he was my best friend, he was magic-obsessed, he was loved by so many, he was ony 18... we all missed it, guess we were'nt watching close enough.
brendan always said he would make himself disappear one day, we never thought like this. he always said before a trick "are you watching closely?". i remember the trick he did when he made my favourite ring disappear before my eyes... he placed the ring in his hand lent in towards us and said "are you watching closely?" then opened his hand it was gone, he said "its amazing that you let go of something you love for a few seconds how quickly it can disappear" i got upset coz he wouldn't give it back, then he said "... but if you take the time and search over yourself you realise you had it with you all along, then you let go" he pointed to my coat pocket and sure enough there it was. i smiled.

brendan killed himself 3 weeks ago now, and coz of that one trick i dont find myself upset everyday, he never left us after all...
he is my best friend, he is magic-obsessed, we all love him, he is 18


in loving memory of Brendan kallem (1990-200

Once upon a time there lived a girl, and a boy. The girl was a beautiful princess, she was treated with respect, she had the appearance of an angel when she walked, and when she spoke to you the whole world around you stared. The boy was… well a boy, nothing special, a commoner. The boy had quite a fastening need for the girl to love him back. No one in town ever spoke to one as common as the boy, but the princess did, she saw right through to his charm.
One day the boy was wandering through the markets and stumbled upon the girls mother. Obliged to be nice to the boy the mother replied as the boy had said hello, and the boy began to tell her of his day. Unfortunately word had spread across the market that there was a thief. Instantly and without fair judgment the boy was blamed, and was taken away by guards during the convocation. The mother then jumped to a conclusion in order to protect her princess, that the girl was to never socialize with the boy again. This upset the girl as much as it did the boy, the girl was beginning to fall for the boy.
*5 months later*
Months passed, that felt like years, still the boy mourns the loss of his dearest love… till this day. A message arrived for him saying :I am still here. Alas the romance was a secret, the boy and girl exchanged messages for days at a time. The boy and girl were in love, but no one could know. This did not please the boy, as he was tired of being invisible, he thought the parents must know. With self-reproach the girl agreed, and decided to right her father a letter, stating her feelings for the boy. When the father read the letter he told the princess that he was not upset, that he had only heard word that the boy was trouble and could not judge by that, and with that that father was to tell the mother of the girls feelings.
The next day the mother was informed of the girls letter and was deeply disappointed, but nothing she ever said or did could ever stop the girl from loving that common street rat…..


A story I know too well this is, its not yet finished, but I can tell you for sure that the princess and the commoner will live happily ever after

The end. By Todd Haywood (a townie commoner)


In dedication of someone very special...

who believes in freedom? stupid question, isn't it what we all want? who wants the right of free speech? to say your say. who wants to stand stronger than guy fawkes himself and take on their parliment? no one does, why? you wont get anywhere unless we fight.
i dont believe in a world were we are led by lies of our leaders, were we are manipulated into hating others. manipulated, by words of political ass holes and mainstreem media. what have we come to? when we will listen to the words of the guy with eyebrows bushy enough to take your eyes of his bald head, and the other politicians who tell us what to do. well i give you the chance now to listen to yourself. what do you want? freedom? to say what you want and not be accused of terrorism or trialed for treason.
well i made my choise a long time ago, freedom is our future fight the system that is bringing us down, stand tall, and stand for your rights of speech and freedom to do as you please.

who wants out of war? i think we all do, who starts the fights? our governments, why? coz it is all they can do, they no not the word we call piece. the fight for peace is the most noble war worth fighting for, will you join the march of many others? then fight, dont let days like november the 5th pass uncelebrated. rejoice! Give praise to all men and women who dare to fight there democrocy, for whether they fail or are successful they will always inspire a new generation, this love for a new freedom is inevitable. together we are strong...

LIVE LONG, LIVE ON, for freedom and anti-flag