Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

sometimes, i just miss that boy. The one who held my hand walking down the street;
who's arms i laid in & never wanted to go away.
The one Who I Talked to for hours & told pointless stories to.
The one who knew everything about me & liked me anyway.
The one who knew exactly what i was saying even if i didnt,
& helped me when i had no clue what to do.
The one who showed me what love was & what it was like to need someone there.
The one who could only make you cry & hurt me like no other guy could.
Those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there;
the way even he couldnt stop falling in love.
That even though we fought constantly & couldnt stand each other,
we coulnt leave each others side. Something Is still there,
something that never left me the day that boy broke my heart in two.
Something Like your first love that wasnt ready to end.
Something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or an arm.
Somthing that makes it so much harder to know that hes not yours anymore, but hers.
Something that makes you want to hide away & cry all those tears because suddenly
all those memories come back & it almost hurts to know that its all out of control.
And you just miss everthing about that one boy..
that isn't even coming back.

..I Hate It When I Hear Our Song, It Kills Me Long And Slow,,
I Hate The Way You Smile At Me, Even When Shes At Your Side,,
I Hate The Nights Im All Alone, And All The Times Ive Cried,,
I Hate The Way You Look At Me, Or Just The Way You Look,,
I Hate The Way I No You, How I Can Read You Like A Book,,
I Hate The Way I Dont Hate You, Because I Still Love You So,,
I Hate The Way You'll Never See,, And The Way You'll Never Know.....