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i lived my life in shadow never ther sun on my face it didnt seem so sad tho i figured itwasmy place
Información
I'm standing here waiting watching biding my time,
Waiting Watching begging pleading hoping,
Hoping to be seen as i am,
Me, not the shadow i put out there,
Begging to be found where i hide,
hide behind this mask of hurmor,
Smiles that dosen't reach my eyes,
Laughter that sounds hollow to my ears.

How is it i hide so well?
Do none see or choose to ignore?
Do they not see the longing gazes?
The subtle touches?
I see you my heart pounds,
I fear if you touch me i mite die,
But no if you dont i surely will.

Stolen kisses in dark corners,
Hidden whispers,
Hoping no-one will see, hear, find us out,
They force you away,
Pain, Anger, Hate..
Ur gone i'm empty.
Lost in the darkness,
Cant see the light,
Cant find you.
Find me,
Save me,
This endless dakrness is killing me
Slowly but surely.

Light flares,
You found me,
Saved me,
Run we must,
They find us they'll take you away again,
Together we flee..


From My novel "Hatred."
Rachel
this girl here is 1 of my oldest n bestest frend i miss her i luv her like my own little sister im extremely protective of her but thats just me i protective of those i care bout n she 1 of of the few ppl in this world i truly love
Amy
Amy this girl love her to bits! she is awsome make me laugh wen sad calms me wen mad always there wen i need her best chic ever luv her cant wait to see her she speaks fluent laura not many can..... 1 of the few ppl in this world who understand me n that is no mean feet! i have an open invite to go see her for as long as she can stand me woot woot woo
Travel
i plan on traveling the world everywhere was going to go n travel wit sum1 but i dunno if they still wanna come wit me so if u dont ill b going all over world having random sex with many different guys wooot wooot fun lol jks
haley
No words descibe her only thing to say is there ius only 1 haley n she is mine..... n she a crazy bitach hopefully wem she is 18 we wont get throwen out of too many clubs... GIRL we goota go easy on these piss ups im still drunk now i think lol not so much jmmy for laura next time n NO MORE HAND PRINTS LEFT ON ME BODY GIRL OUCH!!!!... heheh luv u haley xoxoxox
kitt!
my darling bubby kit whom i love she has stolen my heart n locked it away she hates rachy y i dunno mayb cuz she is always around me... she loves fish... never goses out n runns to me wen im home... sleeps with me mainly on my boobs.... she love to lick me.. she loves wen we run around n i catch her in my arms n hold her close doesnt like dogs hates me wen i smell of other females she likes to make really brave but gets shit scared if i show up n grab her.... love my bubby kitt she so gorgeous my darling PUTTY TAT KITTY KAT LITERALY (SHE MY KITTEN)
boooze
vodka, kulua, fluffy fuck lol, bundie, jd, jimmy, woodstock, lake moodamear (white wine), crusiers, cowboys! cowgirls, white russain, russain candy, jelly shots, slushhhys, mudslides, balieys, jaffa brandy cream, smernoff all colours, tia n milk yummy , ambroisa (drink of the gods!) and BOlS ADVECART!
Family
well i have the norm family mum dad bros n sistas but the family i love just as much are my family of frends we spend hell of alot of time together frends are the family we choose.... my best frends are rachy missy amy/mina these are the ones i talk to n hang with most my choosen family these ppl i really hope n wish i will keep wth me all my life luv u all mwa xoxoxox

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  • life is which?

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    2. sad n depressing?
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  • Lightning Crashes

    lightning crashes, a new mother cries
    her placenta falls to the floor
    the angel opens her eyes
    the confusion sets in
    before the doctor can even close the door

    lightning crashes, an old mother dies
    her intentions fall to the floor
    the angel closes her eyes
    the confusion that was hers
    belongs now, to the baby down the hall

    oh now feel it comin' back again
    like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
    forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
    I can feel it.

    lightning crashes, a new mother cries
    this moment she's been waiting for
    the angel opens her eyes
    pale blue colored iris,
    presents the circle
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  • Mystery

    My ammunition won't load into my gun
    My inhibitions, they fall like the weight from a stone
    You lead my heart away like a homeless, dusted fool
    Somehow this dime store ring still shines like a diamond to youOh, how it deepens
    Oh, how it deepens

    Your mystery
    Keeps on turnin' me on
    Your mystery

    Thought I knew the rules, thought I held it in my hand
    Thought I was bulletproof till the blood pooled up in the sand
    Are you a satellite, a shooting star or a dove?
    Did we put you way up there or did God send you down from above?

    Oh, how it deepens
    Oh, how it deepens

    Your mystery
    Keeps on turnin' me on
    Your mystery
    Burns me up like the sun
    Your mystery

    Mine eyes have seen the glory of a love that does transcend
    Mine eyes have seen the worst inside of man
    And fear is like a fallen bridge, A broken promise
    And the proof is in the bloodshot eyes of the one who failed to see

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  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    luv Chrissy XxX Bear

    Hey you, sorry I haven't texted you or been on MSN. Been sleeping in late so I can't really catch you on. xD I have no credit for a while ether =(

    Hope you're doing okay!
    I'm good. Not with the boy anymore LOL not too bothered by it really =)

    Have love....Cause you be blonde, Arrrr matey!

    hace 21 semanas
  • Amy Mina
    luv Amy Mina

    hey Captain blue eyes hows it going? hows work and all that? Nathan says u can add him on here if u want...lol hows that cold going hope ur better. i got no credit so thats why i haven't text u but i'll get some soon c u soon mwa luv ya xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
     xxx

    hace 27 semanas
  • Checky N Boo For Eva
    Checky N Boo For Eva

    hey its ash hoe u goin me crap still hows the family well msg me ill msg u 2 n say hi 2 every 1 there from me we should hang out soon ash..

    hace 32 semanas
  • Amy Mina
    luv Amy Mina

    hey babe i'm back in gib i got credit now hope ur ok i missed u loads i hope u didnt miss me ok text me wen u can ok mwa mwa mwa mwa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    hace 58 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Awwww!!!! That's sweet! Gratz on your new niece! Awww bet your well happy now! :D

    New laptop? meaning internetz! GIEF MSN ADDY PLX.


    Oh......well...yeah....big shoes! No wonder i like men with big feet...ahem. *giggles* xD

    Don't worry, perfectly normal to jump around screaming in front of people. Hell, i do...
    Okay maybe it ain't normal. But everyone does it once in awhile so you're okay (y)



    Hope you're having a great day Laura da tallz aussie who smushes people! LOL.


    Chrissy_xx

    hace 64 semanas
  • Amy Mina
    luv Amy Mina

    hey sweety HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! i hope ur having a great birthday sorry i cant text u to say happy birthday i hope u get my card soon mwa luv ya mwa mwa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx heres my love for the day sweets miss you loadsxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    hace 64 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    luv Chrissy XxX Bear

    Mini gibo lol my nickname now? :D I'll be known as the mini gibbo only by you ^.^
    You're never to old to step on people!!!! pfffft!!! Fine, you can throw me and ill land on people and squish them. Deal? xDi

    Glad you know about that place ^.^ Never really visited but my aunt says it's a nice place. o.o

    converse indeed. I have size 7/8 feet. 8 sometimes cause my feet are just plain weird at times o.o wow, size 11/12??? You must be tall! ;o yayyyyy! But yeah, i imagine it's gotta be hard finding shoes if ur that size :/ Awwww, /hug

    Bah! The joys for working with your daddy pffft your lucky. All you gotta do is hug and kiss him on the cheek and he'll forgive you for coming late or something xD

    BTW!!!1 HAPPY FCUING BIRTHDAY YA OL' LADEH! haha :D Amy just told me a few minutes ago and thank gawd i remembered! pffft, she's been telling me about it for about a week :D haha you gotta tell me what ya got, etc!

    So yeahhhhhh.

    Adios <3<3

    hace 64 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    luv Chrissy XxX Bear

    P.S. Forgot Love.

    hace 64 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Yeah :D I would spoil my niece if i had one. You is luckyyyy!!Well 5'9 5'10 is taller than I am LOL and taller than most people in Gib so pffft, be proud! Haha.
    My Aunty lives in Mount Pleasant, in western australia if you know where that is o.O lol The lucky biatch lolol. And she has this adorable kid EVERRR ... but he's the devil's real spawn so yeah.... xD he's about 10 now O.o but you can go over and step on him for me at least.
    My birthday is November 14th but Amy is going on holiday soon so he's gonna buy me my present then and i have hinted at her, well screamed mostly in her face, that i would like a pair of converse shoes. :D cause ive tried buying some here o.O but it's like £64.... JEEEEEEEZ!!! So she's getting them cheap (hopefully). So fingers crossed! and pray for meeee!
    4 pairs!!! ONLY. 0.0

    We're sooo gonna have a talk about that when you come over here lolol

    I'll stop this comment now, won't let me type much more =( I talk alot. ^.^

    Chrissy the err, mini Gibo xx

    hace 64 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Awww, a girl! You is gonna spoil her! I see it!

    Hahaha, but thats what all good aunts do i guess. xD

    Indeed, Gib people are little =( Ill introduce you to people i hate and ya can step on them for meh :D

    Blah! I've got an aunt from australia!! And she's short!!! .....ish....Okay no, she's tall =( Damnit.

    But meh, I'm used to being small anyway. =p

    Lol. Blondes rock. They have more fun =( BAH!

    Chrissy_xoxo

    hace 65 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Ooooooh, building.....hmmmm so, you get to see hot hald naked sweaty men!!! (Hopes) =o OH....MY.....GOD....PLEASE......TA
     KE...PICTURES!!!!!!!

    Please say you will =(

    Awww, how long till ur sister has the baby? And is it a boy or girl? =)

    Trust me, everyone else sees me as a miget ;p But everyone is really all over here. o.O

    Pffff, well alright then. We won't sail our way over there till next week :/ rofl But yeah, was Amy's idea. :D rofl kinda.


    You're No Fool!!!! =( =)

    Chrissy _x

    hace 66 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    luv Chrissy XxX Bear

    Rofl, we lil people should stick together!


    Lol. Me and Amy were speaking about something like how the most weird shit happens ONLY to us and stuff. And we randomly had this convo about us owning a boat and trying to ride off to England and we would randomly get lost and find ourselves in Australia LOL and we would get arrested and shizzle and you would have to bail us out LOL. Was pretty funny convo. :D When she sees this she'll probably laugh and stuff .... And hit me =( Make her stop.


    WOW.... This comment is getting long xD I shall make it longer.

    Indeed, a number only changes... But you seem all cool when you tell the little shits that you're 19! :D I would feel that way anyway. xD And yes... Buying alcohol is very, very important...! :)

    So like, you in college or working or.... Lazy like I would be? :D


    Hmmmm, comment not long enuff!

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    =) Loves! xx

    Chrissy_x

    hace 66 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    O.O Clowns are the Devil's side kicks!!! THEY KILL YOU!!

    Hahaha.... Hey! I'm smallish =( rofl. Not a midget though :D

    I've never been to a circus either!! TAKE ME!!!!

    Take lots of pictures and stuff too!

    -.- Lucky. I'm not even 18 yet. Well early happy birthday,so: Happy Birthday! =) Hope ya get lotsa presents and monies.

    /hugz

    Chrissy_x

    hace 67 semanas
  • Amy Mina
    luv Amy Mina

    hi sweets i'm sorry i've been really busy my dad had a opp and well busy all the time and i miss u to i get credit tomoz hopefully and we can talk soon as i hope ur ok mwa luvs u 2 been missing u like hell xxxxxxx p.s i give u my luv to

    hace 67 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Quickkkkk write fasterrrr :D

    Hahah, the circus is awesome :D I would be excited too whatever the age I was! :D Althought the clowns are dead scary though -.- =(

    Well take care and glad you're feeling better.

    =)

    Chrissy_x

    hace 67 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Life's okay, been busy and stuff but been goood. Youuuu?

    LOL Her book is hilarious. She's a mean person putting her characters through every bad situation possible hahaha.

    Awww, hope you feel better and stuff.

    And i do, i feel lots special xD.

    hace 67 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    luv Chrissy XxX Bear

    Thanks for making me a top friendddddd.

    Made ya one too, ofc.

    You get love for that.

    Feel special?
    Hehe.

    hace 68 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Heyyyy,

    Yeah, it's good that you're taking it eazy. With a 'z' cause that's how I roll, rofl.

    Great talking to you and nahh, think it's the drugs 'cause I'm usually a terrifying Biatch. Hahaha, nah <3

    Hope you're goood and totally healed.

    Have a good day.

    C youuuu xx

    hace 71 semanas
  • Chrissy XxX Bear
    Chrissy XxX Bear

    Thanks for showing me love toooo.

    Lol,was talking to Amy on the phone while I read your comment and she told me how your opp. went and that so I'm glad it went good and you're good. =)
    Awwww, well get better, and sleep alot and stuff.

    Laters,
    Chrissy_x

    hace 72 semanas