Samantha Lavis

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The Other Half Of Me
Tori

Tori

My other half for 13 years....Loves ya xx

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  • Me in the words of ollie -


    Bubbly ickle lass, dissapears on couches, has the most complicated structure on her head (trust me I've seen it up close, I was very lost). "I likes pickled cockles", Always happy to give males foot massages mid rave. 100% converted to the way of hardcore and damn does it feel good :-) In general, a really genuine, down to earth gal with more energy than a bouncey ball, especially at raves with no chemies WTF!!!!!!! LEG END:)

    0 Comments 735 days

  • XxXxXx

    Leanne-
    sometimes theres just people out there who dont deserve our love.
    we can give them everythin, think the world of them and do absolutely anything for them. but sometimes they just dont deserve it, they cant see exactly how much we are putting into it.
    U need to love someone who loves you, and treats you with the respect and dignity that you deserve.
    Only you deserve the best, and dont settle for anything less

    Me-

    You can love someone through their faults, through thier ups and downs, You can put up with tears and tantrums, confusion and distractions.
    But when those faults reach a point that they are causing you nothing but pain, when you have fallen from being thier everything to thier backup plan, then that is the time to let go.
    Sometimes people wont see what you do for them, how much you sacrifice of your own happiness to try and make them feel better.
    Ive looked in the mirror and not reconsied the person staring back at me because somone killed my spirit. I didnt realise that in loving him i lost myself. I didnt laugh or smile anymore. I worried to much about what he thought.
    He was ill, so ill he couldnt see what he was doing. And now he's doing it to her.
    We have warned her, but she will only ever learn the hard way. (tho im not sure if i hope she does or doesnt)
    Do i still care about him? ... yes, dont ask me why he doesnt deserve it. He works in an opposite/ backwards way. I knew forcing him into a corner would force him to run away from me, Thats why i did it. Cos i needed to be free.
    I could have stuck around, playing the innocent friend watching him fall for me again, but it was to painful.....i couldnt take it anymore, i couldnt put my life on hold while people around me lost thier lives.

    Good Luck to you......and me. xx

    0 Comments 740 days

  • "Gone" (KC)



    What you see's not what you get
    With you there's just no measurement
    No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
    Your eyes they sparkle
    That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
    You washed away the best of me
    You don't care

    You know you did it
    I'm gone
    To find someone to live for
    In this world
    There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
    Just a bridge that I gotta burn
    You were wrong
    If you think you can walk right through my door
    That is just so you
    Coming back when I've finally moved on
    I'm already gone

    Sometimes shattered
    Never open
    Nothing matters
    When you're broken
    That was me whenever I was with you
    Always ending
    Always over
    Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
    I am breaking
    That habit
    Today

    There is nothing you can say
    Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
    Take the hit and walk away
    'Cause I'm gone
    Doesn't matter what you do
    It's what you did that's hurting you
    All She needed was the truth
    Now I'm gone

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  • John Page

    whats up Bessie Bebo is being stupid! I cant upload my pics for some reason. =o( Hit me up on msn messenger jane88kent@live.com xoxo jane

    71 weeks ago via Mobile
  • Leanne P
    luv Leanne P

    Heya huni!

    Hows u?
    Hows things been?
    Finally got sum movement with the house! got the mortgage offer through, so fingers crossed everythin will go smoothly now!!

    xxxxxx

    85 weeks ago
  • Gerii
    Gerii

    thankyou for everything babe!!

    let me no when your free for this drink

    love uuu xxx

    92 weeks ago
  • Muumble
    luv Muumble

    Hiiiiiiiiiiiii :)

    Have my love! lol

    You ok?

    Have fun on valentines day! Try not to think about me being all depressed :( lol

    Love ya!

    XxxXxxX

    92 weeks ago
  • Gerii
    Gerii

    heya sweetie :D :D

    you okay??
    you have fun saturday?? i wasnt feeling it atall!!!

    il pop that money upto you this week whenever ur free let me no okay!!

    geri xxxxxxxxx

    93 weeks ago
  • Muumble
    Muumble

    Hey hun,

    How ya doin? Everything ok?

    x

    94 weeks ago
  • Leanne P
    Leanne P

    Heya Hun!! :D

    Hows you?

    Good weekend?

    I won't be able 2 come up 2nite with Geri, but I'll give u a txt and arrange another nite 4 me to come up! Gotta go sort out some house stuff 2nite, n its the only nite we can do it!

    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    95 weeks ago
  • Gerii
    Gerii

    okies chick!!

    yeh always smiling good to see!!

    you had a good day?

    xxxxxx

    96 weeks ago
  • Leanne P
    Leanne P

    WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO!!

    Mine and steve's offer on the house has been accepted ! :D
    Gotta start bein a bit more grown up with money n that now! :L

    U ok hun?
    MWAH xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    96 weeks ago
  • Gerii
    luv Gerii

    love for uuu!!!!

    keep smiling baby girl!!!

    you no where i am if you need me

    love ya xxxxx

    96 weeks ago
  • Wrighty
    Wrighty

    *poke * runs awayyyyy

    96 weeks ago
  • Leanne P
    luv Leanne P

    Glad u had a good time! Back to work n reality now tho :(
    My second day bk in and i'm soooo tired! :Z

    oooooh new housemate? New job? Spill the beans miss pixie minx!! :D

    i get the feeling 2008 is guna b a good year for all of us! :D
    U coming to geri's party?

    Gotta get up n see you soon too - not seen you for AGES!

    Currently lookin for a house with Steve, already looked at one in Huntley, sort of in between Glos and the Forest.
    And we r lookin at another one on Saturday - cannot wait! :D
    Feelin all grown up and sensible now! :L

    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    97 weeks ago
  • Gerii
    Gerii

    i no i fukin hate it do u no what the weird thing is i have had my flu jab and im still ill more then neone i no and no one i no have had the flu jab whats that all about lol!!
    aaww no get sum soothers or sumthin that always helps me neways!!
    i got college tomoro to had loads of stuff to do and i havnt done nethin lol woopsie never mind!!!
    aaahh rite i went to the pub for one with sum girlies i hadnt seen for a while to give them there invites and was home by half 8! was nackered!

    you having a good day??
    wb xxxxxxxx

    97 weeks ago