I wake up in the morning get on my knees and pray
thankin god that he gave me another day
i've been doin things I promased I wouldent but thats what I say
if you really want to know how I live my live
better think twice
it aint vary nice
the time that we have aint vary long
but when im gone nobody will miss me
so fuck it.............so long
with so much right theres even more wrong
look back at the past and now...........damn what have I become
fallin so far from what I use to be
people try to understand but fuck you
you will never know me
but thay told me
it would come back 10 fold
that I would be lonly well bein alone sounds good
I will let you all talk your shit
but never in my face I WISH A NIGGA WOULD













lol just playin I am just board but now I got to go to the store

have you ever had someone that you did not like I mean just every time thay speek to you your blood starts to rise and you are prepared to fight well if you have experienced this then take that felling and times it by 100 let me tell you my life with the fow in a poem...

if you see it for your self you would say that it has no effect on me but see into my eyes then you will know the other side of me the dark side the side I keep caged up,locked up,and barried deep in side of me so know one can see the dark side of me but it seems that my fow found a map and a key the key which I try so damn hard to let no one make a descovery then when we bump heads I sware I am about to lose it but don't get my wrong we all have our limits i'm not crazy DO NOT CONFUSE IT I grab on to whatever I can to restrain my self from going to my dark side twin he's stepin in my face HE DON'T WHAT KIND OF DANGER HE'S GETTIN IN I say it time and time again but yet I find my self havin to say it again but then I have to say a prayer to god(dear god give me the strenth to hold back all my ager from within GOD HELP ME RESTRAIN MYSELF FROM KILLIN THIS MAN in gods name I pray aman)but I don't want my mother my brother or my friends to see that happen if it wasent for that I would be in jail with a murder charge 1 year maby 10 but yet again he steps in the danger zone man somethings got to give or yall are going to be coming to visit me and talk to me through thick glass and a phone thats all there is to it there's only 2 ways to get it out and that's to do it (with a girl)but seeing that I can not do that yet I need to find another way to releive all this stress humm I feel a little bet better I always find a way out the stormy wether but the only thing that I worry about is what next if I can't find my way out????????????????