Miss you so so much
love you loadsss
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Miss you very much.....love you always, Lou xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Rick....i will be thinking of you at cricket tonight wishing you were there with us!
Miss you so very much......if you were here i would just be the happiest girl ever at the moment!
I will never forget the memories...you will always be a part of me in everything i do
Love You .... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ahhhh nothing gets easier does it......think about you everyday, ur forever going to be a big part of my life that i will never replace. Love you xxxxxxxx

Miss you soooooo much, would do anything to get you back, had the best dream ever last night it was like our good times and it felt so real until i opened my eyes ! Love you, lou xxxxxxxxxxxx

I can't believe it's been two years without you, just remember (even though im sure you already know) that i think of you everyday no matter where i am or what i'm doing. Thinking of you and your friends today Rick, can't believe your not here anymore its really hard to accept. Hope you like the flower I miss you very much and love you lots. xxxxxxxxxxxx

MIss you and still think of you everyday ....norwich are going down you would be loving it xxxx lots of love xxx lou xxx

Rick.....Ipswich v Norwich today....they're already in the bottom three and i know this was your favourite game of the season and we have to win When i look around i know you will be there somewhere watching the scum!!!! Love you and come on you blues!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxxxx

Miss you so much Rick, to lose a brother and one of my best friends was so hard - i always think about you and the laughs we had! So many good memories huh, should be lucky we had all them really shouldn't i! I know your always here with me, even if it is in the weirdest of ways i know they are true Even when i manage to sleep you appear in my dreams...must admit they are some of the best dreams ive ever had even tho they arent true, at the time i feel like im actually with u again! You and dad literally made me laugh 24/7 i loved every minute with u both....from B&Q fun snaps over the aisles to shouting ALOHA at the top of our voices in that lift and sitting at football! You two made everything special and everything we do now is for you aswell....i know u will be at the game on sunday, i will know you are there - we will always be that 3 that had the best holidays ever and laughed at stuff nobody else would even understand Your forever here Love you xxxxxxxxxx

always in our heartss<3
loveya x

today it would have been two years since we got back in contact again.
i remembered it because it was exactly a week before my birthday and i couldnt believe it, i was soo happy.

i hope your okay up there
miss you so much
i love you
♥

missing you... hope your all ok up there
love you all to bits
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I Miss You So Much Every Day! I Think About You All The Time...Its Hard Not Having A Brother Here. Missing You Rick .x.x.x.x.x.x.

RICK! i don't use bebo anymore, i just come on here to talk to you and for a little second i get all excited taht i might have a reply even though deep down i know taht is something that will never happen. I so miss u, i just want to see you, its been so long and its getting me at a right low....im trying to just get loads of pictures of you put up around my room, all i want is to talk to you though. If you had a phone number i would call u everyday just to check your ok. I enjoyed sitting with u yday ...dont really know if thats where u really are but guessing thats the closest im going to get. I hated leaving you but was getting dark and a little scary :S! I will always come and sit with you, you will never be alone, ever ...i promise u i will always be here for you even if i never get to see you again. I miss having my brother like i cant even explain. Hope your alright...think about u everyday Lots of loves.....miss u xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I know that alot of people will walk in and out of my life but you were one of the only few i actually wanted to stick around and yet i lost you and the closest i can get to you is sitting at your grave, its so unfair. I feel so stupid just reading things like how to grieve and how to get over a death but i swear it just upsets me more because i could read 24 hours a day and i would still never get over everything that has happened ...the helps crap and that stupid budah doctor was useless help to. well all i can say is i think of you all the time, i'm never angry at you for getting in the car, i will always see you everywhere i am and u will always be a part of my life. its hard without you....this picture of me you and dad is all we have left and memories but i love you both so much even if everything has all changed <3 i miss you more as time goes on.....lots of love gay! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Rick....i miss you so much, i wish i could be the person i used to be when u were around the house. i've never felt so lonely before, ever. Im so glad i got u as a brother because i would have hated being an only child for all my life...i just wish someone could actually understand what it feels like...its been nearly 2 years and i still feel like i will never feel any better because i know your not coming back. i think about you everyday and night...wishing you would just run through my door and tell me something like you always used to do. I always knew we meant alot to each other but i never could of dreamed how hard id find it being apart...i just want to be able to talk to you again, to help me know that you are somewhere and that your alright. Its alright for everyone to keep telling me your in a better place or heaven but i dont believe this, im not going to be made to believe your alright until i know for myself and im guessing i will never know!

i never no what to write on these things?...
i hope you are all doing okay up there?! and you better be keeping an eye on my brother. he's a mad one, that one! i keep thinking to myself, why? why did it have to be you three beautiful, wonderful amazing boys? we are learning about miracles in RE at the moment, and the example my teacher gave was 'there is a car crash, and everyone dies accept on person. that would be a miracle, and that person would be special.' i told her to go fuck, because that was the biggest load of bull i have ever heard in my life! she didnt know about any of this though, because she is new.

well, i dont really no where you all are, but aslong as you are having a good time, that is all that matters.

love you all, and miss you more than anything-x

i miss you so much rick i cant explain it but your so close but so far away and i hate it. I never knew how hard it would be to lose someone close but its the worst feeling ever and doesnt get easier, u really were such an important part of my life and i miss you, i miss every little thing about you...i think about u every day and night and i will never forget you! Love you lots xxxxxx

i miss you every day rick

always in my heart forever never forgotten!!!

love yoou x x x

happy birthday
miss you so much
love you x