Well, my two weeks of freedom are coming to an end, so it's no more music at top volume, no more bathroom to myself, no more letting the phone ring 'cos I can't be arsed to answer it, lol. Still heard nothing in response to the e-mail, which I find a bit annoying as it was really difficult for me to write, it took a lot of effort for me to send that, so some sort of acknowledgement would be nice. Guess they've probably forgotten all about it now. In case the person in question reads this (I'm assuming they know who they are) I have every intention of carrying out what I said I would, and a patronising comment whispered to me after the party isn't going to change that. I may be shooting myself in the foot by not going, but I've played a part in getting myself into this situation, so I've got to get myself out of it now. Don't know how much difference that'll make to the person in question but there it is!

In a bit of a quandry at the moment. I'm going to be in the house by myself for two weeks starting monday and I'm not looking forward to it, I hate being on my own. Also, I recently told someone some things I've needed to for a long time and I still don't know how they've been recieved. I know they probably haven't replied as they're busy at the moment, which I know they are, and also the contents of the message might have suggested I didn't want them to, but I just need some answers before I can move on, I need to know the truth. Ho hum, such is life! We can't always get what we want.