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xx A True Friend Is Someone Who See's The Pain In Your Eyes.. While Everyone Else Believes The Smile On Your Face xx

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Isn't Something Missing?
Me, Myself, and I
SHE WANTS 2 GO HOME, BUT NOBODY'S HOME - THAT'S WHERE SHE LIES - BROKEN INSIDE...

Don't just turn and walk away, I can learn from my mistakes, Don't keep pushing everyone away!!!

Will you catch me before I fall or will you leave me on the ground? Why do you keep running away?!


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Yu Can Take Da Gurl Out Of Slough But Yu Cnt Take Slough Out Of Da Gurl! SL2 BRAPP!

This Is How You Remind Me Of What I Really Am..
It's Not Like You To Say Sorry, I Was Waiting On A Different Story..
This Time I'm Mistaken For Handing You A Heart Worth Breaking...
I've Been Wrong.. I've Been Down To The Bottom Of Every Bottle...
These 5 Words In My Head Scream 'Are You Having Fun Yet?'
I've Been Far Away For Far T
xx Sophie J xx
I Luv Dis Gurl 2 Bitz! She Has Been There 4 Me 4 As Long As I Can Rememba An We've Got Sum Jkz Memories 2Geva.. Yer We Aint Been M8s 4 Life Or Nuffin But She Is Like A Sista 2 Me An I No We Will B M8s 4eva An Alwayz :D Yer We May Hav Had Da Random Bitch Fit But I No She Will Alwayz B Der 4 Me An Nuffin Will EVA Break Our Friendship - I'll Alwayz Hav Her Bck An I Hope She No's That!! I Dunno Wot I'd Do Wivout Her... Luv Yuu Hun xxx
xx Charmaine B xx
This Gurl, OH MY GOD She Is 1 In A Million!! She Is ALWAYZ Der 4 Me Weneva I Need Her An I Dunno Wot I'd Do Wivout Her.. Yer She's Got Her Own Probz 2 Deal Wiv But No Matta How Stressed Out She Is She Will Drop Evrythin 2 Help A M8 In Need.. An I Will ALWAYZ B Der 4 Her No Matta Wot.. She's Helped Me Thru Sum Hard Tymz An She Is Defo Like A Sista 2 Me.. I Luv Her 2 Piecez!!! Luv Yuu Babi Gurl xxx
xx Beverley J xx
I've Known This Chik 4 AGEZ Now An I Plan On Noin Her 4 Da Rest Of Ma Life, She Is ALSO Like A Sista 2 Me :D Lol.. We've Got Sum Gud Memories 2geva, An We've Also Been Der 4Eachuva Thru Hard Tymz.. I'll Alwayz B Der 4 Her No Matta Wot Jst Like I No She Wud 4 Me, An Altho We Dnt Realli Tlk Bout Anythin Really Deep An We Like 2 Hav Fun 24/7, I No She Is Alwayz Ready 2 Listen An I Will Alwayz Hav A Shoulder 4 Her 2 Cry On :) Luv Yuu Bbz xxx
xx Sophie L xx
Oh My Daiz!!! This Chik Sets Me Bare Jkz!! I Aint Known Her 4 As Long As Sum Of Ma Uva M8s But She Is Still ALSO Like A Sis 2 Me :) We Had Sum Fuckin Sik Memoriez An She Can Alwayz Make ANY1 Laugh, It Dnt Matta Wot Kinda Mood Their In :P Lol.. She'll Make Any1 Smile :D I'll Alwayz B There 4 Her An I Realli Hope She No's That.. She Dnt Hav 2 Worry Bout A Fing Cus She'll Neva B Alone An I'll B Here 2 Help Her Thru - An Thats A PROMISE!! Luv Yuu Hunni xx
Family
OK So Me An Ma Fam Aint Alwayz Seen Eye-2-Eye.. An Most Of Us Still Dnt - But I've FINALLY Managed 2 Find A Relationship Wiv Ma Siblings - Yer I No They've Alwayz Been There But Durin The Last Year Or So, We've Started 2 Actually COMMUNICATE!! lol.. Also I Made Contact Wiv Ma Dad After 12 Yearz Of Nuffin, An Altho We All Of SOO Many Memories Of Da Past.. I'm Hopin They R The Past An We Can All Move On 2 Da Future.. I Hav Da Onli Fam In Ma Life That Realli Mattas An I Hope It Stays That Way!!! Luv Yu Mum, Meelie, Sean, Christian, Dad, Cheryl, Tamara, Zoe, Emz An Joseph.. xxxx
xx RIP xx
RIP Boyzie xxx
RIP Tyson xxx
RIP Christian xxx
RIP Katie xxx
RIP Zani
RIP Anthony
RIP Claire xxx
RIP Teeny xxx
RIP Paige xxx
xx Gone But Never Forgotten xx
These Wounds Won't Seem 2 Heal.. This Pain Is Just 2 Real.. There's Just 2 Much That Time Can Not Erase...
When You Cried I Wiped Away All Of Your Tears..
When You Screamed I'd Fight Away All Of Your Fears..
And I Held Your Hand Through All Of These Years...
But You Still Have All Of Me...


Some people come and go, and relationships don't last forever - but some last a lifetime..
Everyone that comes into your life brings something that no1 else could, something irreplaceable.
Relationships never really end - they're just frozen until you meet again..
And the people that really matter are the ones that help you over every hurdle and obstacle - they're the ones who have helped you 2 see the light at the end of the tunnel..

Thanks all of u who have been there 4 me :) I no we'll see eachuva agen and we'll always be there 2 help eachuva out no matta wot..

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  • Freedom of the Night

    The darkened room lay silent
    while ripples of moonlight
    Caught the glistening tears
    I was crying in the night ~

    I didn't make a sound
    as I lay there in his bed
    While thoughts of all the heartbreak
    were running through my head.

    I waited in the silence
    till I knew he was asleep
    At the sound of his deep breathing
    then quietly I'd creep

    Tiptoeing to the bathroom
    I then closed the door
    And turning on the shower
    I slipped crying to the floor.

    Though trying to wash away the filth
    and pain of his touch
    The memory of his "making love"
    haunted me too much ~

    The bruises on my body
    were inflicted by the hand
    He used sex as a weapon
    to "make me understand".

    After I had scrubbed myself
    until my skin was red
    Too frightened by my memories
    I could not return to bed ~

    So escaping down the stairs
    and into the moonlight
    I sat in my own solitude
    in the freedom of the night.

    I wondered how it felt to be safe
    and not to live in fear
    Of his anger and his temper
    as the months rolled into years.

    To a life with no more abuse,
    no more anger, no more fights
    I'll no longer have the bruises
    like those I have tonight.

    But still the painful memory
    of the spiteful things he said
    His anger and abuse
    when he was forcing me to bed ~

    The scars so much deeper
    than the bruises I now bear
    And the pain so much greater
    than when "falling" down the stairs.

    I tried to figure out a way
    to rise above the pain
    While I hoped that he might change
    I slowly went back to bed again.

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  • Bruised

    I stood in front of the mirror
    dabbing make-up on my face
    I cover up the bruises
    and fix my hair in place ~

    I stare at my reflection
    with my tear-filled eyes
    And I pull myself together
    while silently I cry…

    I walk into the kitchen
    and clean up all the mess
    Broken dishes scattered and crushed
    like pieces of happiness ~

    I quietly clean away the destruction
    though I wince in pain,
    I mustn't show how much he hurt me
    As it will set him off again ~

    I dread the time to go to bed
    as the clock ticks away
    I know exactly what will come next
    and I know I must obey…

    And while he lays there sleeping
    I get up from his bed
    I shower to wash away the filth
    and try to clear my head.

    The only time to be myself
    Is in the middle of the night…
    I can stop to think and cry my tears
    in the shadow of the moonlight ~

    I wonder what had happened
    to change the guy I loved?
    So full of love and promises
    he was all that I dreamed of…

    So as I wipe away my tears
    and pull myself together
    I know that it will never change
    it'll be this way forever ~

    And as I climb back into bed
    beside the man who now brings me pain
    I turn the light out in my soul
    knowing he will always do it again.

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  • Ghetto

    Hey.

    Check dis page out an bcum a fan if u luv me or my gurls :D Thanks


    http://bebo.com/ghettogashgurls4eva

    Luv ya
    Mel
    xxx

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Name :   Melissa
Nick Name :   Mel
Birthdate :   06/08/91
Birthplace:   Derby, UK
Current Location:   Moreno Valley, US - ugh :(
Eye Color:   turquoise
Hair Color:   brown at the mo :D
Height:   5'10
Weight:   dunno :P
Piercings:   tounge an ears
Tatoos:   none yet!!
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:   will ledger an i miss him BARE!! x
Vehicle:   huevea wants 2 drive me :D
Overused Phrase:   lol & haha
FAVORITES
Food:   uhm... tomato soup :P
Pub/Disc/Restaurant:   anywhere wiv alcohol :D
Candy:   haha.. uhm.. dnt hav 1
Number:   4123525
Color:   black
Animal:   lion
Drink:   anythin alcoholic :D
Body Part on Opposite sex:   oo.. erm... eyes
Perfume:   aint got 1
TV Show:   Law an Order: SVU
Music Album:   Fallen - Evanescence
Movie:   Anywhere but home
Actor/Actress:   uhm... Alexz Johnson
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:   Coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:   McD's
Chocolate or Vanilla   Vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:   Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug:   both
Dog or Cat:   Dog
Rap or Punk:   hmm... alternative rock :D
Summer or Winter:   Winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:   Both
Love or Money:   love
YOUR...
Bedtime:   when im tired
Most Missed Memory:   bein wiv my ghetto peepz
Best phyiscal feature:   uhm.. eyes i guess
First Thought Waking Up:   less than a month!! aargh
Ambition:   be a social worker
Best Friends:   soph J, Charmaine an Soph L
Weakness:   alcohol an fags :D lol
Fears:   losin will.. an spiderz :P
Longest relationship:   2 years.
HAVE YOU...
Cheated Your Partner:   nope
Ever been beaten up:   nope
Ever beaten someone up:   does my brother count? lol
Ever Shoplifted:   yeah
Ever Skinny Dipped:   no! lol
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:   yeah
Been Dumped Lately:   no
IN A GUY/GAL
Favorite Eye Color:   blue :D
Favorite Hair Color:   brown
Short or Long:   both
Height:   whatever
Style:   not goth or sk8r :P
Looks or Personality:   both
Hot or Cute   cute :D
Muscular or Really Skinny:   muscular
RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit:   ENGLAND but not 2 visit :D
How do you want to Die:   alcohol poisonin :D
Been to the Mall Lately:   nope
Get along with your Parents:   occasionally.. at the moment. NO!
Health Freak:   yup.. 2 many calories in evrythin!
Do you think your Attractive:   no!
Believe in Yourself:   sometimes..
Want to go to College:   yeah
Do you Smoke:   yeah - 2 much!!
Do you Drink:   yea :D not enuff!! :P
Shower Daily:   yeah
Been in Love:   yeesss..
Do you Sing:   yeah..
Want to get Married:   one day :)
Do you want Children:   yeah
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:   2 late :P
Hate anyone:   hate is a strong word.. lol
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You are tottaly ghetto!

you is tottally ghetto bitch! You know's hows to do it the ghetto way and u aint got nofin against the ghetto bitch! keep uop the good work betch!

What does ur eye color say about u?


Green eyes

ppl with green eyes have the most passion but r into relationships, honest and trustworthy, u have long lasting relationships!! ppl with green eyes r the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love 2 make ppl laugh, and random as ever!! u long 4 the touch of another.... u r very laid back; u r also sexy and very attracted toward others!! LOVE 2 have fun!! =]....... tend 2 cover up true feelings, get scared over relationships.

What Eastenders Character Are You[female]?


Roxy

You are THE party animal. You love having a boyfriend and hate being single!

What Waterlood Road Girl Are You ?!?


Aleesha Dillon

Outgoing, Popular Outspoken But a Kind Heart

Whats your mental age?

5 year old ... at the max :S

La la la, Yeah your still a kid at heart!















You act so silly and outragious, yet still keep such an innocence about you! How do you do that?!

What Evanescence Song are you?!


Everybody's Fool

Your rebellious & headstrong....which makes you the perfect person for this song about being outspoken & not lettng people pull you down with them....!

Which Singer are you


Amy Lee

Beautiful and talented, with a different taste in clothes and music. You are a trend setter and people love you for your happy personality.

Which emo song discribes u most.


Evanescence-lithium

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

What Evanescence song are you?


Going Under

You feel like you have no where to turn that you need to make tough choices. "I won't be broken again."

Are you a true evanescence rocker?


Evanescence Rocking god / goddess

You are a true Ev rocker - you'll do amy proud!

What Evanescence song are you?


Missing

You are such a lost and Lonely person this song suits u

What evanescence song describes your personality?


bring me to life

you are crying out for help and no-one can hear you it feels like you are the only one but alwas remember that your not alone. . .
*How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
Bring me to life

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
Only you are the life among the dead

All of this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

[Wake me up] Wake me up inside
[I can't wake up] Wake me up inside
[Save me] Call my name and save me from the dark
[Wake me up] Bid my blood to run
[I can't wake up] Before I come undone
[Save me] Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
Bring me to life*

What would your band be like?


Evanescence

Your band would be like Evanescence. You dont mind a laught and a joke, but your real serious when it comes to your music, some people might even call you bossy because of it. But its your band and if they dont like it then tough luck!

When,Where,How, and What age will you have your baby?


very well gurl

You had your baby at the age of 21. You had it at the hospital. You had your baby in october. With your husband
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  • Lindseylindseyc
    luv Lindseylindseyc

    Loveeeeeeeeee
    Biatchhhhhhhhhhh :) xx

    7 weeks ago
  • Lindseylindseyc
    luv Lindseylindseyc

    Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) :P :L ;) :* xxx

    21 weeks ago
  • Lindseylindseyc
    luv Lindseylindseyc

    Last Nyt Was Jokeez Havee Dee Loveee
    Lovee Youuuuu xxx

    24 weeks ago
  • Lindseylindseyc
    luv Lindseylindseyc

    Haveee Dee Loveee
    Missing Youuu
    Hope Your Okkaii
    Take Care Lovee Youuu xxx

    25 weeks ago
  • Sophie
    luv Sophie

    Hey Poo Face. Thought I Wud Ryt Tu Yu On Ere Cuz I Ent Rote On Bebo For Ages Lol. Ave Da Love x

    28 weeks ago
  • Lindseylindseyc
    luv Lindseylindseyc

    Haveee Dee Lovvveeeee :)) ))
    Loveeee Youuuu :)) ))))))))))))))))))))

    33 weeks ago
  • Itss ALott.
    luv Itss ALott.

    Loveeeee :D x

    37 weeks ago
  • Itss ALott.
    luv Itss ALott.

    LOveee (L)

    x

    39 weeks ago
  • luv Jack J

    Give me ur num, didnt no u wear bk give it me asap lol luv ya x

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  • Itss ALott.
    Itss ALott.

    Melissa:)
    Wah Yu Duin 2moroo.. I Mitee Cum Foyerr N See Yuu..?

    Lovee Yuu.. x x x

    42 weeks ago
  • Sophie
    luv Sophie

    u owe me bitch lol
    ilu
    xx

    42 weeks ago
  • Itss ALott.
    luv Itss ALott.

    Loveee (L)

    43 weeks ago
  • Sophie
    Sophie

    i ent da sexaholic lol
    dat yu!!!
    make sure u cum out on sat ok
    we shud all stay out 7 find a place 2 stay 2geva init
    wb
    x

    43 weeks ago
  • Sophie
    Sophie

    speak 2 will!
    he reli yks u so b more in to it wiv him lol
    xx

    43 weeks ago
  • Lindseylindseyc
    luv Lindseylindseyc

    Hellooo wat a jokez weekend lool
    and have ma love fat flapz mwah xxx

    43 weeks ago
  • Sophie
    luv Sophie

    ur bk! x

    44 weeks ago
  • Itss ALott.
    Itss ALott.

    Ahh Shit Its WThurssdaii Tudaii :L :L

    Wah Yu Duin 2moroo ?


    xx

    44 weeks ago
  • Itss ALott.
    luv Itss ALott.

    Omg Yur Finally Cummin :D

    Awh Im Not Sure If I Can Yet Cos Ive Had Thiss Whole Week Off Innit But I Mitee Jus Pretend I Got Dentist Or Sumfin N Leave Earlyy :)

    Are Yu Stayin ? Or Goin Bak Tu America :(


    Lovee Yahh xxx

    44 weeks ago