it's quite clear
that she did not ask to be born
even the way she does not comb her hair (or, sometimes,
the way she does)
seems to relay the message:
what kind of mother would do this?

she has, as you might guess, turned her body into a map of ugliness
and yet the muscles still dance under the occasional scabs of her skin
so that her beauty is always just outrunning
whatever it is that makes her pick the pimples until they crack
like bitten bonbons

at random moments her eyes fill with grains and dust in silhouette
like a movie screen illuminating an old, ill-kept and dirty print
of something half-forgotten, something left over from a studio no longer in existence
which we might, one evening, all flock to at the local rep house:
just discovered! the weird flick that inspired a whole generation!

but she is the only one acting
and we too are forced to follow her inward look at that 50s B-grade trashed hallucination
where women sprout stingers and mutate
from gorgeous stacked blondes into bad special effects which are somehow, touchingly,
as realistic as the past itself is for her
who did not ever live in it
although she grew inside its body
uncontrollably filmed and degraded
believing only in science fiction
and not the world that dreams it

01:Name - Simone Jade Foote
002.Nickname - look down shitbox
003.Single or taken - single
004.Zodiac Sign - scorpion
005.Male or Female - i have a cunt therefore...
006.High School - portlethen academy
007.Well liked? - as far as i know
008.How many buddies on your list - 200ish mostly bebo whores in all honesty im one of those awful cyber paedos you have heard so much about
009.Bad habits - bite my nails & have no filter on what i blurt out
010.Hair Color - brown woo how essentric i am
011.Cooslick - no
012.Hair Long or Short - dykish however long when a good extra foot of dreads are added
013.Spotty - i have an oddly clear complexion for a teen
014.Eye Color - turquoise
015.Are you health freak - im a hedonist we "live fast and die young" and are generally obese chainsmokers
016.Height - 5 foot 5ish
017.Do you have a crush on someone - feck off
019.Glasses? - occasionally im closet short sighted
018.Do you like yourself - low self esteem question answered
020.Think your awesome? - this is jst the previous q phrased differently
021.Piercings - used to have roughly 12ish how nonconformist of me
022.Tattoo - one can dream
023.Righty or Lefty - righty

___Your 'Firsts'__(age)_
024.Surgery - nothing as far as i know
025.First piercing - hardcore lobes
026.First best friend - girl called deborah i think
027.First Award - football everybody loves the fat kid in goals
028.First Sport You Joined - football
029.First pet - snap crackle and pop the goldfish
030.First vacation - (culturally offensive joke) canada eh
031.First Concert - hear say ,justify abortion
032.First love - wasnt reciprical as he ran away alot boy called reece primary one *le sigh

___Favorites___
033.Movie - it would be Fight club
034. tv show - drawn together
035.Color - black or to avoid unessary cliches lets go flurencent pink let the ambiguoity begin
036.Music - trance hardcore punk j-rock grunge gothic industrial etc
037.Weather - heatwave please
038.Food - tough call
039.Drink - irn bru + it lowers your sperm count that a plus
040.Body part - shoulders and when the grease paint is on my eyes
041.Sport To Play - anything in which i get to hit people
042.Favorite piece of clothing - simone4doc martins<3
043.Clothes shop? - retro rebels
044.boy band? -boybands are bile worthy
045.girl band? - bikini kill(obscure riot girl band)
046.Favorite Animal(s) - cats there the bastards of the animal kingdom
047.Favorite Books - Lolita by Vladmir Nabakov
048.Favorite Magazines -bizarre

__Currently_(recently)
049.I'm watchin tv -scrubs
050.I'm drinking - apple sourz at school surprisingly
051.Last phone call - Tom this morning
052.I'm about to - take a shower as i need to scrub offense permament marker grafitti off my back
053.Listening to - blink 182 adams song so teeny bopper angst
054.Wishing - i had ciggarettes
055.Waiting For - myself to figure out what i want
056.Watching - this screen
057.Wearing - mohair top CBGB vest customised tarten skirt and a freshly stolen pair of socks

___Your Future___
058.Want Kids? - pray im infertile
059.Want to Get Married? - Oscar wilde once said that romance was about uncertainity therefore marriage isnt a romantic concept long partnership is more appealing to me (marriage=abomination)
060.Careers in Mind - anything creative

__What would you do with opposite sex__
061.normal or threesome? age of aquirious hippy love ins john lennon and all that jazz im up for whatever free love dude *peace sign
062.Church or the graveyard? i burn in churches and the necros will get me in the graveyard so neither
063.2b wed or jus' wed? *shrugs
064.Twins or someone famous? twins
065.Beach or Tent? tent. sand+orafices= :s
066.Bus or Train? train its classier
067.Old class mate or EX? all my ex's hate me with seething passion so old class mate

__Which is better with the Opposite sex__
068.Lips or Eyes - Eyes
069.Hugs or Kisses - both
070.Shorter or Taller - ta

As of late ive noticed that with increasing ferocity im aquiring these nicknames most of them seem to be just a bastardisation of my name or due to mispronounciation these include
.Simoneyay and if anyone knows where this one came from please tell me
.Simon
.Footsy
.Foot
.Semin
.Timone
.George
.Seamen
etc etc
im sure theres more if ive missed any out feel free to inform because i think theres more