To save oneself, to be free, one must not think nor exist in the essence of reality, but in the ether of the un-manifest. The space between the particles of life.

http://www.rense.com/general33/ether.htm

A lover knows only humility, he has no choice.
He steals into your alley at night, he has no choice.
He longs to kiss every lock of your hair, don't fret,
he has no choice.
In his frenzied love for you, he longs to break the chains of his imprisonment,
he has no choice.



A lover asked his beloved:
- Do you love yourself more than you love me?
Beloved replied: I have died to myself and I live for you.
I've disappeared from myself and my attributes,
I am present only for you.
I've forgotten all my learnings,
but from knowing you I've become a scholar.
I've lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.

I love myself... I love you.
I love you... I love myself.

I am your lover, come to my side,
I will open the gate to your love.
Come settle with me, let us be neighbours to the stars.
You have been hiding so long, endlessly drifting in the sea of my love.
Even so, you have always been connected to me.
Concealed, revealed, in the unknown, in the un-manifest.
I am life itself.

You have been a prisoner of a little pond,
I am the ocean and its turbulent flood.
Come merge with me,
leave this world of ignorance.
Be with me, I will open the gate to your love.

I desire you more than food or drink
My body my senses my mind hunger for your taste
I can sense your presence in my heart
although you belong to all the world
I wait with silent passion for one gesture one glance
from you.

Select Shuffle in your iTunes and list whatever tracks come up after one another under the following headings!


Opening Credits:
Gaelic Morn – Boondock Saints Soundtrack
Kinda dreamy Irish harp music.. Weird. XD

Waking Up:
Straw Dogs – Stiff Little Fingers
One of those classic waking up songs – sounds like my head feels in the morning. All over the place and manic.

First Day At School:
Believe Me Natalie – The Killers
Hmmm.. My last chance to disco.. Riiiight.

Falling In Love:
Breaking The Habit – Linkin’ Park
Breaking the habit of falling in love? O.o

Losing Virginity:
Trapped In A Box – No Doubt
LOL!! Totally works.. Totally trapped in a box. XD

Fight Song:
You Gonna Want Me - Tiga
Beat in this works as a fight song. Lyrics pretty much describe what I’d be singing as I make the guy I’m fighting my bitch.

Breaking Up:
Betty Blue – The 69 Eyes
Could work, although its more about an unrequited love.

Debs:
Meaning of Life – Disturbed
“Get psycho, I wanna get psycho” – That was pretty much me on Debs night.. :-/ “Come a little closer now, Pretentious whore and pull my trigger,
Free the violence that is building in me.” And that’s how I felt when I was trying to fight those 12 or so guys.. XD
Title of the song is what I’m all about though! Partying it up in style!

Life:
Wooly Bully – Full Metal Jacket Soundtrack
What the FUCK?! XD What makes this even worse is that in the movie this is when they’re coming back from war and loads of people have just died. XD

Mental Breakdown:
Kick Out The Jams (Live) – Jeff Buckley
Mental breakdown shit right there. You’d top yourself in no time at all! O.o

Flashback:
Happy Days theme song – Happy Days Soundtrack
Oh my god that’s fucking great!! XD Flashbacks of when I was a kid watching this, AND it’s an uber old show. SO flashback!

Getting Back Together:
Still In Love With You (Live) – Thin Lizzy
:-O Absolutely. Perfect.!!

Wedding:
Wake Up Dead - Megadeth
LOL!!

Birth of Child:
Walk Idiot, Walk – The Hives
LOL!!! Man this is just getting better and better. XD My kid would be SO dumb. XP

Final Battle:
Around The World – Daft Punk
If in my final battle I was this giant dancing robot fighting all over the world then yeah, I guess this would work.. O.o

Death Scene:
Death Threat – Superjoint Ritual
:-O Why are all these mad songs in my iTunes. XD
This is basically how it would sound if I died while fire and brimstone was raining from the sky.. Think Satan mixed with the sound of a battlefield, mixed with a leeeeetle Dolly Parton.

Funeral Song:
Upswing – Lynne Arriale Trio
A piano jazz song sure to get people in the mood for after my funeral where they all retire to a smoky jazz bar where Ray Charles can see again! :-O
Perfect!!

End Credits:
I Promise You I Will – Depeche Mode
To be honest with you.. It works, but I really don’t get it.. Does kinda summarise me pretty well though. At least for one special person. ☺


Mine sucked, I'm gonna try another one.. XD