1. You're one of a kind... Thank heavens! Haha. I don't know where i'd be without you, you put me in line and i seriously wonder if im in the right year group sometimes! But I have so much to thank you for, we've got really in such a short space of time and youve helped me through so much... More bad times then good but hey, as long as we've got each other then nothing matters around us! You're going to go far, i know it, just keep your head screwed on properly! Lots of love!

2. Well, what can i say about you... You make me smile every time i see you! That grin of yours can't not put a smile on someone's face... I do worry about you, but i think you know what youre doing... Most of the time. Just dont do anything stupid bud, youre awesome and youre a great person to talk to... Just watch out for them sunflowers boy, theyre coming for you! Haha!

3. This blog cannot do you justice. Youve been an amazing friend for what, 5 years now?! Something crazy like that anyways... Ever since IT, poor Mr laney!! I have so much to thank you for, for all those good times, drunken times, sad times.... We've been through them all girly and, even though you won't see this, I have so much love and respect for you, more then you realise. If anyone hurts you, I hurt them cos you deserve the absolute best in everything you do!!

4. It's fair to say that, when we're together, we are a force to be reckoned with! We argue but then 10 minutes later apologise... Its awesome. It makes us who we are and i want to say that youre an unbelievably good friend to me, even though you think otherwise sometimes... You under-estimate yourself all the time but shouldn't, youre amazing and the best memories i have are of you and me... Sounds a bit gay but meh, i miss them! But just one thing... Be yourself.

5. This one deserves a re-write... Feel honoured man!! Spent more time with you since i posted this and youre even more sound now then what i thought before. Youre such a laugh and spending time with you is always good fun, sober or drunk or whatever!! Haha. Thanks for all the fun times we've had in each other's company, though youre usually taking the piss out of me... That or throwing basketballs at me! Lol. Youre a great mate though and i wish you the absolute best, you deserve it. Always here if you need me bud.

6. You missy, are cute, yes you are!! Hehe. I love spending time with you, youre such a good friend! I feel as though i've kind of taken you under my wing cos i like to look after you but I kind of see a bit of myself in you, which is probably why we get along as we do! I miss you so much though, damned work taking you away from me and my lunch hour needs! Haha! I love our lil chats we have, we can never lose them! Love you and your brightly coloured ways!

7. You won't read this, you're too lazy! Haha. But you're an awesome guy and i love spending time with you, even if it is just to see your adorable puppy! Hehe. Youre hugs are pretty good too, so thats a bonus i suppose! But this year wouldnt have been the same without you so thanks bud. I just hope you'll get on the right path at some point, i fear you're trailing off...

8. Ahahaha, I love you. Eating ice cream at your house couln't have been more entertaining! Thankyou for the chats and advice.... We're strangely alike and it's quite worrying sometimes, haha, but you're another person i love to spend time with cos you just don't care about the world around you!! Youre awesome, never ever change!! Oh and we need to have a shots night sometime in the not too distant future!! xxxx

So this is what you do, you choose 8 people to write your true feelings about. Don't name them, just write how you truly feel about them. See if they can guess who they are.

1. Its only fitting that I start with you, one of the most amazing friends i have in my life. So we dont talk as much anymore since you went away, but I want to thankyou for all those times you were there for me when i had alot of shit going on, and you still are there for me, and i truly do respect you... And i still worry about you. All i want for you is to be happy and another thing... You have THE most amazing singing voice and youre so beautiful, I wish i had your confidence. I will always love you (i can guarentee you'll think you arent on here...)

2. Isnt it amazing how close we've become these past two years? Im going to miss you so much when I go to uni, youve been there for me through so many times and even when you were low you'd still give me a hug and listen to me when i was sad. My feelings have gone from crush to complete love and respect for you and im so glad that happened, I dont know what I'd do without you now... Though I do occasionally think "what if...?" Never change.... Correction... Dont ruin your liver!!

3. I will keep it short and sweet with you, cos you know how i feel and I'll cry if i write soppy stuff as i miss you so fucking much! But i love you, always will and thankyou so so much for being there, you mean the absolute world to me and i dont know if i'd still be here without you... You're my rock!!

4. You are amazing, how can you be so nice about everyone/everything all the time?! Its cos you have a heart of gold and you wouldnt harm a fly thats why and I love you for it. Always there for me and a true friend in my eyes, someone who i can never lose contact with.... Thankyou for being my friend, for looking after me and helping through the really shit times... I dont think you know how much you mean to me!

5. You bring out my bitchy side, and i love it because otherwise I'd have killed myself by now due to over-niceness! Thankyou sooooo much for everything, the bad times as well as the good beacuse i think theyve made us who we are today (lol sounds like we're married) but i've gained so much respect for you and i know that you'll go far.... You are brilliant and you shouldnt ever change, even if people say you should... They should feel the wrath of your slaps!

6. You're beautiful, cute, smiley and adorable and I love you.. I want to look after you, wrap you up in cotton wool and protect you from the world but I can't, you have to make your own mistakes but that's what im scared of... I really dont want you to make those mistakes!! Just keep a level head about things and you'll be fine. Im always here for you and you know that, like you are for me! Our talks are so special and ones I'll treasure forever, thankyou so much for everything.

7. It's so difficult to write about you. Some days you will take the piss out of me, others you're really nice, and the others... Well... You're probably annoying me til i do something stupid! But putting the annoyance to one side, you're definitely one of my closest friends. Others may not agree but I see you differently to other people cos youve been there for me when ive been feeling really low and i want to thankyou for that, you're an amazing listener and a good actor and i hope you go far in the future.

8. And last but my no means least.... The one i kept purposefully til last, one of the most amazingly caring friends i have. We've pretty much gone through everything together and words can't describe how much you mean to me... like number 3. You're holding things back from me and I can deal with that, it's just weird being openly aware of that.... Even if i think you arent, you're always there for me and I am too. We're too similar for our own good and get moody at the littlest things but they don't matter, we know that too! I worry about you too... But thats a

Can you answer 51 questions about the 1st person on your top friends list?

Don’t change your top friend.

1) What’s their name?
Arno Marc Jacobs

2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend??
Yarp!

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
Yes, though when im being a violent drunk that begs to differ, lol!

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
He was meant to but never did =[

6) Is this person older than you?
Yup by three months

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
I have on the cheek but no otherwise!

9) Are you related to this person?
Naaaaah

10) Are you really close to him/her?
ridiculously so

11) Nickname?
arnie, arnops, aaarno (mr teacher dude stylee lol ive forgotten his name)

13) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
not as much as i used to =[

14) Do you think they will repost this?
errr doubt it

15) Could you live with this person?
Hell yes!

16) Why is this person your number 1?
Cos he's my best friend... Totally awesome

1 How long have you known this person?
since year 5 but he doesnt remember! But got to know each other properly in yr 12

19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Minehead lacks one!

20) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person?
At other peoples houses lol!

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
He already has and i already do... I cried for a week!!

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
yes on both counts

24) Do you know everything about this person?
Err i think so... he says i do so i presume so!

25) Would you date this person’s siblings?
Neal or sophie? LOL!

26) Have you ever made something with this person?
YES! A sand castle car on the beach in woolacombe!

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?
Naaaah

31) Is your #1 on drugs?
Yeah hes a smack head quite clearly!

33) Have you ever worn this person’s clothes?
Yepsies, i stole his jackets

34) Have you and your #1 person made up a hand shake?
no, we arent 10

35) If it was “freaky friday” would you switch bodies with this person?
i dont want to be ginger!! lol yeah why not.

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?
Yes... Interesting is all i can say

3 Do you and this person have a saying?
Errr what?

39) Do you know this persons myspace password?
*gasps* something i dont know about him! lol he doesnt have myspace

41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 months?
hell no

44.) Have you and this person gone clubbing?
WELLY! lol

45) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
hugs, smiles, vodka, money, food - in that order!

46) Do you and this person talk alot?
Deja vu...

47) Do you like this person?
A hell of alot

4 Has this person yelled at you?
Probably when i was drunk, though i cant blame him if he did!!

49) Have you and this person got in to a fist fight?
no.... *looks away* ok i was drunk!

50) Do you want to go out with this person?
I'll go out and socialise with him?!

51) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
Of course, he means too much to me!!