I love being married to Craig. I have never been happier in my entire life. People ask me, "Do I feel any different now that Im married?" Well, I sure do! I feel happier, and so in love! And loved! I want to be a wonderful wife to Craig! And I look forward to many many long years together with him!

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The weirdest thing happened with this poem. I was on the net a couple days ago, and was looking for some poems that would help me to always remember Jean and to get through this hard time. Well, I found this poem.....

I AM FREE
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free
I'm following the path God laid for me
I took His hand when I heard Him call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day, to laugh,
to love, to work or play.
Tasks undone must stay that way
I've found that peace at the close of the day.
If parting has left a void, then fill it
with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah, yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish for you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much
Good friends, good times,
a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all to brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and share with me,
God wants me now, He set me free.

And I posted it on my webpage. Well, the next day, I go to Craigs house. And I started looking through some papers on his kitchen table. In a card addressed to Craigs dad, Butch, I found this exact poem! Someone had sent it to him to try to ease HIS pain. I cant help but think in my heart, that Jean was sitting right here, watching over me, as I found that poem on the net. I love you and miss you Jean! You will always and forever be in my heart!