I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasting it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time

I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Heart full of pain


And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.


FIRST SONG LOL

I wished for you on a falling star
wondering where you are
do I ever cross your mind
in the warm sunshine
She's from the city of angels
like Bette Davis, James Dean and Gable
never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl that's on tv

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far


You're cinematic razor sharp
A welcome arrow through the heart
Under your skin feels like home
Electric shocks on aching bones



Butterflies in her eyes and looks to kill
Time is passing I'm asking could this be real
Cause I can't sleep I can't hold still
The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal

Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home anytime she goes away



Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Give me a chance to hold on
Just give me something to hold onto


It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have
It's so clear now that you are all that I have
I have no fear 'cause you are all that I have



Everyone is changing
There's noone left that's real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all


Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track and you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Notorious they got to know that life ain't always what it seems to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family I'll fulfil dreams

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she's always gone too long anytime she goes away.

SECOND AND FANIL SONG COOL LOL

my heart has made it mind up
and I'm afriad it's you
Whatever you've got lined up
My heart has made it's mind up
And if you can't be signed up
This year next year will do
My heart mind up
And I 'm afriad it's you

Name Aaron
Age 21
Hometown: in england somewhere
Language: British
Gender Male
Birthday 9/3 87
Favourite colour Red
Favourite song bad Michael Jackson
Supporting football team arsenal and Luton:
Favourite arsenal player van persie D
Favourite all time player pele
Favourite female artist Kylie minoque
Favourite male artist Michael Jackson
Favourite ps2 game smackdown vs raw
Favourite skater Rodney Mullen
Favourite trick Casper flip
Hobbies football, poetry, ps2 etc
Favourite food spetti Bolognese
Favourite drink j2o
Favourite TV programme heroes
TV programmes I watch: coronation street football wives lost Desperate house wives heroes hobly city
Favourite film 2 fast and furious and fast furious the good the bad and ugly drum line spider 1 and two
Favourite actor Clint eastwood Bruce wills, George Clooney
Favourite actress keria knightley Angelina jolie, Kirsten dunst,
Favourite thing in my room linkin park poster na
Things that I do in my spare time writing my own poetry!
Family I have one twin brother who looks like me name Kevin
Which school I to: putteridge high junior and infant school
Which college I did go to : barnfield college enterprizeway did bricklayer for a year but did past the test
what since then first was index then Greenfield’s down Luton town next was Nettos 's in Hitchin between that I was a price trust team course now work in Roseby’s but they own call me when need me so now got to find myself another job
Favourite Holiday: st lucia and cruise
Favourite moment of my life : swim with the dolphins one actually name Mitch
I am single
First ever girlfriend in infant school Anmie
First ever girfriend in high school Holly maire baker
Last girlfriend tomi
long relationship 1 month 1 week
Why we broke up: beacause of she want to sought out her life
Religion Christian: D
Star sign pieces the fish
favourite clothes dinemem
Favourite trainer sign I wear: nike
Colour of hair black
Colour of eyes brown
All so wear glasses
Favourite shop: hmv, game etc
favouirte porn stars next door nikki , tiffany teen
last concert i went to linkin park and jay reslousion project 8 at milton keyes
Last thing that brought from the shop: 2 anmie dvds lol
My previous experience jobs that I have done until now the one with: D this shown is the one I like work at and this sign the one I hated
1. Barclays bank
2. Index little wood store:
3. Greenfield’s
4. Nettos: D
5. Arcane ltd
6. Amazon
7. Air cargo unit
8. Roseby’s:
9. Chip shop
10. Cardfactory start 6 october to november 2006
11.Dehemas start 6 november to march 2006
12. CLARKS START 1 MONTH AGO march to april at clarks 2007
13 . ELITE HOTEL AT LUTO HOO START 4 MONTH AGO been over a year and hhalf now
last intereviews for jobs
blockbuster in dunstable
primark thisle hotel
modeling thisle hotel
Argos interiview
next warehouse intereview
bhs Intereview
Argos interiview
Harpenden hotel
Card factory
toysur us
Dehenmas
CLARKS
ELITE HOTel LUTON HOO permat job lol

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