NOBODY understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we used to talk & i miss all
the things we used to do. i try not to admit
to myself that i still feel this way. nobody
knows that i still wake up thinking of you
each day. i still think of you & i really do
miss you. i would give up everything i have
to be everything we're not.


sleep with all the lights on
your not so happy, youre
not secrue. your dying to
look cute in your blue jeans
but youre plastic just like
everyone.
your just like everyone.



its not that easy being without you
im learning how to pick myself up again.
but i cant be too mad at you.
you made me realize that
im capable of loving someone
& my love is just waiting to be released
on someone who can handle it.


its like going too high on the playground swings and taking polaroids to show where it all began. laying down, out of breath, pink cheeks. its love & i dont want anything else. it just feels right once in my life.




more than anything
im scared of letting down
this front i have &
laying my soul bare to the world.
but when i think about
you standing by my side,
i wonder if it wont be so hard after all,
& i know it would be worth it.





i wanted to write one perfect song
to make you cry in your sleep,
kind of like a soundtrack to your dreams
to let you know i'm watching
and making sure it turns out alright.
i guess i wanted to make you feel
something. i wanted to make you feel everything.

so much anger inside of me, when these fists are gerenades & the pin has been played. im taking you with me, so much pain built up inside of me, so ill set it on self destruct. & im taking your pathetic heart with me.


I'm just worried that
one day when we're talking
it'll just slip out
that I'm in love with you



on my knees, i'll ask a
last chance for one last dance
cause with you, i'd withstand
all of hell to hold your hand



sometimes a person has to let go
because their fingers are too tired
of holding on. they'll always love
you though. no matter what.

I was never one to patiently pick up
broken fragments and glue them
together again and tell myself that
the mended whole was good as new.
what is broken is broken - and I'd
rather remember it as it was at its
best than mend it and see the broken
places as long as I live.


second chances are about
holding on to that other
persons hand no matter how
hard they beg to let go

I want someone to care so much
even though I say I don't.
I push people away who start to
love me because I know that if
they stopped loving me, it would
kill me.


Do you realize what you are to me?
What you're always going to be?
You are the love of my life.. everyone
else will always be second best.
There will never be another you.


HIM: i can't wait to go to sleep.
HER: tired?
HIM: nope.
HER: oh..okay..
HIM: i just love my dreams
HER: oh. what are they about?
HIM: you.


He smiled, she smiled, they knew right away,
this was the day they'd waited for their whole lives,
for a moment the whole world revolved around one boy & one girl.



It's nights like this I feel alive,
When every sentence we make
Is a promise.
Holding our arm up to this sky,
Like every breath we're taking is perfect.


It took me by complete surprise
when my heart got lost
in those deep BROWN eyes.
He's not at all
what I was looking for.
He's so much more.



People dont die from suicide,
They die from sadness...




theres a voice in my head telling me why i should hate you
but i hate myself instead
theres a pair of dead eyes in the mirror looking back at me
i guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly



i can tell by your tears, youre going to remember it all.
& i dont want to be alone.



nobody understand how much i miss you
i miss how much we used to talk & i miss all
the things we used to do. i try not to admit
to myself that i still feel this

To Love is to risk not being loved in return.
To Hope is to risk dissapointment.
But risks must be taken because the greatest risk in life is to risk NOTHING.
The person who risks nothing,does nothing,sees nothing,has nothing and IS nothing.
You cannot Feel,Change.Grow,Love n Live without taking Risks....