Ghetto Gash
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- Me, Myself, and I
- SHE WANTS 2 GO HOME, BUT NOBODY'S HOME - THAT'S WHERE SHE LIES - BROKEN INSIDE...
Don't just turn and walk away, I can learn from my mistakes, Don't keep pushing everyone away!!!
Will you catch me before I fall or will you leave me on the ground? Why do you keep running away?!
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Yu Can Take Da Gurl Out Of Slough But Yu Cnt Take Slough Out Of Da Gurl! SL2 BRAPP!
This Is How You Remind Me Of What I Really Am..
It's Not Like You To Say Sorry, I Was Waiting On A Different Story..
This Time I'm Mistaken For Handing You A Heart Worth Breaking...
I've Been Wrong.. I've Been Down To The Bottom Of Every Bottle...
These 5 Words In My Head Scream 'Are You Having Fun Yet?'
I've Been Far Away For Far T
- xx Sophie J xx
- I Luv Dis Gurl 2 Bitz! She Has Been There 4 Me 4 As Long As I Can Rememba An We've Got Sum Jkz Memories 2Geva.. Yer We Aint Been M8s 4 Life Or Nuffin But She Is Like A Sista 2 Me An I No We Will B M8s 4eva An Alwayz
Yer We May Hav Had Da Random Bitch Fit But I No She Will Alwayz B Der 4 Me An Nuffin Will EVA Break Our Friendship - I'll Alwayz Hav Her Bck An I Hope She No's That!! I Dunno Wot I'd Do Wivout Her... Luv Yuu Hun xxx - xx Charmaine B xx
- This Gurl, OH MY GOD She Is 1 In A Million!! She Is ALWAYZ Der 4 Me Weneva I Need Her An I Dunno Wot I'd Do Wivout Her.. Yer She's Got Her Own Probz 2 Deal Wiv But No Matta How Stressed Out She Is She Will Drop Evrythin 2 Help A M8 In Need.. An I Will ALWAYZ B Der 4 Her No Matta Wot.. She's Helped Me Thru Sum Hard Tymz An She Is Defo Like A Sista 2 Me.. I Luv Her 2 Piecez!!! Luv Yuu Babi Gurl xxx
- xx Beverley J xx
- I've Known This Chik 4 AGEZ Now An I Plan On Noin Her 4 Da Rest Of Ma Life, She Is ALSO Like A Sista 2 Me
Lol.. We've Got Sum Gud Memories 2geva, An We've Also Been Der 4Eachuva Thru Hard Tymz.. I'll Alwayz B Der 4 Her No Matta Wot Jst Like I No She Wud 4 Me, An Altho We Dnt Realli Tlk Bout Anythin Really Deep An We Like 2 Hav Fun 24/7, I No She Is Alwayz Ready 2 Listen An I Will Alwayz Hav A Shoulder 4 Her 2 Cry On
Luv Yuu Bbz xxx - xx Sophie L xx
- Oh My Daiz!!! This Chik Sets Me Bare Jkz!! I Aint Known Her 4 As Long As Sum Of Ma Uva M8s But She Is Still ALSO Like A Sis 2 Me
We Had Sum Fuckin Sik Memoriez An She Can Alwayz Make ANY1 Laugh, It Dnt Matta Wot Kinda Mood Their In
Lol.. She'll Make Any1 Smile
I'll Alwayz B There 4 Her An I Realli Hope She No's That.. She Dnt Hav 2 Worry Bout A Fing Cus She'll Neva B Alone An I'll B Here 2 Help Her Thru - An Thats A PROMISE!! Luv Yuu Hunni xx - Family
- OK So Me An Ma Fam Aint Alwayz Seen Eye-2-Eye.. An Most Of Us Still Dnt - But I've FINALLY Managed 2 Find A Relationship Wiv Ma Siblings - Yer I No They've Alwayz Been There But Durin The Last Year Or So, We've Started 2 Actually COMMUNICATE!! lol.. Also I Made Contact Wiv Ma Dad After 12 Yearz Of Nuffin, An Altho We All Of SOO Many Memories Of Da Past.. I'm Hopin They R The Past An We Can All Move On 2 Da Future.. I Hav Da Onli Fam In Ma Life That Realli Mattas An I Hope It Stays That Way!!! Luv Yu Mum, Meelie, Sean, Christian, Dad, Cheryl, Tamara, Zoe, Emz An Joseph.. xxxx
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- RIP Boyzie xxx
RIP Tyson xxx
RIP Christian xxx
RIP Katie xxx
RIP Zani
RIP Anthony
RIP Claire xxx
RIP Teeny xxx
RIP Paige xxx - xx Gone But Never Forgotten xx
- These Wounds Won't Seem 2 Heal.. This Pain Is Just 2 Real.. There's Just 2 Much That Time Can Not Erase...
When You Cried I Wiped Away All Of Your Tears..
When You Screamed I'd Fight Away All Of Your Fears..
And I Held Your Hand Through All Of These Years...
But You Still Have All Of Me...
Some people come and go, and relationships don't last forever - but some last a lifetime..
Everyone that comes into your life brings something that no1 else could, something irreplaceable.
Relationships never really end - they're just frozen until you meet again..
And the people that really matter are the ones that help you over every hurdle and obstacle - they're the ones who have helped you 2 see the light at the end of the tunnel..
Thanks all of u who have been there 4 me
I no we'll see eachuva agen and we'll always be there 2 help eachuva out no matta wot..
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Freedom of the Night
The darkened room lay silent
while ripples of moonlight
Caught the glistening tears
I was crying in the night ~
I didn't make a sound
as I lay there in his bed
While thoughts of all the heartbreak
were running through my head.
I waited in the silence
till I knew he was asleep
At the sound of his deep breathing
then quietly I'd creep
Tiptoeing to the bathroom
I then closed the door
And turning on the shower
I slipped crying to the floor.
Though trying to wash away the filth
and pain of his touch
The memory of his "making love"
haunted me too much ~
The bruises on my body
were inflicted by the hand
He used sex as a weapon
to "make me understand".
After I had scrubbed myself
until my skin was red
Too frightened by my memories
I could not return to bed ~
So escaping down the stairs
and into the moonlight
I sat in my own solitude
in the freedom of the night.
I wondered how it felt to be safe
and not to live in fear
Of his anger and his temper
as the months rolled into years.
To a life with no more abuse,
no more anger, no more fights
I'll no longer have the bruises
like those I have tonight.
But still the painful memory
of the spiteful things he said
His anger and abuse
when he was forcing me to bed ~
The scars so much deeper
than the bruises I now bear
And the pain so much greater
than when "falling" down the stairs.
I tried to figure out a way
to rise above the pain
While I hoped that he might change
I slowly went back to bed again.2 Comments 665 days
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Bruised
I stood in front of the mirror
dabbing make-up on my face
I cover up the bruises
and fix my hair in place ~
I stare at my reflection
with my tear-filled eyes
And I pull myself together
while silently I cry…
I walk into the kitchen
and clean up all the mess
Broken dishes scattered and crushed
like pieces of happiness ~
I quietly clean away the destruction
though I wince in pain,
I mustn't show how much he hurt me
As it will set him off again ~
I dread the time to go to bed
as the clock ticks away
I know exactly what will come next
and I know I must obey…
And while he lays there sleeping
I get up from his bed
I shower to wash away the filth
and try to clear my head.
The only time to be myself
Is in the middle of the night…
I can stop to think and cry my tears
in the shadow of the moonlight ~
I wonder what had happened
to change the guy I loved?
So full of love and promises
he was all that I dreamed of…
So as I wipe away my tears
and pull myself together
I know that it will never change
it'll be this way forever ~
And as I climb back into bed
beside the man who now brings me pain
I turn the light out in my soul
knowing he will always do it again.0 Comments 665 days
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Hey.
Check dis page out an bcum a fan if u luv me or my gurls
Thanks
http://bebo.com/ghettogashgurls4eva
Luv ya
Mel
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| Name : |   Melissa | |
| Nick Name : |   Mel | |
| Birthdate : |   06/08/91 | |
| Birthplace: |   Derby, UK | |
| Current Location: |   Moreno Valley, US - ugh :( | |
| Eye Color: |   turquoise | |
| Hair Color: |   brown at the mo :D | |
| Height: |   5'10 | |
| Weight: |   dunno :P | |
| Piercings: |   tounge an ears | |
| Tatoos: |   none yet!! | |
| Boyfriend/Girlfriend: |   will ledger an i miss him BARE!! x | |
| Vehicle: |   huevea wants 2 drive me :D | |
| Overused Phrase: |   lol & haha | |
| FAVORITES | ||
| Food: |   uhm... tomato soup :P | |
| Pub/Disc/Restaurant: |   anywhere wiv alcohol :D | |
| Candy: |   haha.. uhm.. dnt hav 1 | |
| Number: |   4123525 | |
| Color: |   black | |
| Animal: |   lion | |
| Drink: |   anythin alcoholic :D | |
| Body Part on Opposite sex: |   oo.. erm... eyes | |
| Perfume: |   aint got 1 | |
| TV Show: |   Law an Order: SVU | |
| Music Album: |   Fallen - Evanescence | |
| Movie: |   Anywhere but home | |
| Actor/Actress: |   uhm... Alexz Johnson | |
| This or That | ||
| Pepsi or Coke: |   Coke | |
| McDonalds or BurgerKing: |   McD's | |
| Chocolate or Vanilla |   Vanilla | |
| Hot Chocolate or Coffee: |   Hot Chocolate | |
| Kiss or Hug: |   both | |
| Dog or Cat: |   Dog | |
| Rap or Punk: |   hmm... alternative rock :D | |
| Summer or Winter: |   Winter | |
| Scary Movies or Funny Movies: |   Both | |
| Love or Money: |   love | |
| YOUR... | ||
| Bedtime: |   when im tired | |
| Most Missed Memory: |   bein wiv my ghetto peepz | |
| Best phyiscal feature: |   uhm.. eyes i guess | |
| First Thought Waking Up: |   less than a month!! aargh | |
| Ambition: |   be a social worker | |
| Best Friends: |   soph J, Charmaine an Soph L | |
| Weakness: |   alcohol an fags :D lol | |
| Fears: |   losin will.. an spiderz :P | |
| Longest relationship: |   2 years. | |
| HAVE YOU... | ||
| Cheated Your Partner: |   nope | |
| Ever been beaten up: |   nope | |
| Ever beaten someone up: |   does my brother count? lol | |
| Ever Shoplifted: |   yeah | |
| Ever Skinny Dipped: |   no! lol | |
| Ever Kissed Opposite sex: |   yeah | |
| Been Dumped Lately: |   no | |
| IN A GUY/GAL | ||
| Favorite Eye Color: |   blue :D | |
| Favorite Hair Color: |   brown | |
| Short or Long: |   both | |
| Height: |   whatever | |
| Style: |   not goth or sk8r :P | |
| Looks or Personality: |   both | |
| Hot or Cute |   cute :D | |
| Muscular or Really Skinny: |   muscular | |
| RANDOMS | ||
| What country do you want to Visit: |   ENGLAND but not 2 visit :D | |
| How do you want to Die: |   alcohol poisonin :D | |
| Been to the Mall Lately: |   nope | |
| Get along with your Parents: |   occasionally.. at the moment. NO! | |
| Health Freak: |   yup.. 2 many calories in evrythin! | |
| Do you think your Attractive: |   no! | |
| Believe in Yourself: |   sometimes.. | |
| Want to go to College: |   yeah | |
| Do you Smoke: |   yeah - 2 much!! | |
| Do you Drink: |   yea :D not enuff!! :P | |
| Shower Daily: |   yeah | |
| Been in Love: |   yeesss.. | |
| Do you Sing: |   yeah.. | |
| Want to get Married: |   one day :) | |
| Do you want Children: |   yeah | |
| Age you wanna lose your Virginity: |   2 late :P | |
| Hate anyone: |   hate is a strong word.. lol | |
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REBEL REBEL REBEL or just a goody girl/boy!

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Hands u got's a ghetto booty watt the hall!
You are tottaly ghetto!
What does ur eye color say about u?

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What Eastenders Character Are You[female]?

Roxy
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5 year old ... at the max :S
You act so silly and outragious, yet still keep such an innocence about you! How do you do that?!
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Everybody's Fool
Which Singer are you

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Which emo song discribes u most.

Evanescence-lithium
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.
What Evanescence song are you?

Going Under
Are you a true evanescence rocker?

Evanescence Rocking god / goddess
What evanescence song describes your personality?

bring me to life
*How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All of this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
Bring me to life*
What would your band be like?

Evanescence
When,Where,How, and What age will you have your baby?

very well gurl
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Hey Poo Face. Thought I Wud Ryt Tu Yu On Ere Cuz I Ent Rote On Bebo For Ages Lol. Ave Da Love x
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Itss ALott.42 weeks agoMelissa
Wah Yu Duin 2moroo.. I Mitee Cum Foyerr N See Yuu..?
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Sophie43 weeks agoi ent da sexaholic lol
dat yu!!!
make sure u cum out on sat ok
we shud all stay out 7 find a place 2 stay 2geva init
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Sophie43 weeks agospeak 2 will!
he reli yks u so b more in to it wiv him lol
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Itss ALott.44 weeks agoAhh Shit Its WThurssdaii Tudaii
Wah Yu Duin 2moroo ?
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Itss ALott.
Omg Yur Finally Cummin
Awh Im Not Sure If I Can Yet Cos Ive Had Thiss Whole Week Off Innit But I Mitee Jus Pretend I Got Dentist Or Sumfin N Leave Earlyy
Are Yu Stayin ? Or Goin Bak Tu America
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lol cant draw 2 save me life
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