I wish I was 7 again
when boys had cooties
and drama didn't exist.

I miss the times when I was 8 &
my friends & me climbed trees
and pretended we was
Fairies.

I wish I was 9 again,
when all I knew was cartoons,
and helping my mom in the kitchen.

I miss the days when I was 10
and all I wanted to do was
play outside.

I wish I was 11 again,
and in 4th grade, playing
on the mopnkey-bars, and
fighting with boys over everything.

I miss being little, and not caring
about what the other kids thought,
Now we're older, and now it's all
about boys, and growing up so fast,
life flies by when we don't stop to
remember, to wish, to miss.

Now it's all about the guys,
the girls, the popualr kids,
and the freaks, its all about
who you know and hang out with.
Never about who you really are.

I miss the times, I wish I could go back
now it's so late to turn around and go back,
Now all I can do is say is.....
I remember, I miss, and I wish.

Have You Ever

Have you ever felt alone,
Like there was no body else in this world,
I have
Have you ever felt like you needed
someone to talk to, but no one was there,
I have
Have you ever had no one to talk to but your shadow,
And you always hope it might talk back,
I have
Have you ever felt like no one cared about you
Like you was never even there,
I have
these are the things I feel,
my heart, my soul, are never really here,
these are the things I Have felt.

darkness is my life
darkness is the way i see things
darkness is quiet peaceful
no one tells you how to live
no one tells you what is real
in the zone of darkness you take control
you make the rules, you say what goes
darkness is my way of life
i sit and wait for mr.right
in the night i sit and wait,
waiting for somthing good to happen
it never works out the way i wish
so i'll sit and wait in the darkness life is black
no light within so why should
we act liek we care
when no one really cares
no one cares about how i feel no one cares about
the things that are real so ill
sit alone in the darkness and wait for a true friends
to come and wait with me, we'll sit together and talk about
all the people who calls us freaks, who talk about us like we have no feelings, the punks the goths and emos too we all have feelings that is really true so if u care about n-e-thing, come and wait with me in the dark so i dont have to be alone with no friends no life noting but me. myself, and I