch as they go, and hope that some good comes. Those tree shadows in the park they're all whistling chasing leaves. Around six pm, shadows across cobblestones, girl in front of a bathroom mirror she slowly and carefully and paints her face green and mask like. A portrait. A green stripe. Long shot through apartment window, a monologue on top but no girl in shot. The light within you shines like a diamond mine, like an unarmed walrus, like a dead man face down on the highway. Like a snake eating its own tail steam turbine, frog farm, two full closets burst open in disarray, soap bubbles in the sun, hospital death bed, red convertible, shopping list, blowjob, deaths head, devils dancing, bleached white buildings, memories, movements. The movie unreeling, about to begin.