Yooooo theres this Girl from today, who got Fed-up & nearly gave up on life & thought if she wrote her feelings down before she broke down people would understand how F**KED up her life is ! She Puts on a smile & gets on with the ones who she loves,But she also takes it out n the people who shes cares for, and shes sorry for having ago because of the shit shes in atm, but deep down inside shes shouting for help love and safety.. Her Lifes collapsing around her, cos of getting into Shit, Everyone blaming her for things she hasnt done!, Falling in love to quick, lossin people she cared for and loved..... FAMILY! So shes buliding up this relatioship with her family before she loses her mother, she wants one more chance, nothing ever goes right since she moved in with her step-dad, everything she does which she thinks is right, Its Wrong!, She bites her tounge and holds the tears in and nothing gets better,She thinks God help me! Her FRIENDS!.. She trys to have a laugh, be an enertainer/joka but really her life is a "Joke" .. Beging called a Slag, just for having a good night out, she thinks what can she do to make people not think that of her, so she gives people space and give it a fresh start, and now shes fine with her friends ..... LOVE.....She thinks where to Start...She had soo many opportunitys to let people love her and care for her but she through it bck in there faces, she thought thats why i dont get second chances because she lets people down, she had everything with her love, warmth laughter, confidence she was even proud till she cheated on him, she basically cheated her self, she lost something that ment everything to her, other boys came along, but they where never good enough for her, well they could be but she wont let anyone eles in!! For so Stupid reason beacuse she gets hurt easily, and she now doesnt belive in love and thats why she wants someone and that someone to sort things out, One chance, one chance she says!! Even if shes seeing someone, she really wants that person she had before and she wants one mre chance Why cant they understand?? She thinks and now they had the chance so she has given up on that now, There loss.........She thinks to her self whats the point of trying anymore, One day she wont be here to show how much she is giving, because she being taken for a ride, everylad takes advantage, She aint a Slag!! She aint a Hoe!! She aint a failure...She and Stupid she just wants a chance for everything so she can begin her life again and she wil prove everyf**ker wrong and make such a wonderful sucess out her self ....All That keeps her for living is her true friend Karis which has always been there no mater what shes like a sister, so if anyone is reading this i hope yu understand now. ....x

Yours Truley Emily xxxxxxxxxx

My Wife = Becky!
My Husband = Dunnopy
My Mummi = Sarah
My Daddi= Adam spence
My Nanni = Doreen
My Grampi = George
My twin bruvva = Karis! haha
My lil sista= Issabella
My Big Sista = Lousie
My TWIN Sista = OMG KARIS!
My Big Cousin = ELLIE! LOVE yu Bitch!
My Lil Cousin = Jacob
My best buddy= Cook3, Bexs, May may x
My girlfriend= BECKY! Jokes!
My Boyfriend = Ha Well TCM x
My Chukle buddy = Daisy
My Idol = Whiney huston/ Beyonce
My munchkin= Daisy
My Baby = Bob x
My Sweety = Laura-may
My Cutey..= Jenny
My Chav Buddy = Nay x COOPZ haha x
My Cuppie Cake = Charli
My Bitch = Karis!
My Valentine = Chris!
My Fairy = Bobby mi dog!
My Cute Gal = Mi sis!
My CuTe Boi = Barry
My Sexy Gal = Vernon
My Sexy Boi = James!
My Secret Admirer =! Niki!!!!!
My Stalker =! Niki!!! COOPZ
My Posin Buddy = HELLO!
My Singin Buddy = KARIS!
My Long Lost Friend = KARIS
My Bby Boi =! Adam!!
My bby Gal = Millie x
My Dirty Dancer = COOKIE!
My Bit On The Side = Me Jokes! COOPZ
My Hugger..= Kairs and Becky OMG and Aram and DANNY boy x
My Hardcore Gangsta = ARAM
My Partner In Crime = Oh shit Josh!
My Party Animal = Freddie!
My Chocolate Muffin = Ashleyyyy Hol
My Teddybear = The Lion!
My looker after = Me Self
My Bootiful Bbz..= ME! Jokes Eveyone u freaks!
My pole dancer= Jon!
My drinkin partner= Bexs and Bexs and Bexs!!
My chuckle brother=!! Karis all the way Oh and Aram And BECKY!
My Looker after when Im pissed ... COOPZ!! haha xxxxxx

1. Whats your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. av u eva had a crush on me?
5. Would u pull/kiss me?
6. would u Love me?!!!
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11.. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?