I don't think people realise..
that when I have Emily,
I'm gonna basically lose touch with them all..
Whether I like it or not..
Cos I'm not gona have time to sit online all day..
Like I do now..
I'm gona have a baby to look after..
Maybe when she gets older, yeah..
But not when she's first born.
I'd rather spend time with the little blob anyway.
that sounds real bad
But it's true.
I've waited nine months to meet her...
And when she's finally born...
I'm not gonna let her go..
Or let her out of my sight.

& i'm sorry if people can't understand that
But it's just how I feel.

<bold>I hate it when people only
talk to me to ask how the baby is going.

Like, seriously. This is a normal conversation between
me and a certain someone.

"Hey bub"
"hi"
"how is baby going?"
"shes good"


And thats the end of it.
Why do I care?
Why don't I just stop talking to them?
because when I tell myself I won't talk to them anymore,
I feel bad and selfish.
And think that i'm a bad friend because I'm not getting any attention..
It's all about Emily.
I really don't care that I don't get attention from this person...
I just with they would be considerate enough to actually PRETEND to care about me.
Or just stop asking all together.

1.- Name.. kirstie
2.- Nicknames.. kirst
3.- Birthday.. 16th november 1990
4.- Was born in.. Westmead Hospital
5.- Zodiac sign.. scorpio
6.- Male or Female.. Female
7.- Grade.. 10
8.- School.. TAFE
l9.- Occupation.. negatory
10.- Residance..brisbane
11.- Msn screen name.. Kirstie I bleed it out, diggin' deeper, just to throw it away! /7 months ** 80days** 2.3months .11 weeks.


*♥* ~ Apperance~ *♥*

12.- Hair colour.. blonde
13.- Hair length.. shoulder length
14.- Eye colour.. blue
16.- Height.. 5'3
17.- Braces?.. nuhhh
18.- Glasses?.. yeahhh
19.- Piercingz.. aiigh. i love this question now.. don't have to write so much haha. ears, labret, tongue and septum
20.- Tatooz: none..YET
21.- Righty or lefty.. Righty

~♥ my first ~♥

22.- First best friend .. Anna Maria
23.- First award.. feck knows
24.- First sport.. netball
25.- First pet.. rat
26.- First holiday abroad.. QLD
27.- First concert..
28.- First love.. stfu

♥~ Favourites ~♥

29.- Movie.. uhh i donno
30.- Tv programs.. Home and away, neighbours, CSI, NCIS, whatever.
31.- Colours.. red, blue, black
32 - music.. rNb.. hip hop.. dance.. techno..metal..rock..everyfin
33.- Bandz.. atm? Linkin Park
34.- Song .. Leave out all the rest && Bleed it out-LP
35.- Friends.. Hum, dnt have favourites
36.- Sweet ... ahhh,, Hello Pandas
37.- Sport.. Uhh, Soccer.
39.- Band.. u already asked that
40.- Shop.. skinnys records..rocking horse. utopia.
41.- Skewl subject.. English
42. Animal.. dog && cat && rat
43.- Book.. dunno.. cant name a fave.
44.- Magazine.. hum, twisted, cosmo etc.
45.- Shoes.. volleys and adidas martial arts.

♥~ Currently ~♥

46.- Feeling .. eager.
47.- Single or taken.. takeeennnn
48.- Have a crush.. of course :]
49.- Eatin.. just finished chips?
50.- Drinkin.. orange juice
51.- Typin to on msn.. Tina
52.- Online.. its quite obvious, isnt it?
53.- Listinin to.. LP
54.- Thinkin bout.. Music
55.- Wantin to.. hav a smoke
56.- Watchin.. monitor
57.- Wearing.. Jeans & black top.

♥~ Your future ~♥
58.- Want kids?.. haha bit too late
59.- Want to get married.. chyeahhhh!
60.- Career in mind?.. Hospitality.. Own restaurant.
61.- Live in.. a house.
62.- Car.. holden

♥~ Opposite sex ~♥

63.- Hair colour.. dark
64.- Hair length.. long
65.- Eye colour.. any
66.- Mesurements.. bahah. *shuts mouth*
67.- Cute or sexy?.. both
68.- Lips or eyes?.. lips
69.- Hugs or kisses.. both
70.- Shorter or taller?.. taller.
71.- Easygoin or serious.. both
72.- Romantic or Spontanious.. Both
73.- Fatty or skinny.. in b-tween
74.- Sensitive or LOUD.. both..
75.- hook-up or relationship.. Relationship
76.- Sweet or caring.. BOTH
77.- Trouble maker or no?.. both..needs to know the time && place

♥~ Have you ever ~♥

78.- Kissed a stranger.. haha hum. yes
79.- Had alcohol?.. who hasnt? who cares?
80.- smoked?..yeah...
81.- Ran away frm home.. yeah...
82.- Broked a bone?.. neva
83.- Got an x-ray.. yes
85.- Broken someone's heart.. yes
86.- Broken up wif sumone?.. yes
87.- Cried coz sum1 died?.. yeah...
88.- Cried at skewl.. yes

♥~ do u belive in ~♥

89.- God.. no
90.- Miracles.. yes
91.- Love at 1st sight.. no
92.- Ghosts.. yes
93.- Aliens.. no
94.- Soul m8z.. yeah
95.- Heaven.. nah
96.- Hell.. nah
97.- Angels.. yes
98.- Kiss on 1st date?.. yeah...
99.- Horoscopes.. yes
100.- Is there sum1 u want but u cant have.. nop..i hav him :]