Due to Unforseen bastards in mine and many of my beautiful girls' lives we have decided to bring back the 'FIT' but 'SHIT' List back. So Please Comment Who u are, who you are feelin is 'FIT' but 'SHIT' (girl or boy) and the reason why. Name and Shame That dick who doesnt deserve you

Love to all my Closest Mates x

Sometimes i feel like a heart isn't worth having.
Sometimes my heart is filled for feelings for that special someone.
Sometimes my heart races at the touch of that special someone.
Most times my heart is broken by that special someone.

Maybe my heart isnt worth having.
Maybe my heart has more control over me then my brain.
Maybe my heart makes me the happiest girl alive
Alot of the time my heart breaks and i wish i wasnt alive.

My heart beats faster as i see him.
My heart pulsates when i feel his warm kiss on my lips.
My heart races when he touches the back of my neck.
My heart aches when he HAS to leave me.
My heart breaks when he WANTS to leave me.

When i see him i feel warm inside.
When i feel him close, i feel safe.
When i lay in his hold i feel like the luckiest girl alive.
When i hold back my tears, jus as i see him doing great without me.

If tears filled my heart, it wud be flooded.
If love filled my heart, it wud be empty.
If pain filled my heart, it would be unbearable.
If sadness filled my heart, it would always be full.

For i am the girl, that seems to pick the 'wrong ones'
For i am the girl, that always cries herself to sleep.
For i am the girl, who's love for another will be stronger than any love for herself.
For i am the girl, who is sitting at her computer, sad and tearful.
Because i am the girl, that lives with a broken heart.

by stephanie king

I guess this was easy to write as all the words came from my heart and were 100% honest. Maybe that special person is reading this and realises what we could have would be a million times more valuable then he ever expected. Maybe my heart would be worth having if he had mine and i had his

By Stephanie King:

14th of April will never leave my heart or the hearts of Natalie's friends. This was the day Natalie's Life Support Machine was turned off. This was the day, Natalie was snatched away from us all and taken away to heaven.

On the 14th April God, you took away a person that many of us loved dearly.
Now our lives will be changed forever and that is a burden we all will have to bear.

All we ask is that you take good care of her because now she is in your hands.
and to help those of us still here to understand.

We know that she is going to be with us every step of the way
And at times things may get tough and we may not know what to say,

That's when we will think of you and what you might say.
Natalie babe, we know that you would want us to continue on and be strong

Trust me, we will try our best even though it all seems completely wrong.
As we prepare to say our final Good-bye the tears begin to flow,

We now know that the healing process will be slow.
By the grace of God we know that we can work through this if we all stick together,

For we all know that the pain we feel is not forever.
Yes, we have our good days and bad days,

When people ask how we are we doing we don't know what to say.
Yes the tears are still there,

Only because we lost someone who really cared.
As we look for you in all the places you normally are,

We begin to realize that you aren't very far.
Your where you've always been in our hearts.

PLEASE PUT THIS ON UR BLOG IN MEMORY OF NATALIE x x x