SOUL OF NOTHINGNESS

A dark room covered me with its hands
Cold yet my soul is burning
Windows of my vision has now turned red
Lonely - I’m alone here suffocating

There is nothing left in this world
To company me
To feel my touch
As if I could touch and feel.

All colors have turned black
A broken film of my brain that –
Never stops
Never rest and never remember.

I question myself with a million questions
And unknown is the answer
Now I feel as if I’m tied to this machines
That makes me scream
And pinches my emotion
Yet drain my life as if I’m dead
If only – if ONLY you have struggled like I have
Seem the world collapsed as I did
Heard the unspoken pitch of the Lucifer
With the loath of your God – Oh, the unholy one!
I have been damned for I have not sinned
For decades you deceived me like I’m your unwanted kin
I dance with dying will in your reign of fire
To achieve nothing but YOUR dream -
Your dream… my living hell.

Now I’ve broken apart like a doll,
You pat me with your same old lie:
NO ONE IS ALONE

Bitching...

yea, i really dont give a shit
about anything u say
so shut the fuck up
im walking away
now ur just standing there
with a dumbass look on ur face
like u cant believe i just did that
you would, if u listened in the first place
alls u do is bitch
guess i got myself into this
but im getting the hell out
before its ur face n my fist
itll only piss me off
if u call out my name
im not turning around
its ur bitching to blame
dont start the crying shit
or beg me to stay
ur on my last damn nerve
n u run ur fuckin mouth everyday
u want me to forgive u
fucker, my heart dont stretch
i gave u ur chance
that chance for me to forget
dont wanna hear ur name
whos shit out of luck?!
go find someone else
im through u dumb fuck