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Grandad Sully
Wow, I never thought I'd be writing this.
I can remember coming to visit you like it was yesterday. The way your house was set out, with that brown stool that I always insisted on sitting on. I remember you always walking off into your kitchen and coming back in with a packet of biscuits or a big bar of chocolate for me and Cameron. Gosh, I can remember always going to ASDA to get you one of those roast chickens. You always made me laugh when you chased me with your walking stick and it used to be behind your settee and you got it out saying you would hit me with it haha! You always tried to make me wink with my left eye and I couldn't. You said it was because it was yours haha. I used to love pulling up outside your house with dad and you'd be sat outside with your friends with your little cap on hehe. I seriously cannot believe I'm sitting here having to write this out. It probably sounds all jumbled up and weird because it's just coming straight from my heart I can't sit and think about it for too long it gets me so upset. I am so sorry I didn't visit you in hospital. It was because I was too scared, I really didn't want to see you in pain and I didn't want you to see me upset. The times I did see you I could tell you saw the horror on my face because you looked different, and I don't think you liked it
. I remember dad saying we were going to come and see you when you lived at home and I was like, 'Argh do I have to?'. Now I would do absolutely anything to see you again. I don't believe in heaven or anything like that Grandad but if you are up there I hope your watching over us all, and I hope you've found your wife up there
. At your funeral I listened very carefully and found out a lot of things about you I didn't know before. These things make me think you are such an amazing person because you coped with so much. Christmas isn't gonna be the same anymore because you wont be there to entertain us with your drunken singing and dancing haha. I can picture it right now
. You went home earlier every year because you was drunk
. I remember the last time I saw you, it wasn't very nice at all. I had the chance to not go in and see you, and at first I couldn't. I did go into the room but I couldn't do it
. But a while later I came and saw you on my own, and although you couldn't see it your room was lovely, the coffin was lovely
. You were so cold, I gave you a kiss on the head and i held your hand. A few of my tear drops trickled down my face and fell onto the suit you was wearing, you looked so peaceful. I used to take life and family for granted as I'd never have anyone really close to me pass away, but since you've gone I've really thought about life and how unfair it is. Your funeral was lovely, you had all your family and friends around and we all had a drink for you, your picture was up in a frame and we all sat around it in the pub. I really can't believe you're gone, but I'm glad you're out of your pain now. I can remember your voice and the clothes you wore. I can remember just after you'd passed away my dad went to help clear out your flat. I came home from school and it broke my heart to see your coat and walking stick lying on the settee. It's really not nice losing someone you love. I was told that the night before you passed away you was talking about me, saying how proud you was and asking if I'd had a day off school yet. Knowing you still remembered who I was made me so happy. I still haven't had a day off school and I'm not going to, for you Grandad. I'm still doing well at school too
. I'm going to make you so proud.
I love you so much its unreal.
I'll never forget you.
Rest In Peace Grandad 13.05.086 Comments 248 weeks
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