dear diary
mood apethetic

my life is spiraling downward.
I couldnt get enough money to go to the blood red romance and sufficate me dry concert
it sux cuz they play some of my favorite songs like stabb my heart because i love you and rip apart my soul and of course stabby rip stab stab and it doesnt help that i couldnt get my hair to do that flippy thing either like that guy from that band can do.
somedays.
im a emo kid nothing for me as can be you'd be non conforming too if you looked just like me.
i have paint on my nails and make up on my face im almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
cuz i feel real deep when im dressing in drag i call it freedom of expression or just call me a fag
cuz our dude look like chicks and our chicks look like dykes. cuz emo is one step from transvestite
stop my breathing and slit my throat.
i must be emo.
i dont jump around when i go to shows.
i must be emo.
im dark and sensitive with low self asteam the way i dress makes everyday feel like halloween.
i have no real problems but
i like to make believe
i stole my sisters mascara now im grounded for a week
solking and writting poetry are my hobbies
i cant get threw a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
girls keep breaking up with me its never any fun
they keep saying they already have a _____ they dont need another one.
stop my breathing and slit my throat.
i must be emo.
i dont jump around when i go to shows.
i must be emo.
dye in my hair and polish on my toes.
i must be emo.
i play guitar and write suicide notes.
i must be emo.
MY LIFE IS JUST A BLACK ABYYS YOU KNOW ITS SO DARK AND ITS SUFFICATIONG ME GRABBING AHOLD OF ME AND TIGHTENING ITS GRIP TIGHTER LIKE MY LITTLE SISTERS JEANS.WICH LOOK GREAT ON ME BY THE WAY. w
hen i get depressed i cut my wrist in every direction
hearing songs about being dumped give me a ______
i write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
i tell my friends i bleed black and cry during classes
im just a bad cheap imatation of goth
you can read catcher in the rye and watch me ____ ___
i wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
if i said i liked girls i'd only be half right
i look like im dead and i dress like a homo
i must be emo
screw x-box i play old school nintendo
i must be emo.
i like to whine and hit my parentals
i must be emo
me and my friends all look like clones
i must be emo
my parents dont get me man they think im gay just because they saw me like kiss a guy well like a couple of guys but i mean it the 2000's cant two or four dudes make out with eachother without being gay? i mean chicks dig that kinda thing anyways.

I dont know diary sometimes I think your the only one who gets me................................
 .... your my best friend.
*silence*
i feel like tacos

I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that? I rip back, everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad? Im sorry,
hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife
it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I
hurt too, remember I loved you!
(Chorus)
I've , Lost it all, fell today,It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every
time I Fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obssed with the
thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you,
it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked
up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
(Chorus)

Girls

are like apples

on trees. The best ones

are at the top of the tree.

The boys don't want to reach

for the good ones because they

are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they just get the rotten apples

from the ground that aren't as good,

but easy. So the apples at the top think

something is wrong with them, when in

reality, they're amazing. They just

have to wait for the right boy to

come along, the one who's

brave enough to

climb all

the way

to the top

of the

tree

If your a gurl copy/paste this to your page



*kiss on the cheek*="were friends"

*kiss on the hand*="we belong together"

*kiss on the shoulder*="i want you"

*holding hands*="i love you"

*a wink*="lets get it on"

*a slap on the butt*="Your mine"

*putting with the ear*="i cnt liv without you"

*holding on tight*="dont let go"

*looking into each others eyes*="lets get romantic"

*pulling hair on head*="tell me you love me"

*arms around waist*="i love u too much to let go"

put this on ur page after reading or you"ll have a bad relationships this year(you dnt want tht)