When you actually find something that you think will make you truley happy & you put yourself out there and you get caught up in this fantasy of wants & wishes, you get caught up & wrapped by these unrealistic hopes and thoughts that you want to be real. You become blinded from the truth & blinded from what is actually infront of you yes? Things then become imaginable to what could be then what actually is...

You take chances on these oppurtunities hoping for a good turn out but is there ever an oppurtunity for it to become a true life fairy tale??? No that is why happy endings are only located in childrens books with the prince charming comming to rescue the damsal in distress with his white horse & sword...

Knowingly You have to grip the situation and understand the reality behind it before getting sucked in to a reality where once fairy tales & happy endings once exsisted!!

the confusion & doubt that runs in love,lust,likeness & not knowing tends to hurt many people & tends to make them think what if.. only if... if i... but that shouldn't be the case! before loving one you have to be able to love yourself, & not knowing or doubting means you should get to kno them more... basing decsions on the things you see might be the worst thing because you might only see half the story.

letting go of something you barley kno about is a risk that some of us take being the right decision or the biggest mistake of there life. judgement shouldn't be passed if not knowing one another but letting go of something while not taking a chance on the oppurtuinity is just plain crazy....

But in the end not knowing when or if this could be or couldn't be the suprise is the biggest fear because you don't kno if it was all for nothing or if you made the right choice because when it all comes down to it your the one whole deals with the emotions & the one it will either make you a better person or it will make you fall.

Its so hard to tell you how i really feel, to make you understand that you mean so much to me and let me show you that i love you and i want you to love me baQ..
but you will never understand my love that i want to share with you and give you because u see straight through me you act like i exsist but do you really see me??
when you look at me i melt and get nervous because you have that effect over me you send me crazy but i love that and when we joke around i just want to come right out && tell you how i feel but im scared that i will loose you in so many ways..
its so hard to keep it from you because we are honest with each other & we don't keep secrets from each other but the only seceret i have is that i am in love with you! The more i want to tell you the harder it is because i dont think you even kno i exsist half the time because when i talk to you, you act like im not there half the time & that makes me realize that this will never happen i will never tell you how i really feel because words can not explain my love for you because its fustrating & confusing && mindblowing all at the same time because i wonder & hope that u might be in my position & actually love me to but can not tell me.
But the hardest thing is when u touch my skin softly even just for a hug & we have that serious moment that is when i kno its the right time to tell you but everytime i try to you look at me with those gourgez eyes and i get lost in them & just act like i was going to say nothing thats what kills me the most that i am in love with you & you will never kno!! xxx

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't suppose to ever let us down probably will. You'll fight with your best friends. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break other hearts. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.