just to let u all no...
have done bangkok, chang mai, some little town i dont know the name of, luang prabang(laos) and viang vien, vientaine, some other little town, hanoi(vietnam), halong bay, cat bah island, hanoi again, hoi an, nha trang, saigon, phom phenh(cambodia), siam reap, angkor wat, bangkok again, ko samui, ko pangan.....
so far theres been.....THAILAND... almost missing a plane in zurich, ko san shopping, jet lag, drunkeness,SWEATY DANCING WITH MAN(!), ALMOST a ping pong show, tuk tuks in the rain, palaces, alot of buddhas, gullivers, dreadlocks, henna tatoos, dodgy tummys, mossie nets, thai cooking, elephant trekking (i lust u), flowers, parisols, canadians, americans, english, thai lesbains, thai boxing, LADYBOY SHOW!, bamboo rafting (MOGLI!!), CAVES, spicy (sg being a thai pop star),
LAOS...speed boat (oh holy god), COUNRTY BOYS, bugs, helmets, amazing hotels, 21, elephant(!!), waterfalls, powercuts, english geezers, danicing in see thro white tops, more waterfalls, jomas, naughty substances, tubing, free monnshine, being a pusher, siiting on tubes, HAPY MENUS, bungalows on the river, near death experiences, chipped teeth, swings, RAIN, RAIN, RAIN.. death flops, internal flights, BEER LAOS, BEER LAOS, BEER LAOS, BEER LAOS.....

vietnam so far.....
BEEPING, MOTORBIKES, crazy traffic, ian (u no who), sally gardens, funky monkey, stage dancing, gay boys,water arguments, buses, planes, amazing views, islands, americans and english, swimming, warm water, ANGER, buy this, buy that, holida view, panic, water park!, the chairman, buffets, kareoke, local beach, feein like a freak!!!, more swimming, beautiful beaches, snorkelling, caves, cut feet, tung and uncle, fork lightning... internal flight... ANOTHER beautiful hotel, pool, DRESSES!!, sin ciao, cam on, beautiful beach, tans, TIGER, lili no. 11. mimi, massages, shells, swimming, beach performences (!!!!) , crabs, boom boom bum bum beep beep, jason and dave and their hotelroom, (sleeeaze), twizzlers, multicoloured outfits, SILK, tourist police, happiness, drugged overnight bus..... exhaustion, sailing cub... FULL MOON!, buckets, french men(!), naughty swimming, bag stealing, sun rising, police, tears, photos, brekkie rolls, sunbathing, la louisiane, crazy dave, too much food, more freanchmen, irish boys, marriage proposals(!!), more naughty (group) swimming, the fear(sg!) more buckets, hose(with the beautiful eyes), balcony love, standing on people in the morning, sleeping, MORE french men, moring jog cheerers(!), harry!!.... buckets, swimming, buckets, skinny dipping, buckets, naughty swimming!... bus
.... go2 bar, irish boys, OBSESSIVE han, ILLNESS, HOSPITALS, illness, hospitals, bills, bills, bills, smooching, and boogying, dressing up, bamboo bar...., crying, love letters, bela, madness....
CAMBODIA.....
bye bye saigon,night buses, phom phenh, sad kids, lots of M&MS! nice food, narin 1, beautiful perfect man, more buses, suprise boys!, INSANITY, tazer guns, tuk tuks, spliffage, sunsets,weed, temples, steps steps steps, more j's, more temples, happy pizza, kim, sireha, ME MONT MOUY!, more temples, more j's, HARRY AND RLA!, more weed,come stay in MY hotel LAAYDEEE, sunrise, orphanage, amazing tomb raider temple, YAN!!!, more weed, and his tounge!,control the stoned!!, sick laura, messiness, bumpiest taxi journey OF MY LIFE., taxi men knocking people over, boarder crossings,
BACK IN THE LAND....
D AND D, laura v. sick, more hospitals, eyes rolling into the back of heads, nuts nights out, cheesburgers !, scott and the water fight, bananna, poor french kids, millions of familiar faces, more shopping on the ko sarn, jeans, buckets, singha towers, thats my bag!, sleep overs in hospitals, my lovely hat, corn on the cob.. night bus of hell, .. ko samui.. exhaustion, charlie friom busted, EMMA AND QUINN!, cats, three in a bed.. ko pangan.... PURE AND UTTER INSANITY. body paint, buckets, emphetamines, sleep overs, room wrecking, balcony pooing!!!, water fights

Trust me. It's paradise.

This is where the hungry come to feed
For mine is a generation that circles the globe
in search of something we haven't tried before
so never refuse an invitation
never resist the unfamiliar
never fail to be polite
and never outstay your welcome

just keep your mind open and
suck in the experience
and if it hurts
you know what... it's probably worth it

you hope, and you dream
but you never believe that
something is going to happen for you
not like it does in the movies
and when it actually does
you expect it to feel different
more visirale
more real
i was waiting for it to hit me

i still believe in paradise
but now at least i know it's not some place you can look for
cause it's not where you go
it's how you feel for a moment in your life
and if you find that moment it lasts forever#




amazingly true, i want to live like this.