We are having a baby! Well, everyone pretty much already knows this but hey, I'm excited! My first little girl!
I'm at week 23 now, which is over halfway there. Baby's daddy felt baby kick yesterday, and he seemed pretty damn proud! He's felt her hiccup too! He thought it was my heart beat, but I let him know otherwise lol

She always starts her wake-up exercises while I'm eating breakfast, and I know it's silly (mummy's are silly) but I always say 'good morning' to her. I know as of last week she could hear me, even if it is from underwater lol
Whenever I sit still, she goes crazy(like right now, kick, kick) It's the most amazing feeling. The best way I can describe it is to take your finger and gently flick the palm of your hand. That's what it feels like to me!

I'm so happy, exhilerated, proud, and completely suprised by how miraculous it all is! The people who know me the best know that my greatest wish has always been to be a mum. Now my fream has been fulfilled, thanks to my beautiful partner!!!

Alarna turned up on friday and said she had a few conditions to Ben keeping his partial custody of Baile. They were;
1. No fast food at all on the weekend.
2. Ben had to have and keep his licence.

FIRSTLY, she cannot put those kinds of conditions on Ben! A) it is unfair, and B) there's no way in HELL he could keep his licence long enough to keep that condition (lol).

The house where my cats are living(but not for long) has been destroyed by the weather. Aussie rang me the night it happened to tell me about it. I said I hoped everyone was alright and that I'd drop by to see how bad it was the next day.
I dropped by, and yes, it looked bad, so I called our real estate agent (Lee, the one that effed around with Hel's marayong place) and asked him to see what he could do. 15 mins later I get a call from Angela the owner who can't get through the AUssie, and so asks me to make a list of the damage and pass it to the real estate for insurance. No problems, I'll tell Aussie on my way back through to get home. So Aussie says he'll get the list in by that afternoon.
Cool, I think, all dealt with, It's not my problem anyway, not my house.
WRONG.
Lee then spends alll day calling me because AGAIN, Aussie can't be contacted, and wants photos of the damage taken. I say sure, I'll tell aussie, he'll get back to you about it. I send Aussie a message saying "hey, learn to answer your phone I'm not your answering service" and he calls. I tell him what the real estate wants and he accuses me of being their yes-man, and that if they want anything done they'll have to wait until he can be bothered to answer his phone! THIS IS MY NAME HE'S DRAGGING THOUGH THE MUD TOO! Apparently my name is still on this non-existant lease.

AUSSIE, I am NOT your girlfriend anymore. I do NOT have to supply you with cash when you are out of it. I do NOT have to fix your real estate problems for you anymore because you can't be fucked to, or just don't know how to because i've been covering your arse for so long. I am NOT your secretary, there to fill out forms for you because you just can't be screwed putting in the effort to do it yourself, and if I do win this money, I DO NOT HAVE TO GIVE YOU HALF BECAUSE YOU'VE BEEN GIVING ME MY MAIL!!! I AM NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND ANYMORE! I WAITED FOR A YEAR TO GIVE YOU BACK THAT PRIVELEDGE. YOU WASTEDIT, AND SO YOU LOSE OUT. DEAL WITH IT. GET SOMEONE ELSE TO BABY YOU!!! LEACH!!!

Well, since Chris went to hospital a lot has changed. I have managed to get right over him. We will always have soft spots for eachother, but that's to be expected.

Ben and I have gotten over the bullshit, and are now getting married, on the 17th May 2009. We're planning a church wedding, with Michelle as our Maid of honour, Belinda(maybe) and Ben's sister Crystal and Jacqui as Bridesmaids, and Bailee and Caitlin as Flower girls, and Paul as our page boy. And Gav as our best man, Groomsmen still to be decided.

Ben and I are planning to start our family in January, possibly, but we"ll see how we go. I have a job offer in June to work as a sales manager with Allied Express, so being 6 months pregnant might throw that out.
I am working at the ettamogah pub on windsor road starting this thursday, I can't wait!

I live with my mum, now, and am going to be moving out with michelle ina few weeks.