here's tO all those girls whO used to be his number one
the ones whO waited all night fOr him to call, only tO cheCk the caller ID the next mOrning && be disappOinted.

the ones who made it thrOugh that bitter break up, dried
yOur own tears && mOved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it mOnths later like nothing EVER happened!

thOse of you who cried on the first day yOu talked again because yOu knew exactly where this phOne call was gOing.
the ones who listened to him say, ii only want tO be yOur friend, one day && the next, listened tO him say hOw much he lOves and misses you.

here's to the ones that toOk him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hOping that MAYbe people really do change.

we liStened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking abOut giving him anOther chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck arOund to see him fOr a while.

we went thrOugh the great stage with no fights all over again. we started this out thinkin' it wOuld be juSt friends && ended up falling in lOve with him aGaiiN!

we wanted nOthing more in the wOrld than to hear him tell us he lOved us tOO, that even thOugh things were bad in the past, they wOUld be different this time && when we FiNALLY heard it, it was like we were dreamin'. this is fOr us.

we learned to settle fOr someone who didn't treat us the way we sHOULd be treated.

this is fOr those great girls, who lOved him more than words can say&& toOk him back no matter what happened last time beCause they COuldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wOnder "what if".

here's to the girls who COuldN't cry to their friendS cause of hOw stupid they felt. the ones whO held it all in when things came crumbling tO pieces aGAiin!

this is fOr the ones who cOuldn't bear to even tell their mum what was gOing on, for fear of an "I told you so."

the ones that cOuld just TELL that they had made a mistake ever allOwing him into their hearts, their beds && their dreams AGAIN!!

we knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who wOuld REALLY care abOut us. here's for the ones that FINALLY realized that he never gave a crap abOut them.

here's for the time that he brOke your heart again! this is for thOse days spent tRYiN' to hold back the tears && the tears that turned into anger, then disappOintment.

here's for us girls who fiNALLY realized that we deserve better. this is for thOse confusing days, when yOu miss him && want nOthing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. stay strOng && remember that relationships are like brOken glass, sOMetimeS it's better to leave it alone rather than tRY to put the pieces back together and get hurt AGAin. remember the times yOu cried, and hOw long it took yOu to even be able to look at anOther guy like that.

when the day cOmes that he finally realizes what a mistake he made and tries calling, turn yOur phone off! when he tries coming to your hOuse, don't answer the door! think of the broken prOmises && the lies, the manipulatiOn && the tears, the wasted moments && staying up ALL night wOndering where the fuCk he was! think of hOw your heart used to jump when yOur phone wOuld vibrate in the middle of the night && how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him && realized that once aGAIN, he hadn't called when he said he was gOing to!

yOu may think that you'll never care abOut someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. it's gOnna hurt, and it's gOing to need time to heal, but the pOint is, it will heal._______ s 2

1.Whats ur Name??
2.R we close??
3.What do you think of me??
4.Do you hav a crush on me??
5.Would u kiss me??
6.would u fuk me??
7.Describe me in 3 words??
8.If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do??
9.What was ur first impression of me??
10.would you ever go out with me??
11.What reminds u of me??
12.If you could give me anything what would it be??
13.How well do u know me??
14.What do u like best about me??
15.Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt??
16.Could you ever love me??
17.Give me a nickname and explain why??
18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u??
19.Anything 2 say b4 u go??

The alarm sounds as the dew outside glistens The silence of the new morning listens To the thoughts that start the day Maybe today will be okay If i stay positive and share my smile Maybe today will be worthwhile A butterfly may seem delicate and fragile to the eye Dont overlook the fact it has what itr takes to fly Ill always look for the rainbow when im in the rain Ill always be myself, no one can be the same The weight on my shoulders gradually gets lighter I made it through coz im a fighter Even on the blackest days i know ill be fine Coz evetually the clouds will part and the sun will shine When you feel under the weather and dont wnat to try Dont overlook the fact you have what it takes to fly!!! -Life is just a dream on the way to death