How I long for a touch…
Your frame formed in absolute perfection.
My mind encapsulated by your connection to me.
Our eyes meet…
Two persons alone in utter seclusion
How I long for your touch…
Something pulls at me.
My self-control scampers dragging with it my morality.
Its you and I in this moment of pleasure.
Your body awaits…
For a moment I’m blinded
Nothing in perspective, nothing rationalised.
Like an animal my instincts carry me.

Our moment of passion was but a moment
And week by week I find myself looking for more.
Looking for pleasure and fulfilment…
In superficial attraction.

Lust…
A counterfeit of love, forever hungry
A false flame ignited by sensuality.

It consumes the mind.
Polluting all that is reasonable and true
Lying to ones judgement on what is morale.
That girl…
What is on your mind??
(Whoever lives by the sinful nature has their mind set on what that nature desires Romans 8:5).

Why do you need pleasure??
That girl…That moment…
The ‘feelings’ never last
Beauty can diminish into nothingness.

Realise that with every counterfeit there must be truth.
The falsehood of lust falls in comparison.
A love that does not consist of moments,
But steps,
As the steps that I have embarked on with the one who is love consists of them.
It is a love that is in the form of a walk with the truth …with God.
Leaving behind the blinding mists of the world.
Am always moving forward by grace, Each breathe exists as a moment

His love beckons me…
And it beckons you also…

when will your hand deliver me,
like a lone wolf i howl in the night
yet it seems like nobody listens
where is your presence??
twas something that my soul grew fond of.
but its whereabouts are somewhat hidden.
A door with no key, the stars with no moon, (I look up to them)
it doesnt equate...
I love you,
simply because of who you are,

WIsdom your nature be,
Alpha your eyes did see,
Your presence is my plea.

Ive lived here for 7 years,
yet this year seems to mark my entry into this town,
the world oblivious to your existance
as you plough through life without a care.
Silence succumbs my senses as nobody is around.
I wait for your arrival.

Out of silence you created this world.

...my silent room has taken a fancy to me.

I love you because you love my heart.
though sometimes it skips a beat when humility is taken in.
As pride ever seeks to see my collapse.
To see me short of breathe.

Without you im not even whole
im not half...
quarter?? oh no!
im dust, entrapped in this body subject to entropy.

Free me.

On this earth I'm not even part of anything...
y??

you've allowed a chasm to form between every1 around me...
y??

nothing ever feels light and momentary
Loneliness grabs me by the neck,
this year it never seems to let me go...

Morality and in turn obedience seems friverlous
but i shall comply.
You hold my life in your hands.

post me a message about a memory we have had, if u can even think of 1 lol, this goes to certain people, uno who u are... make sure its funny, T.