[[ this goes out to someone that
was
once the most important person in my life
i didnt relize at the time
i can't forgive myself for the way
i treated u soo
i dont really expect you to either
it's just ........ i dont even know
just listen ......]]



[[ you're the one
that i want, the one that
i need
the one that i gotta
have just to succeed


[[ when i first saw you, i knew it was real
i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel

[[ that wasant me ;
let me show you the way
i looked for the sun,
but its raining.

[[ i wore a disguise
'cause i didnt want to get hurt
but i didnt know i made everything
worse]]


[[ if u loved me as
much as you said you did
then u wouldn't have
hurt me like i aint
shit ]]

[[ now u pushed me
away like you never ever
knew me
iloved you with my
heart, really and truly]]

[[ you're number one,
always in my heart
and now i can't believe that our love is
</3 torn apart </3

<3 i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you"cause
i wanna hold you
i wanna kiss you
you were my everything
and i really miss you <3

[[ without you,
everything seems
strange
your name is forever
planted in my brain ]]

[[ damn it. i'm
insane,
take away the
pain ]]

[[ take away the
hurt
baby, we can make
it work ]]

[[ i guess everything
you said was a lie
i think about it, it brings tears to my
eyes ]] </3

<3 i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you"cause
i wanna hold you
i wanna kiss you
you were my everything
and i really miss you <3

[[ reach in your
heart, i know i'm still
there
i dont wanna hear
that you dont longer care ]]

[[ you said you were my
best friend, was that a lie?
now im nothing to you
you're with another girl
i tried i tried i tried, and im trying
now on the inside it feels
like im dying ]]


<3 i need you and
i miss you and
i want you and
i love you"cause
i wanna hold you
i wanna kiss you
you were my everything
and i really miss you <3

[[ and i do miss you
i just thought we were meant to
be
i guess now,we'll never know
the only thing i want is for you
to be happy
whether it be with me, or without
me
i just want you to be happy]]


and i will always love u never forget that
please i wish we was
still together today and forver


[[.X.]] BY LAURA 4 3VERYON3 I LV OUT DER [[.X.]]

sometimes i run
sometimes i hide
sometimes i wanna die
and sometimes im scared of life
im friends with my knife
and i love my friends
i hate lieing
and half the time
i think bout dieing
its all the same to me
i dont think bout myself
and im sorry if u hate me
i would never hate u
i would hate myself even more
sometimes ppl on here ask me if im emo
im like i dunno
i think i am
but i dont care its just my life

somtimes i fink 2 muh self....
As i look back on this screwed up life,
As i grip this pointed,jagged knife.
As i go to slit this wrist,
I wonder if i will be missed.
I wonder if these "friends" were true,
I wonder what my mom would do.
But i cannot take it any more,
This pain is eating at my core.Sumthin doesn't feel alright,
It's not my day, not my night.
I know things are all outta place,
But death cannot be my escape.
I drop the knife on to the floor,
and cry until my eyes are sore.
All i can do is wonder why,
Why did i ever want to die?

My uncle -paul
My aunt - maureen
My Brothers- Craig & Josh
My cousin -kiah ,lyndon faith , matthew
My brother-in-law -Rhys Lol
My sister-in-law -gabby
My best friend - Sara
My 0ther best friend - ashley
My doggy lol -shadow
My ledgewend - hamilton. Vince
My guardian angel -bamp & Jake
My Smexxi Boy -Gavin <3
My sugar plum - ashley james lol best m8
My slave - ???????
My beautiful boy - Sean and Jake-Lee
My siamese twin -gabby
My bby -Sean & Gavin ---> my boyz
My hot admirer & my Secret Love - Mikki
My messer upper - meeeeeeee & Sean
My cleaner -
My awesome girlz - tasha& Sara
My class mate - Sara
My hot boyfriend- ...Gavin
My Piss up partner - was cully
My Oldest friend - gabby and james
My Newest friend -Missy
My dance partner -paul at kiahs birthday lol
My msn buddy - hamilton
plz leave a comment of wat u wanna be lol anything u want lol lv u lv XxX LAURA xXx