So many times, you made me cry.
So many times, inside i would die.
So many times, i would try and try.
So many times, i was left thinking why?

So many chances, torn apart.
So many chances, you had with my heart.

So many times you played me, and fucked with my mind.
So many times, i guess love really is blind.

So many times, it's attention you seek.
So many times, when you know i'm weak.

All those times, all you wanted was a touch.
All those times, you never really missed me all that much.

So many times, you got your wish.
You never cared about anyone else, you're so selfish.

So many times, you hurt people, without caring about the effect.
No love, no trust and no respect.

Now it's nothing i feel, when i stare into your eyes.
All i see is all the cheating and all the lies.

I will never have one regret.
I learned a lesson i'll never forget.

You took me for a fool.
So get out of my life, and cut all the bull (:

A thousand kisses will never be,
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tomorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,
Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,
Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,
I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,
Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,
Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,
My heart feels as though it's within a cage,
You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star,
I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair,
All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet again as that is our fate,
I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day,
Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,
Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,
Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand,
I'll wish for that moment as I always do,
And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true..

It’s funny how your always one,
So quick to turn your back,
Any word that I say,
You’re always quick to attack.


At times I want to scream,
With the way you fuck with my mind,
Are you always so fucked up?
Or maybe I’m just blind.


You know what game you play,
You know exactly how to play it,
You know just what to say,
You know exactly how to say it.


At times you’re the person,
I love to be around,
At other times that person,
Is nowhere to be found.


You fuck with my mind,
And you fuck with my heart,
You take my fragile confidence,
And you tear it all apart.


This hate I’m beginning to have for you,
Is rapidly growing strong,
You’re the one that makes me feel,
I’m almost always wrong.


You’re the reason I sit in silence,
You’re the reason I never talk,
You’re the reason I separate myself,
While the rest of you all walk.


You’re the reason why,
My head is always down,
You’re the reason and you know it,
Why I always wear this frown.


But as time goes on,
My love for you is dying,
Weather you see it or not,
There’s no point in me trying.


My feelings are numb,
My hearts turning black,
One day I’ll walk away,
And never turn back.


For each time you break me,
Is each step I’m taking,
Cause you’ve messed with my mind,
And my smile is breaking.


Writing and music,
Is what keeps me sane,
At times it seems I can’t,
Even remember my name.


But with all the pain you bring me,
This life of eternal sorrow,
I hate myself for the fact,
I’d die for you tomorrow.